It was the most amazing thing to wake up with Staci the next morning.
I'm still working on the whole guilt thing. Specifically, whether I should feel guilty and how I should deal with it.
I know how this started - I introduced Staci to Jack so he would get to fuck a black woman, so he wouldn't cheat on me with a black woman. And here I am, doing just that - cheating on my husband with a black woman.
I should be feeling guilty. But I'm not.
I read an article about infidelity a few weeks ago, before I even met Staci, all about how telling a spouse about an affair was actually a selfish act.
Instead of assuaging their own guilt, confessing the affair had the effect of turning their spouse's world upside down. Trust was irreparably broken. Some couples never recovered from the breach of trust. All things considered, it was better that they had never known about the affair.
That I could well believe. I would have been perfectly content to have never known about Jack's thing for black women.
But right now, all that didn't matter. If I had never found out about Jack's thing for black women, I never would have gone to the club. Never would have met the beautiful young lady laying in bed next to me.
I lightly brushed my lips against Staci's face, across her chin and her nose and finally her lips, until a sleepy smile appeared, and her brown eyes fluttered open.
"Good morning."
"Good morning, Lauren......."
"Did you sleep well?"
Staci smiled as she stretched. "Did I ever. What about you?"
"Sure did. Slept really well, in fact."
We both giggled as we kissed.
I said, "What are you doing today?"
Staci sighed. "As much as I would love to stay in bed with you all morning, I have to get going. I have some stuff that needs to be done."
"What's that?"
"Well, I have to go see my boyfriend. He gets a lot like a woman when we don't have any quality time together."
I laughed out loud. "Are you serious?"
"Yes, quite serious. It's bad enough, him always asking if I met anyone at work. He doesn't believe me when I say I'm with him and I wouldn't just run off with the first male customer that comes in."
Brushing her arm, I said, "Well, that's true. You ran off with the first female customer that came in...."
We both laughed at that.
Staci said, "Actually, I'm really thinking about leaving the club."
"Really? Seriously?"
"Yeah, seriously. Aside from my boyfriend and his jealousy issues, I've had enough of that place. The money is good, sure, but the environment, not so much. Why?"
"You won't believe this, but my company has a few openings and they are currently taking applications."
Staci's eyes flashed. "Oh my gosh. Are you serious?"
"Quite serious, sweetheart."
"Hmmmm."
"What?"
"Are you sure we should we see each other that often?"
"I was thinking I would love to be able to see you and at least talk to you, for a little while, anyway, more often than what we are now. Not have to wait for these secret rendevous of ours."
"That's sweet of you."
I smiled but didn't reply.
"I happen to feel the same way. I would love to see you more often, too."
I blushed as I shyly kissed her, relieved.
She said, "Is there an online app I can fill out?"
"Sure is. And I can give you my employee code."
"You'll give me a referral?"
"Of course I would. Your chances of getting hired will skyrocket when there is someone that can vouch for you."
"What sort of openings do they have, though? Janitor? Document shredder?"
"A little bit better than that. But let's have breakfast first and then I can boot up my laptop and show you all the openings we have. Okay?"
"Sounds good!" Then she looked at the time, over my shoulder. "I wish we had time to make love first. But I need to be going. Any minute now my boyfriend will start blowing up my cell phone, wondering where I'm at."
I laughed. "Sounds like my husband."
"I'm just glad I don't live with my boyfriend at his place. He would never give me a moment's peace or space."
"Yes, I must say, I'm glad that my husband is away, for a while at least."
Staci sweetly said, "Yeah, it means we get to play." Then she looked at the time again. "But I still need to get going."
"Let's take a shower together, at least."
Staci grinned. "At least."
I eased out of bed, then turned around and reached out my hand. Staci slid across the bed, put her feet on the floor, then put her hand in mine and stood up.
Together we went into the bathroom. Naked.
The master bath in my house is ideal for whatever purpose I care to use it for. It's almost its own room, done in neutrals, and peach and orange sunset colors, with a spacious marble counter top and a large sink, plus a nice large jacuzzi bath tub big enough for two, and a shower stall at the very end of the room big enough for two.
Still holding Staci's hand, I went over to the shower stall, reached inside and turned on the shower water. When it became warm, I tugged on her hand and she followed me inside the shower stall.
I reached around her and closed the glass shower door. Then I pulled her closer to me, and kissed her, softly, like she did with me last night.
Sweetly, Staci said, "I thought we were just taking a shower...."
I giggled. "We are."
"You do know I could kiss you all day?"
"I do. Because I feel the same way."
"I really do have to be getting going. I'm sorry....."
"It's okay. I promise I'll be a good girl and not start anything."
We both giggled at that. Staci said, "Don't worry. I'll make it up to you."
"I'm sure you will."
* * * * * * * * *
A little while later, Staci was ravenously devouring a bowl of cereal. We didn't make love in the shower, as much as I wanted to. But I made sure she got nice and clean, from head to toe. And she did the same for me.
After the shower, I dressed in a pink cami and matching pink lace hip hugger panties, my hair slicked back in a tight bun.
I got my laptop from the couch, booted it up, and showed her my company's website and all the openings we had.
Her eyes got wide. "Wow, I didn't realize who you worked for!"
I grinned. "Pretty cool, huh?"
"Yeah, I'd say so!"
"Got your resume?"
"Yeah, as a matter of fact, I happen to have my thumb drive with me."
"Okay, so just click on the job you want to apply for."
A few quick keystrokes and a click of the mouse later, and it was done. Then all I had to do was enter my employee referral code to make sure Cheryl Montgomery in Human Resources would see the application first thing Monday morning.
Staci was fully dressed as she stood up, except for her heels, which were still sitting in the same place where she had taken them off last night.
I stood up as well, and gave her a hug. "Do you really have to be going?"
"Yeah, baby, I'm sorry. I'll text you when I have the chance."
"Okay."
"And thanks for the referral. If I'd applied on my own it would have been like beating my head against a wall."
"Believe me, I know."
"Be honest, now. Is this really going to make a difference?"
"I've worked there long enough that I know whoever I refer is going to be hired."
"How long have you been there?"
"A little over 14 years. I started working there right after college."
"Wow, that must be some kind of record."