Chapter 1
My name is Allyn Roemer, and these are the events that occurred before the moment I died.
The beach by the caves is where I met him. His bronzed curls rushed in the wind as he ran towards me, the sun beaming off of his tan complexion, accentuating the crevices of his abdomen. His face was familiar to an extent or could have just been one of those faces. I highly doubted it. His chiseled facial features matched sheer perfection as they hustled in down the sand in a panicked frenzy.
He was the type of guy I thought would pass me over, not even a hello or good-bye. It was a tad unfortunate that he had not, the hit was hard. As he peeled himself off of me my ears rang something fierce, the sound of his apologies fading in afterwards.
"Sorry, sorry" he chimed. As he grabbed my hand and we dove behind the limestone beach wall, I could feel his arms wrapping around my lower waist pulling me closer to him.
He was panting, as if there was not a bit of breath in his lungs that would suffice. As his chest rose up and down my eyes drifted slowly to meet his alluring gaze. His eyes were a bright forest green with a disarray of black flecks about it. I could hear the screaming of a hundred females fill the air as I got lost in them. It was a praise long due, such beauty deserved much adoration. I would have been lost to them if his lips hadn't moved. A thin line of the top and a subtle plumpness for the lower lip, a shade darker than the rest of his sun kissed complexion. His hand moved in front of my face for a first wave and then a second. Oh wait... I think he's talking.
"Are you okay?" he said once more, a bit louder than the first several times.
"Oh I'm fine" I managed to say without stuttering. Men and I were never always a good combination. I always seem to make a fool out of myself by stuttering, noting my obvious attraction, or saying something stupid.
"Nothing my big ol' butt can't handle" I laughed, and cue my stupidity. If my skin was three tones fairer he'd probably get to see the blood rise in my face.
"Are you sure?" he asked. "I could have sworn I crushed you in the sand" he finished as he began to kneel in closer inspecting my head for cuts and bruises. He ran his fingers through my neck length curly hair, dampened by my recent meeting with the sea. As he did my eyes widened and my heart quickened. I'm the type of girl that has never been so close to a guy. Not to mention we were kneeled down in a corner where hardly anyone could see us. I gently hit his hand away, which is mostly me trying to make it sound better when I say... I hit his hand away.
"I'm entirely fine" I reassured him with an almost fake smile. I got up and dusted the sand from sticking to my bottom. "No worries here. See you around" I ran off wide eyed simply ready to go home.
I had been on the beach today because I needed someplace to think. Finding a vacant beach on a weekday in New Providence isn't too much of a task. Although when the cruise ships come into the Bay it becomes quite a chore. However, I was lucky that the few good beaches were still unoccupied, well, mostly unoccupied.
I climbed into my car, not bothering to get rid of the sand that stuck to the heel, sole, and between the toes of my feet. Right now, I was just embarrassed to high heaven. No real reason to be, I just was.
"Are you crazy Lynn!" Cassandra blared over the phone. I had gone straight home and opted for a hot shower to wash off the sea salt and called one of my best friends to tell a story too. Not to mention the warm bowl of soup I was able to get from my parents house a few days ago. These were one of the few relatively free things to do on the island, swim, eat your parents home cooked meals, and gossip.
"You should have totally stayed there and showed him a good time" she said with a smile. I could imagine her on the other end, the wireless phone cuddled up to her ear as she played one of the online games her family and friends gave up on convincing her she enjoyed entirely way too much. Even if that was the case, she was in a happy and successful relationship at 21. However, being at the same age and actually leaving the perimeters of my house to actually have some remnants of a social life, the number of successful relationships I've racked up over my lifetime was zilch, nada, cero. Only thing I have are the remnants of those that crashed and burned.
"He also sounds like a tourist the way you describe him" she added. "You know there always coming over here and there looking for some sort of adventure." I fiddled with the soup in the bowl on my lap and in a few seconds decided I didn't want it. "With your soft voice and innocent demeanor all you had to do was look up and say 'ravage me'. He would have been at your beck and call. Wow and even if he was loaded, you would have been fleeced for a solid 3 days to a week. Of course depending on how long he was staying here."
"You seem to have me confused with one of the characters in your semi-erotic novellas." I offered.