I'm so fucking confused! A part of me is so pissed that I could scream, and the other part of me wants to relive the moment I just experienced. Regardless, I have to get my shit together before I get home.
But what a night! Jalen was completely different than I expected. I know that we planned the role-play, and agreed to carry it out, but his character was a lot darker than I anticipated. And rude! And the fucker put me at risk! There is no excusing that. Fuck! But it was intense.
Why didn't I see this coming? We met online, communicated very well, and decided to live out a fantasy. He's a young college kid who wanted a passionate experience with someone's wife. That might be fucked up, but I am someone's wife who fucks around. I wanted an inner city parking lot experience. I've been there before - I like it - and I wanted it again. Simple. Here's what happened.
I arrived at JD's Lounge - a dump! - on time. And I looked fucking hot. I'm not shy, but even I felt a little exposed in the cross-back black mini dress I bought for the night. I squeezed all 5'6" and 120lbs into that thing. I sure as hell didn't think it would get ruined!
Shit, I played the part perfectly! I wore my black over the knee boots with 5" heel, pulled my hair back, applied enough make-up to embarrass a porn star, and left my bra and panties at home. It was what he wanted, it must have been perfect for him - not that he said so!
We met at the door like we planned. I thought he looked good. For a college kid, he almost looked natural dressed as some local punk, a little gangster. I was impressed that he had downplayed his muscularity in our correspondence - not that he needed to, I like strong men! And the fucker role-played like a champ - he never broke character.
"This don't look like a place for you," he said.
"Well, I don't have to stay long," I smiled back.
"I get it - you're down for right now," he responded.
"I guess I am, for the right guy," I giggled back. "My car is out back."
"Git movin'," he snarled back, "I ain't gonna pay for this."β¨β¨That comment hurt. I should have realized then that he was taking his role a little further than I would have liked. Still, everything was going as planned, and I had been looking forward to this for hours, so I kept playing. Things didn't get any better when we got to my SUV.
I had backed in to a secluded space. He told me to open the back so I could sit on the bumper. I did, and then he pushed me down into a seated position.
"Damn bitch, you're fine," he said. Even with the insult, the words made me smile. β¨β¨"This is how its gonna go. You gonna get me hard with that mouth of yours, and then I'll fuck you silly. Got it?"