Hayley 02 - Hayley's Double Date
"Hi Hayley, did you enjoy the sleepover?"
My Mom was as chirpy as she always was when I walked rather stiffly into the house early Saturday afternoon. Now I knew what Joe had meant when he talked about fucking a girl so hard she wouldn't be able to walk for a week. On the plus side, I was still feeling a fading euphoric glow that somewhat offset the aches and pains.
"Yeah, it was great Mom. I'm gonna take a shower and a nap. We didn't get much sleep last night."
"Sure looks like you didn't but you're only young once. I'll call you for dinner."
"Thanks Mom."
Safely back in my room, I took a long hot shower, threw on some tracksuit pants and one of my black fcuk t-shirts that my Dad disliked and my Mom laughed at and collapsed onto my bed, closed my eyes and slept the sleep of the exhausted. I didn't even think about Steve. I didn't think about anything at all actually. Mom woke me for dinner, I ate and crawled back to my bedroom and my bed.
"Must have been some sleepover," my Dad grinned as I left the table.
If he'd known what had really happened, he'd have hit the roof and grounded me for the rest of my life so I didn't even make a snarky comeback. Back in my bed, staring at the ceiling, that euphoric glow long since evaporated, I realized that now, in hindsight, I was actually more than a little upset with the way things had worked out last night. I did like Steve, I really did and I hadn't meant to hurt him at all. I'd planned the whole sleepover thing so that we could spend the night together and make love to each other. It'd been a romantic dream, a romantic bubble that Joe had popped along with my popping my virginity.
Perhaps I didn't precisely love Steve but I definitely liked him a lot and I was sure that watching Joe fuck me had hurt him badly. What made it worse was that I'd never intended to cheat on Steve, if you could call what I'd done cheating. I really had been intending to make love with him. I'd walked into that room with him last night with only one intention. I mean, we'd been dating for two years and there was so much about him that I liked, so many ways we just gelled. I didn't want to lose that. Did I?
Thinking about it more, I realized that in reality I was as upset with Steve as I was with Joe. I mean, Joe had definitely taken advantage of my innocence and my excitement. He'd known exactly what he was doing, how to hit my buttons and lead me step by step in the direction he wanted. He'd known how to pressure Steve into acquiescing to his taking of me. He'd known how to get me so excited that I'd done everything he wanted me to do. As for Steve, I was upset with him for being such a pussy and letting Joe do what he'd done to me. When it got down to choices, he'd picked his best friend over me and he'd let Joe take my virginity rather than end his friendship with him.
For me, that was a big deal. I mean, I was Chinese, my family was both conservative and Catholic and a girl's virginity was something precious. It had been instilled in me from as far back as I could remember that there were some things a girl didn't give up until she had that ring on her finger. Giving myself to Steve had been a big step, an irrevocable step, a betrayal of my cultural and familial conditioning, a step that I'd thought about for a long time before making the decision that this was what I wanted. To have instead lost my virginity to Joe was both infuriating and upsetting. So yes, I was also angry at Steve.
But if I was honest with myself, I knew I wasn't exactly blameless in what had happened either. I mean, thinking back over what had happened; it had been me who said it was okay for Joe to stay in the room. It had been me who had acquiesced when Joe had whisked the duvet off us. It had been me who had let Joe tongue my sex while I gave Steve a blowjob. It had been me who had stood up and left Steve where he was and walked to stand in front of Joe when he had pretty much told me he was going to fuck me. I was as much, if not more to blame than Steve when it got down to it. I mean, Steve had even tried to leave with me before Joe had intimidated him.
I knew within myself that I could have stopped the whole thing with Joe at any time, right from the start. But I hadn't and that realization saddened me and left me feeling embarrassed at my behavior. I lay there blushing in the darkness of my bedroom, thinking of what I'd done and what I'd said both to Joe and to Steve. No, I wasn't just embarrassed, I felt humiliated as well. I'd behaved like a white girl, like all the girls I went to High School with, not like a good Chinese girl should. Worse, I'd humiliated Steve and that made me feel really ashamed of myself. How could I have done that to him? How?
Well, that was a rhetorical question really. I knew how. I'd got totally carried away by my excitement. And Steve hadn't exactly helped stop that, I mean, he'd knelt right up behind me and made me ride Joe's cock and I knew that he'd been excited about it. And he'd fucked me as well, even if he hadn't lasted for more than a couple of minutes. I knew I'd enjoyed what Joe had done to me, I'd enjoyed every moment of it and even now I couldn't stop replaying in my mind what it had felt like, especially when he came inside me.
Oh Fuck! He'd come in me. Both of them had come in me. I hadn't been to the pharmacy. Oh Shit! Oh Fuck! Oh Sweet Jesus! All of which didn't stop me from fingering myself to a rather delightful orgasm while I replayed in my mind the feeling of Joe exploding inside me, his cum spurting out within me, filling my sex. After I'd got my breath back I looked at my watch. Only ten pm. The local drugstore was open to midnight. I rolled out of bed, threw my clothes back on, grabbed a light jacket and dashed downstairs.
"Dad, can I borrow the car, I need to go to the drugstore."
"Now?" my Dad checked his watch.
"Umm, I need, you know ....." I looked embarrassed.
My Dad actually blushed. It's great being a girl sometimes. All you need to do is figure out how to embarrass your Dad and fake him out and you get what you want.
"Okay, but it's late, I'll drive you down."
"Really Dad! I'm eighteen!"