Later she lay on her bed thinking what had she done, she had just had a man penis in her mouth and and rubbed his sperm into her body. What was she doing? All these things were so Haram. This would never happen in Afghanistan, not even between husband and wife. She didn't even know how to deal with this fight within her, it was wrong, but why did she enjoy it so much? She thought for now, she was going to keep it to myself, and she was going to speak to Dr Ahmed. She was the only other muslim she knew.
She took a quick shower and went to sleep. The following day, she was woken by Stella's sweet lips and naughty smile. They kissed and cuddled in bed before Stella told her.
"That's enough for now, you have to get to work young lady."
She got up wishing she could spend more time with Stella. This morning the atmosphere was pleasant. She felt terrible that she was hiding these feelings inside her and not sharing her worries.
In the staff meeting this morning, Tracey and Sharon weren't in work; both of them were off for reasons that couldn't be helped, but it left them two staff members down. Dr Ahmed looked at Nabeela and said.
"As you know, Tracey and Sharon do most of our extractions. This may be throwing you in at the deep end, but I hope you can help us today and gain some experience, too?"
"I will do my best, Dr Ahmed. I know this may be asking too much for today, as we are short on staff, but I could use a few minutes of your time."
She asked. Dr Ahmed looked at her watch and said
"I have 15 minutes before the first extraction. The patent will be here, and I will do the first extraction so you know what you are doing."
Nabeela followed her to her office, they sat on the couch, and Dr Ahmed asked.
"What is on your mind, Nabeela?"
"I'm sure where to or how to start. So I will start where I think it is best. The reason I have asked to speak with you is that you're the only other Muslim woman I know. You already know what happened here yesterday, you also know these things are haram for us."
"Go on, I feel there is more you want to say."
Dr Ahmed told her, Nabeela continued.
" To help me deal with my guilt, I have asked Edward to punish me by spanking me and Stella to."
"And?"
Dr Ahmed asked.
"I have enjoyed being punished and I have even orgasmed from just being spanked."
"That is not unusual, Nabeela."
Dr Ahmed told her, Nabeela carried on.
"But...I don't know how to say this, you know Mr Edward. Well, I have been bathing him every night and he."
Nabeela paused, unsure how to explain more, when Dr Ahmed said.
"He has magnificently huge cock?"
"You've seen his penis?"
Nabeela asked
"That is a question for another time, what did you want to ask me? I'm guessing you have seen it too?"
Dr Ahmed asked, Nabeela continued,
"Yes, I have and every night I have been stroking it to care for his needs."
Dr. Ahmed asked
"So you masturbate him?"
Nabeela nodded, blushing even a brighter shade of red.
"Do you enjoy doing it Nabeela?"
Nabeela nodded again to her questions and then she asked her.
"What is troubling you sweetie?"
"Dr Ahmed I did something haram I put his penis in my mouth and I liked it and when his sperm came out and land all over me. I liked that too, and I rubbed it into my skin. It felt so good. All these things are so haram."
Nabeela explained to her. Dr. Ahmed smiled at Nabeela, and she gently cradled her face and told her.
"Nabeela, the men tell us these things so we don't find out sex is something to be enjoyed instead of just there to make babies for them. I have done everything you told me and more, fought your fight, and reached the point. If I like it, then it is okay, not haram."
Her other hand was resting on Nabeela's knee and told Nabeela.
" I want you close your eyes and describe his cock to me."
Nabeela started to describe Eddies cock, Dr Ahmed slid her hand up her leg and the inside of Nabeela's thigh, she stopped before her crotch. Dr Ahmed stopped Nabeela and asked her to open her eyes and look at her.
"Nabeela, can you tell me where my hand is?"
Nabeela went stiff, and her eyes gave the doctor the answers and then told her.
"Nabeela you were so busy describing Edward's cock, your body got so hot that you didn't even notice where my hand was going."
Nabeela nodded, Dr Ahmed slid her hand further up and her fingers brushed her wet labia and said.
" You were picturing his cock in your hands getting closer to your open mouth couldn't you?"
Nabeela was surprised at how accurate she was and felt her moist wet pussy against the doctor's fingers and nodded her head. Dr Ahmed removed her hand and told Nabeela.
"Nabeela, you have nothing to worry about, sweetie. Everything you are feeling is normal. I have been there myself. You need to accept who you are and what you want. Your faith will always be your faith; that will never change. Understand?
Nabeela said.
"Thank you. That makes sense. I go at my pace and do what I want, not what others think I should, right?"
"Bingo young lady"
Dr Ahmed told her that, making Nabeela smile, she understood, and it made sense to her. Not the way she had been treated by the doctor in Afghanistan have accused her falsely and then the person who sold her to traffickers, now for the first time the things she was doing and enjoying including her job and helping Eddie around his home, wasn't because she had to or it was expected but because she choice too. Nabeela hugged Dr Ahmed and thanked her for explaining it to her. Then blushed and said.
"Sorry that was very unprofessional of me Doctor."
"It's okay, I understand how you feel, lucky to have your Mr Edward to help. He's a good man. We need to get to the extraction room. The first patent will be here in a minute."
She told Nabeela to get up and led the way. They went to another part of the clinic. The room had sterile white walls, a screen to change behind, two white chairs, a deck, and a bed. Nabeela was directed to one of the chairs to sit and observe, as she wouldn't need to take any other mental notes. A moment later, Nancy knocked on the door, came in, and told Dr Ahmed.
"Doctor Mr Davies is here for 10 O'clock extraction, is here, come in Mr Davies."
Mr Davies looked in his mid-30s and was about 5 feet 6 inches tall. Nabeela got up and gave him somewhere to sit, Dr Ahmed said.
"Good morning, Mr Davies. I hope you don't mind if Nabeela sits in. She is a new nurse, and this will be her first extraction so she will be watching."
Mr Davies blushed red and shook his head,
"Good. In that case, would you like to go behind the screen and disrobe? You will find a robe to wear. I'll see you in a moment."
She told him as he made his way behind the screen and looked at Nabeela as if to ask, are you ok? Nabeela smiled. She watched Dr Ahmed opened another button on her blouse to reveal more of her beautifully ample cleavage. Nabeela was a little confused about this act but didn't say anything. Soon Mr Davies came back in just a robe and sat back down. Nabeela watched, Dr Ahmed asked in a professional tone.
"Would you prefer to sit, lie on the bed or stand, Sir?"
Looking a little flustered, he mumbled.
"Whatever is best for you doctor."
"No, no, Mr. Davies. You are paying for the extra service. We aim to please and do our best for you, so your comfort always comes first."
She told him. He took a breath and said.
"Would it be too much to ask for a reach around? I always find it better if someone else does it."
His real reason for asking for that was so he could feel the doctor's breast against his back. Dr Ahmed smiled and said.
"Absolutely Mr Davies."
She stood and signaled him with her hand to come over, he came to her and she opened his robe. Nabeela stood watched, wide eyed thinking he has nice body with pec's and a six pack, his cock was already hard about 5 inches long, Dr Ahmed put his robe over the chair and sat back down, moving him around by his hips until his bottom was almost facing her, she looked at Nabeela with her face against one his bum cheeks as her hand came around the other side taking hold of his ridged cock and started to stroke the entire length of his cock making him moan through his sealed lips. Nabeela's breathing was laboured and her chest was rising and falling quickly, she heard Dr Ahmed say.
"Nabeela would you get a beaker for Mr Davies sample from the cupboard, please?"
As Nabeela reached for the beaker with one hand, she used her other to undo another of the buttons on her dress. Came back to them, she could see Mr Davies couldn't take his eyes off her full, ripe breast jiggle as she walked back to them, she was about to place the beaker on the desk, when Dr Ahmed said.
"Be Dear and kneel in front of Mr Davies to catch his sperm sample please?"
"Yes Doctor."
Kneeling right in front him, removed the lid and placed it on the chair next to her and held the beaker in lap, Mr Davies couldn't take his eyes of her heaving breasts and Nabeela couldn't take her eyes of his cock and how the head of his cock was pulsing with each stroke of the doctor's hand. Dr Ahmed broke her trance, when she told Nabeela.
"Nabeela, I need a little assistance from you, would you please caress Mr Davies testicles please?"
As if it was the most normal thing to ask. Nabeela did as she was asked and caressed his now tight balls and Dr Ahmed continued to explain.
"This always helps our males to produce more sperm for the sample."