"Are you sure this is what you want?" I asked.
"Are you not? I thought we were both into it." He said, grinning sheepishly.
"I mean, I am... But I just don't want you to get hurt. I love you." I replied.
"I love you too, that's why I want this. I want you to really cum. I want you to get the fucking of your life. You deserve to be fulfilled, Allison." he said.
"Alright, it's a date then. When are we meeting him?" I asked.
"Saturday night, at that bar downtown we like." he replied.
"Puck's? Awesome, I'll need a few drinks first anyway." I laughed.
"You'll need a new dress too. He specifically requested a short red one." He said matter of factly.
"Oh? Did my new Black Daddy request anything else?" I asked in a breathy voice, trying both to get into the spirit of things and to gage his reaction.
"Yeah, he said to bring a permanent marker but he didn't say why." He said, cocking an eyebrow at me.
"Can do. Oh and Cameron?" I asked.
"Yeah baby?" He replied.
"Thank you." I said, then I kissed him nice and deep.
The rest of the week just crawled by agonizingly. All I could think about was our date. All I could think about was the huge step we were about to take together. I couldn't believe we were finally going to do it. Before that conversation, I'd always thought of it as a pillowtalk fantasy, something just to get us both in the mood. But Cam was serious. Cam actually wanted me to hook up with a black guy, a hung black stud. Even more than that though, Cam wanted to watch. My husband of four years wanted to watch me get fucked by a huge, black cock. I spent the rest of the week just waiting for Cam to back out, for him to be the man I married, the man who wouldn't skinny-dip on our honeymoon... But he didn't. Cam surprised me, he falter in the slightest. If anything, he seemed to be even more excited than me.
Thursday finally came, and Cam took me dress shopping. It was the first time we'd been shopping together in ages. We had a blast. While I was trying on dresses, Cam was messaging the Bull. His name was Tyrell but apparently I was to call him "Sir", "Master" or "Daddy" at all times. I don't know what it was, but I was extremely turned on by He was also to be obeyed by both Cam and I at all times during the date, though we were given a "safe word" to use if things went "too far" or if one of us became too uncomfortable. Something in the look in Cam's eye told me that we wouldn't need it though.
Cam took pictures of me in all the different dresses we found, and Tyrell picked the one he liked best. It was super tight, showed a lot of cleavage and even more leg. It didn't even reach halfway down my thighs. It wasn't anything I'd ever have picked out for myself, and I loved it.
Grinning, I started toward the lingerie section intending to find something really sexy, but Cam stopped me and waved the phone scoldingly.
"Tyrell says you aren't allowed to wear anything at all under the dress." He said his face flushing with excitement.
I faked an exasperated huff, and changed direction to the makeup aisle. Through more pictures, Tyrell picked out a shade of red lipstick for me, some very dark mascara and nail polish that matched the lipstick. Then, on the Bull's instruction, Cam sought out and purchased a bracelet with a single, small charm. It was a spade, like from a deck of cards. Tyrell said it meant something, but he'd tell me what after our date, if and only if, things went well.
On the drive home, I asked Cam to ask him what he was going to call me. I figured that if I was supposed to call him Daddy, I'd need a special name too. Tyrell said I could pick something, as long as it was filthy. He gave me a few choices, and I thought about it for a while. By the time we got home, I'd chosen 'Slut'. It was simple, guttural and to the point, but it had a certain power to it. It sounded harsh, but strong.
Friday night, Tyrell sent us pictures of his hard cock. I was looking at them when he called my phone.
"Hey Slut." A deep baritone emanated from my phone's speaker.
"Hey." I said, suddenly out of breath.
"Hey what, Slut?" He growled.
"Hey, Daddy." I corrected.
"Put me on speaker." He commanded.
I did as he said, no, as he commanded, and sat the phone down on the kitchen counter. Cam looked up from his phone.
"Did your husband show you the pictures I sent him?" Tyrell asked.
"Yes, Daddy." I answered.
"You like that cock don't you?" He asked wryly. He knew I did, I could tell.
"I did, Daddy. Your dick is so big." I gasped.
"That's no dick. It's a big, black cock." He corrected in that same growling tone.
"A big, black cock." I whispered, my face flushing.
"You're going to take your husband's phone, and masturbate to those pictures." He demanded.
I walked over to my husband, my face hot from excitement and embarrassment at the same time. All of this was just so goddamn hot. It was totally taboo, totally unlike me, totally unlike us. It had taken months of dancing around the subject before either of us had been able to admit that we were even unsatisfied with our sex life. Then, more months still before we admitted that we wanted something different. Eventually, over dinner, Cam had blurted out that he wanted to watch me fuck another man. Even then, it wasn't until we started watching cuckolding porn together that he admitted that he wanted it to be a well endowed black man. It was incredible that he wanted the same thing I did, and so brave of him to say it aloud when I couldn't. After that night, I think loved Cam even more. That's when I really knew without any doubts that we were meant to be together.
Cam handed me his phone, the pictures already pulled up. He was smiling broadly too. We were so close. It was all finally happening. I slipped one hand down my pyjama pants and started on myself, staring intently on the image on the screen. I tried to imagine what it would be like to have something that massive inside me. Cam and I had bought dildos, but we had been too embarrassed to get any of the really big ones.
"I can't hear you." Tyrrell said in an almost sing-songy way. "Moan for me, moan for that cock."
I did as I was bid. I dropped to my knees, pushed my fingers inside myself and moaned loudly.
"Cam, take her phone and put the camera on her. I want to watch." Tyrell said.
Cam walked into the kitchen and came back with the phone. I looked up into the camera and bit my lip.
"That's a good girl." Tyrell said calmly but commandingly. "Cum for me, you little white Slut."
I'd never been much for dirty talk, but there was something in Tyrell's voice that made it work. Something raw and powerful that sent me over the edge. As Tyrell kept talking, kept saying filthy things to me, I worked myself to orgasm staring at the picture of his hard cock on Cam's phone. My body shuddered, I all but flooded my pyjama pants, and my mouth let out an involuntary squeal.
"Good girl." Tyrell said in an amused tone. "See you two tomorrow night."
He hung up suddenly and in the post-orgasm clarity, I started to wonder what I was doing. I had just masturbated over the phone for a stranger. I was scared, terrified even, but more than anything I was excited. Something primal was awakening in me. Some deeply buried, incredibly powerful force that demanded I take action. Demanded I take control. Demanded I get fucked, hard. I realized in that clarity that everything up to that point in my life had followed a pattern. I'd married my high-school sweetheart. I'd moved into the suburbs. Two weeks ago, we'd looked at minivans for Christ's sake. It was time to break out of this slump. It was time to do something very, very different. I took Cam by the hands, kissed him on his sweet lips, and we went to bed beaming.
When we arrived at the bar Saturday night, I was practically trembling. I grabbed onto Cam's arm, but he was trembling as well. We walked in, grabbed a table in the back and ordered some drinks. Half an hour later, Tyrell walked in. He was wearing baggy blue jeans and a white v-neck muscle shirt. His arms were massive, and his pecs stood out like he'd been chiseled from stone. Even in the dim bar light, I could see the outline of that huge cock through his jeans. I bit my lip reflexively, unable to stop staring at it. He strode through the room exuding an aura of unshakable confidence. He smiled at us as he approached and it made me wet. When he reached our table, he reached out and shook Cam's hand.
"You're sure about this, man?" Tyrell asked with sensitive note in his rumbling voice.
"Definitely." Cam said grinning.
Tyrell took my hand in both of his and looked deep into my eyes. His were the color of fresh brewed, lightly creamed coffee. Two swirling orbs of warm brown that I almost immediately got lost in.
"Allison?" He asked, shaking me from my stupor.
"What?" I stammered.
"I asked if you were sure." He responded.
"God yes." I all but shouted.
His warm, concerned smile turned devious. Those beautiful eyes seemed to darken ever so slightly. His grip on my hand tightened and he raised one eyebrow at me. Then he guided my hand down to the crotch of his pants and placed it on his throbbing cock.
"God yes, what?" He asked sternly, but still with a smile.