People think I'm dumb, but I'm not. I don't do too good in school in any class, but I don't fail, neither. The problem is that I'm shy, so with that plus my low grades, everyone just thinks I'm stupid. It can be a burden or a blessing, because some people treat me nicer, which can even be annoying, but other people try to take advantage of me.
I don't know which one of those things had just happened to me, but I came away enjoying it anyway. This girl in my school, the one I like the most but am way too scared to talk to, brought me down into the locker room during lunch break when nobody was there and gave me a blowjob. It was awesome. I've had a few before, and she was definitely the best. Even let me cum in her mouth, which was a surprise because I have a big dick and a lot of cum.
But as soon as I came she wanted me to leave so we wouldn't get caught. But I think it also had something to do with her not wanting people to know she'd been with me. It was kind of insulting, but I wasn't about to go on telling people to get back at her. For all I knew, she would do it again if I kept my promise to keep it a secret.
I was leaving the locker room when I realized the secret was already out. I'm a big guy. Not to brag, but without me, our football team's undefeated record would probably be without a single win. We wouldn't be going to state, for sure. But, man, I was so scared when I saw Ms. Brawn come around that corner. Me and the girl had gone to the locker room because there were no gym classes at that time, and nobody was supposed to be down there. But I guess Ms. Brawn wasn't having lunch with the other teachers. She must have been in her office, next to the girl's locker room. I hoped I was just in trouble for being in a restricted area, but her face told me that she knew what I'd done.
She led me quietly into her little office. She was the gym teacher, and so while the other teachers in our school had to do all their work in the classrooms, Ms. Brawn actually had her own private office there in the basement. I'd never been in it before, and it was scary, especially since I was expecting to get expelled. Being kicked out of school didn't really bother me, but I wouldn't get to play football, and that really worried me. I needed to play football so I could get a scholarship.
"Danny..." she said, like she didn't know what else to say. She shook her head like she was very disappointed. I started to shake I was so scared. Besides people thinking I'm dumb, they also thought I was really nice and innocent since I never caused any trouble. But now I was caught doing something as bad as anybody had done in my school before.
"This is a very serious offense, Danny," she said.
Ms. Brawn is a little scary herself, so that wasn't helping. She has a nice, friendly face when she's smiling, but when she's upset like now, she looks like another person. She's also bigger, like me. Not really fat, but built strong and tall. She has very dark skin, and even though she's a gym teacher she dresses nicer than any of the other teachers; very professional when she's not dressed for class. She wasn't very talkative except during class, and when she did talk, you listened. She also had a reputation for being very by-the-book in terms of discipline.
I tried to act like I didn't know what she was talking about.
"Don't lie, Danny," she said. "You're in enough trouble already. If I tell Principal Bell about this, you'll be expelled. Do you understand that?"
My body tightened at the word "if". Was she really considering on letting me go? I saw the conflict in her eyes, and tried to see things as she was seeing them. As a teacher she was obligated to report what I'd done. But Ms. Brawn was also new to the staff, and most people knew that she didn't get along with the other teachers. She could pretend enough to get by, but I think even the teachers were scared to get to know her because she was so big and strong looking. And if she told on me, and I got expelled, then people would kind of blame her for ruining our chances at winning state. She was already unpopular enough, and I had accidentally made things worse for her.
Voices outside the office interrupted us. More students were down where they shouldn't be. I looked to see if Ms. Brawn was going to do anything about it, and she saw what I was hoping for.
"If I go out there," she explained, "then people will know I was down here. And I won't be able to convince anyone that I didn't know what you and that girl were doing."
"So you're not going to tell?"
"It's just that easy for you, isn't it? You get a blowjob from some girl at school and get away Scott-free because I don't want to be the one to break up the football team and ruin your chances to get in college. But I have people to answer to, Danny."
"Like Principal Bell?"
"And God, honey. If I tell, then I might as well start to look for a different job in another city. But if I don't tell, I'll never forgive myself cause God will know. Things are a little bit more difficult when you have Him to answer to, Danny. I can't just let you go."
I thought she was about to cry, but then her face took on a more angry, frustrated expression. I felt bad even though she wasn't crying. I could tell she didn't know what to do, and I felt awful for putting her in this position. Even though she was, even to me, kind of intimidating, she had always been nice to me and supportive.
"What if I confessed?" I said. "I could confess after the season. So you wouldn't have to do it."
"I don't think so. It's my responsibility, Danny." She slammed her hand on the desk, hard, but not as hard as I knew she could have. "Damn. And I was really starting to like it here..." She shook her head sadly, then reached into her drawer to find her paper pad to begin writing up the report. "You're going to have to give me her name, Danny. You I could recognize, but I couldn't see her face, being where it was. Whoever she is, I hope she's 18, too, Danny--"
"She is," I answered quickly.
"Okay. She better be. Because that is an awful risk to take. Even still, with all the rich kids in this school, when her daddy finds out, he's liable to sue you. Could get her to say you threatened to make her do it. And people will believe it because you're so big and so strong. They see what you can do on the field. Damn, boy. Why take a risk like that? You had the NFL in your future, you know that? Why go after a skinny little classmate like that?"
She began writing, still shaking her head. And then she said something that just about made my head explode. "Gym teachers want to play, too, you know."
At first I tried to figure out what that had to do with everything else. Maybe there was a point she was making that I didn't get, besides the obvious one. But I couldn't think of a damn thing. All I could think was, 'Did Ms. Brawn just make a pass at me?'
"What do you mean?" I asked, stunned. But she ignored me. Kept writing the report up.