This is the start of something new for me. It's mostly buildup, but lays a framework for what's to come later. Please vote and/or send any comments or suggestions so I can have some idea as to whether I should continue.
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It all started my first year of middle school. Until then I hadn't given much thought to girls or their affect on me. That changed quickly, however, once my body started going through the "changes". I guess I was something of a late bloomer, but I never gave it much thought. I was just a good kid. I went to school, played around with my friends, and helped out around the house when asked.
But then my voice started changing, getting deeper. And something else changed. I started getting erections…constantly. I couldn't do anything about them. All I had to see was a pair of female legs walking by and I'd find myself trying to hide the sudden bulge in my pants. It never even occurred to me that what I was going through was common. I thought there was something wrong, but I was too ashamed to ask anyone about it. It certainly never occurred to me that even though a young boy's erection was common, the size of mine was anything but.
I'm not one of those guys who bothered with trying to measure himself every week growing up to track the progress of his penis. Hell, the only reason I know my dimensions now is because other people have taken the time to measure for me, to satisfy their own curiosity. But I'll get to that later. Right now I'm trying to focus on my first realization that I had something women, even some men, would be wanting for years.
I was 18 years old, not even close to being old enough to know what I was about to get myself into. It was the summer before I went off to college and I was still a shy kid, but that was about to change. That summer I found my first Playboys and Penthouses when a neighbor's wife made him throw out his stash. All the kids in the neighborhood knew about it and we snuck into the trash bin the first chance we could get and stole all we could manage to carry. This guy must've been saving them up for years…that's how big the stack was. But that worked well 'cause my little gang would divide the spoils and trade them around later. I didn't know why at the time, but I was strangely excited as I opened up the first issue, right to the center of it, staring for the first time at a fully naked women…an unbelievably busty blonde. That's when it started.
I know; I know. You're thinking, 18 and never seen a nudie mag? Well cut me some slack. What can I say? I was sheltered. I came from a very religious family and those sorts of things just weren't acceptable or welcome in the house. Sure I knew about them, and had caught a glimpse here and there…but to actually sit down and examine the centerfold; that was completely different. Let's not even talk about the "sin" of masturbation. I'll admit it; I had always been too scared to check out what was going on down there. But this lil boy was about to grow up.
I felt like I'd never felt before, an unbelievable pressure in my groin and I just knew instinctively what to do. While my eyes roved over the beauty laid out in front of me my hand slipped down my loose shorts and wrapped around my hard penis. Now I'd heard about jacking off before, but like I said…I'd never felt courageous enough to try it and jeopardize my moral soul. That was all changing now. My fingers wrapped around my shaft, or at least as far around it as they'd go. I couldn't grip the entire girth yet, but my instincts guided me as I slowly started stroking, imagining what it would feel like to have a beautiful woman like that really in front of me giving me that "come hither" look.
I lost track of time as I got more into it, finally slipping my shorts off and laying back looking at more of the women in the magazine while my hand started to move even faster around my penis. I couldn't believe the feelings of pleasure coursing through my body as I stroked myself, glancing down every now and then to see the throbbing veins that criss-crossed my entire length. And then, suddenly, it happened…. I felt a tightness in my scrotum and then right after the dark purple head of my penis flared, the pee-slit opening up as a clearish liquid shot forth. It was my first orgasm, and I realized then what they'd been talking about in the locker rooms as it spurted all over me, a couple drops shooting as far up as my neck, my chest and belly covered in this new liquid. My mouth was hanging open and I was gasping for breath when my door opened without warning.
