I don't know how it came to this, I feel like loser, more so than usual. I've never been more emasculated in my life, I'm stripped down to my bare skin, naked in more ways than one, all the hair shaven from my body, how did they convince me to do this? how did I end up down on my knees with my ear pressed up against the thin door to my master bedroom, clawing at it, all but begging to be let in, even if just to watch, to imagine myself in his position, my pleas falling deaf amongst the high pitch screams and moans as my wife was getting the ever-living hell fucked out of her.
Frustration is my only companion as I frantically pull at the flat cage enclosing my abysmal cock, unable to release the swelling in my balls that aches deep into my stomach.
I want it off
cried my broken mind, "Please, please take it off," I shout, pounding my fist on the door, the noises on the other side didn't even slow down, no one took notice, too encapsulated in their throes of ecstasy, my needs were of no concern to them, in fact they liked it the more I begged and wailed.
It wasn't meant to go like this... they were our friends; she was my wife... surely, they planned this from the start, all those years ago, planting the seed that is now grown to full size... and worse, why do I keep doing it? Why does my cock yearn for this, why does this humiliation stir something in me so much I am willing to just give in to their constant requests. It's as if they keep pushing me further and further just to see how much degradation I can take. To see how in control of my brain my cock is, what I'm willing to do for the table scraps of release and orgasm.... IT'S NOT FAIR!
The doorbell finally rang out in the house at 05:00pm and me and my wife who sat on the couch watching T.V and holding hands beamed brightly at one another as we got up to go answer it, we had been waiting patiently all month for this moment, both packed to the brim with excitement. I flicked the TV off and opened our front door to see two dazzling people starring back at us with great big smiles.
"Hey Girl!" cried the high pitch voice of Lilly as soon as the door opened and she saw us, running up to hug my wife, Lilly's beautiful 32G all natural breasts, that were barely container in her long, black, tight fitting, low-cut V neck dress, bouncing as she did so. Jane and her embraced in a huge hug, squeezing each other tightly.
"Hey Mate," greeted Cain putting out his mitt of a hand
I put mine in his and he clasped tightly, and I relinquished to the pressure as usual, no way I was going to try to "man off" against his bearlike hands.
Once he pulled his hand away Lilly turned to me, her hands above her head, my eyes darting down quickly to see her voluptuous breast and that all so deep cleavage jiggling as she ran to me, my pants became tight instantly, and I had to shuffle slightly to hide the instant hard on.
I wrapped my arms around her and her arms came down wrapping around me
"Long time no see stranger" she cooed in delight, her hands shooting up to grab the side of my face and planting a kiss on my cheek, her lips soft and giving and I instantly imagined them on the tip of my cock... like I always did when I saw her. Guilt overcame me momentarily, as this was my friend and my other friend's partner, but they were also kinda to blame for the over imagination I had when Lilly was around.
Behind them Cain and Jane were also wrapped in a hug, tight and close, my mind wandered momentarily
could she feel what he was hiding
I held mine a little longer the feeling of Lilly's soft chest against mine felt amazing.
Lilly was a 10 out of 10 bombshell, not thin, but not overweight the perfect curves that just accentuated her ample breasts, which I won't lie I have jerked off to so many times I've lost count, her raven black hair came shoulder length and straight, framing her deep dark blue eyes, that held the same crazy and wild danger of a great white shark. Her perfect white teeth gave her a welcome smile and her extremely pouted lips drove my mind in directions I try not to think about, but always fail to.
Not that Jane, my precious wife, wasn't to die for or caught just as much attention as Lilly, she was a 5"3' superstar, she had black rim glasses and long blonde hair that threatened to curl, but never quite got there, she had large hazel eyes, that seemed to pop against the black frame of her glasses. She had perfect 12 D tits, but was slim due to always being quite active, being a rock climber, gymnast and swimmer in her college days and an avid hiker in her spare time. Her ass was perfectly rounded and tight and could be defined as a trait of a PAWG, her skin was even paler than Lilly's which made her perfect pink nipples pop when she was naked, she loved sporting a crop top to show off her well-toned, but not chiselled belly and pierced belly button. I still can't believe I had a catch like her and still my eyes couldn't stay away from Lilly, sometimes imposing them together in some fantasies.
Cain and Lilly had been partners since Cain and I lived together as college roommates, we had become very good friends as we all lived together for years. Cain was tall dark and handsome, he stood about 6"3' and had a muscular physique on him, he hit the gym religiously 4 times a week and mix that with his genes, he had the body of a pro athlete, with muscles the seemed to rippled with every movement and skin that clung to them so tight, it accentuated every muscle and vein. He kept his beard short, stubble most of the time, that seemed to let his naturally sharp jaw line pop, and had dark brown eyes that seemed almost obsidian in dim light. Cain was freakishly popular, he seemed to be part of almost every social group you could imagine in his college days and even now and everywhere we went people would gravitate toward him, sparking conversations while I sat awkwardly waiting for him, even though he would try to invite me into the conversation, I just never had much to say.
He was my polar opposite, he was athletics and carefree and when in college his focus was more on anatomy of the opposite sex, rather than his studies. I however was a homebody that rarely went to parties unless Cain and Lilly literally dragged me and spent all my time with my head in the books, on videogames or porn sites. I was 6 foot even, I had shaggy, but not messy, coffee brown hair, I had skin that was its own show and tell that I had never seen the light of the sun, and would burn if I ever tried to get a tan. I wasn't athletic, but my metabolism kept me in one of the best weight-ranges you could hope for, meaning, I could eat as much shit as I liked but always had the threatening outlines of a sixpack waiting to be worked on. I had definitely become more outdoorsy since meeting Jane though, going on hikes and beginning to really enjoy the more physical side of life.
Cain and I met Lilly at a frat party that everyone was invited to, I was pretty drunk and was speaking to her at the kitchen island before the three of us were invited to play beer pong which we accepted, Lilly and I sucked and Cain had carried us to victory. I was having such a good time, and Lilly seemed so innocent and made me very flustered, with her bubbly demeanour, flirty nature and the way she rocked every curve of her body in her chosen clothing. So, with liquid courage I thought of asking her to a movie but nearing the end of the game Lilly had whispered something to Cain on the winning throw, and after he dunked it, she turned and kissed him, her tongue massaging his, his hand firm on her ass, her hand grazing over his pants and a look of almost peak sexual desire in her eyes. That's when I knew she was too much women for me, the fire in her eyes that doused the blue was frightfully exciting and I burnt with jealousy and had to pry my eyes away as her hands lingered on Cains cock in the middle of the party.