I don't remember when I started feeling this way. I guess it just happened. I always masturbated, even after I got married. If I made love to my wife at night, I would wait until she left for work in the morning, and jack off before I had to go to work. I always would fantasize about my wife and I, usually with other people.
In high school, I dated a beautiful girl. After graduation, we went to different colleges, but would see each other on breaks. In our second semester, I found out from friends that she was pregnant. I thought it was mine, but it turns out that she got knocked up by an older black man.
Being Catholic, she had the baby. I used to fantasize about seeing her young 19 year old body getting plowed by a big black cock. Anyway, like I said, I still masturbate, and since my wife and I had our kid, our sex life basically stopped, and now I jack off a lot. But now I have been fantasizing about my wife getting plowed by a big black cock instead of my old girlfriend. What's more, I see her getting knocked up too! She is not on the pill anymore, because we don't have sex much, and she's 38 now, so it's bad for her.
I'm always reading stories on the net, and downloading pictures of black men fucking white women. The pictures I download are very specific too. They must be big black men, and brunettes with dark hairy pussies just like my wife's. I especially like cream pie shots. So, my wife being kind of nosy, has found my stash of porno stories a couple of times. Each time, she has thrown them away.
She has never said anything to me, but she had to have noticed the pictures, even if she didn't read the stories. I have always thought that my wife had a submissive streak. She has even mentioned (long ago when we used to talk about sex) that she thought being taken by a black man would be very "animal". So deep inside, I bet my wife would love being hammered by some big black stud. She mentioned recently that she thought that black babies looked really cute, but that they grew up to be menacing black men, and who knows what they would do to you. Subtle comments from her made me think that she was baiting me about my fantasy. This brings me to the present.
A month ago, my wife Dana, told me that her good friend Teri from high school was dating a black man. I didn't visibly react, and it didn't go any further. A few weeks ago, Dana and Teri went out shopping for dresses for their 20 year High School reunion. Dana and Teri talked about normal stuff, and eventually got to discussing Teri's sex life with her new black boyfriend. Turns out that her new man, Jason, was about six foot five, and 240 pounds of muscle. He was a college athlete, and was 10 years her junior. When Dana got home, and we were in bed, she started to tell me about her evening. I was hoping to find out about Jason, because I had already jacked off, thinking about him fucking Teri.
I asked her, "So, did Teri tell you anything about Jason?"
Dana replied that she did.
Probing further I asked, "What's he like?"
She went on to tell me about his sports background, what he does for a living, and how old he is. Nothing that I wanted to hear.
Being bold I asked, "Are they doing it yet?"
Dana looked at me, and as I found out later, she knew what I wanted to hear, and why.
She said," Yup, they're doing it, and from what Teri told me, they are doing it a lot!"
Dana related everything that Teri had told her. Teri said that Jason was the best lover she ever had. That he was insatiable and had the biggest cock she could ever imagine. Even though her family disapproved, once he had her she couldn't stop, and was hooked. She said Teri had never been happier.
Dana said she was happy for her friend, and called her "lucky".
I asked her what she meant by that, and she said, "You know what I mean."
"Oh, the big cock thing?" I said.
"No, the big "black" cock thing", she replied.
As soon as she said that, my cock jumped to attention. Dana had never so openly expressed her envy before.
Sensing an opening, I continued, "Maybe she'll let you borrow him sometime, if he's that insatiable."
Dana looked at me, and I knew we had bridged a gap somehow. She rolled over and took hold of my erect penis.
Laying close on our sides facing each other she looked into my eyes, and said, "You'd like that wouldn't you?" Too stunned to reply, she continued, "I never said anything about your internet porn, but I didn't throw it out. I kept it, and I read every story, and looked at every picture."
As she said this she was stroking my cock, occasionally tongue kissing me, and rubbing her hot body against mine.
She went on, "You want to see me with a black man don't you? You want to watch your wife getting laid by another man, see a big black cock between my legs, pumping me full of cum."
As she was telling me all this, I was getting close to cumming myself. I couldn't believe this was happening, my wife was jacking me off, and telling me my fantasy! When she continued, I came all over her right away.