Something had changed in Sara's feelings towards Paul. She had always felt he was her center. He had been her steady rock supporting her. She had always thought they were a team complementing each other. She cleaned and cooked and took care of the household. He was the breadwinner. But lately, she felt her efforts were only for his convenience. She saw him with different eyes. He was more concerned about their exterior appearance than their well-being and happiness.
Sara had come to understand that they did not have any intimacy. Sara had always believed she and Paul were respectful when they ensured each other privacy. Daniel had unintentionally shown her it instead was a lack of intimacy between her and Paul. Sara had started to question her feelings for Paul.
She felt the same about sex. She had earlier in her marriage been too shy even to try and analyze why it was so poor. Her mother's fear and horror stories had cast a decades-long shadow over her sex life. Paul had brought his own set of problems into the bedroom. Neither one of them had been able to deal with them in a good way. With her newfound experience, she felt he only used her for his satisfaction. She thought he did not care about her feelings. She knew it was not true, but he could not let go and trust in her when they were intimate.
Her feelings for her house were also changing. She had always loved it and felt it was her life's work. She had created a home for her family. Their fortress. Now it started to feel like a prison and a burden. She began to feel the gym was her haven and went there almost daily for hours. She met Justine more often than before. But she thought she could not confide in her as in the past. Too many of her feelings were because of Daniel, and she felt she had to guard her tongue when they were talking.
Paul never noticed her growing dissatisfaction. More than twenty years of marriage made him too cemented in his role to see changes in her. The only person noticing was Jennifer; more often, she came to Sara to talk. Jennifer was sensitive and understood that something was going on. Jennifer had always been helpful around the house. She sensed Sara's frustration over the chores and began helping more. Spending more time together also meant that Jennifer was mentioning Daniel more often. She was cryptic, but Sara understood they were becoming closer. Jennifer looked happy when she talked about Daniel. It strengthened Sara's conviction that it had been the right decision to stop seeing Daniel.
One day Jennifer told Sara she and Daniel were officially boyfriend and girlfriend. Sara was happy for her. They talked at length about her feelings for Daniel. Sara could tell Jennifer was serious about Daniel. She suggested it was time to let Paul know she was dating and had a boyfriend. Jennifer was reluctant and said she wanted to wait for a while before making it public.
Sara often thought about Jennifer and her relationship with Daniel. To Sara, it was clear Jennifer had solid feelings for Daniel. She wondered what Daniel was feeling in return. One morning when Jennifer was leaving for school, she said she would not be home for dinner. She told Sara that Daniel had neither school nor work, so that he would be bored at home all day. Jennifer said she knew he was calling her and asking to spend the evening together.
Sara was at home as usual and spent the morning tidying around the spotless house. She felt edgy and could not get the image of Daniel alone at home out of her head. She was keen to know how his feelings for Jennifer matched hers for him. Sara told herself it was an excellent opportunity to talk to him and ask how he felt. Again and again, her thoughts returned to him. Towards lunch, she gave in to the temptation and called him. She told herself she would only talk to him on the phone about Jennifer. But anyway, she checked her app to see if it was safe to have sex before she called. She felt her tension go away when he answered on the second ring.
Ten minutes later, she was in her bedroom trying to decide what to put on. She could not believe how fast she had agreed to go to his place. She had no intentions of having sex, but she wanted to look good. She settled for a nice bra and matching thong. Not too sexy, but the bra pushed up her boobs, making them look big. She put on a tight top with spaghetti straps and a matching tight skirt ending mid-thigh. As a change, she opted for pumps instead of her usual strappy heel sandals. She got surprised when she looked at herself in her full-length mirror. She looked hot. The top was short, with a three-inch gap between the top and her skirt. The gap created an alluring display of a narrow waist and smooth skin. The short skirt made her long legs look longer, and the pumps looked sexy. Her long hair cascaded down her back, and her ass looked perky. She felt good about herself.
She felt good walking the short distance to Daniel's apartment. She was not worried about meeting a neighbor. But she checked the street before angling from the sidewalk to the entrance to Daniel's building. She walked up the familiar staircase and knocked on Daniel's door. After a brief pause, she heard the lock rattle, and Daniel let her in.
They faced each other when Daniel closed the door. He smiled at her and checked her out. She knew she looked good, which made her feel warm when he noticed. He was wearing his usual boxers and T-shirt. Sara felt conflicting emotions. She missed Daniel, but they should not be together. She felt unsure of what to do. They had been having an affair. She should at least embrace him as a dear friend. She stepped toward him, and it felt good when he closed his arms around her. She wrapped her arms around his shoulders. It felt good.
She could not resist the temptation to press her face into his chest. She inhaled his intoxicating smell. She had missed his masculine scent. She tilted her face up to look at him. He leaned down and kissed her on the mouth. They were not supposed to do that, but she kissed him back. He pulled back and looked at her with a smile. She felt she was smiling as well. A silly smile. It felt good to be together. She did not protest when he kissed her again, even if it was wrong.
They kissed more, and soon they were making out. It was wrong, but it felt good. Sara felt Daniel's erection press into her crotch. She readily raised her arms when Daniel pulled up her top and dropped it on the floor. She reached behind her back and undid her bra. Daniel peeled down the shoulder straps, and her bra fell on the floor next to her top. His hands went for her boobs, and she slipped her hand down his boxers and gripped his hard cock. They resumed making out.
She felt dizzy. She was in his apartment only to talk, but they had not spoken to each other so far. It felt so good what he did with her. They groped each other and made out. Sara did not protest when he unzipped her skirt. He pushed her panties down along with her skirt, and she kicked them to the side. She feels she has surrendered.
He raised his arms over his head when she pulled up his T-shirt. Then she eagerly pushed down his boxers. He kicked them aside in a similar fashion as she had done with her skirt and panties. They embraced and made out. They are naked except for Sara's pumps. She felt sexy wearing them, and she liked the feeling.
She broke the kiss. She pressed her face into the nape of his neck and inhaled his intoxicating smell. "Carry me," she begged.
He carried her bridal fashion to the bed. She yelped as he threw her on the bed, which turned into a giggle. She held out her arms to embrace him when he followed. He stretched out next to her, and they made out. Her stomach quaked when she felt his stiff cock rub against her thigh. She could tell she was lubricating. It felt so good to be with Daniel.
"I have missed you," she breathed into his mouth. He moaned in response. She ran her hands over his smooth skin. As always, she marveled at the stark contrast in color. He mainly centered on her boobs. She purred and spread her thighs wide open when he rolled up on top of her. Her pumps made her feel so sexy. She was wet and ready. Eagerly she reached down and held him with both hands to steer him right. Still, after so many times together, she felt surprised she had no problems taking his large cock. When his pubis bone pressed against hers, she took hold of his ass and pulled him against her firmer.
Daniel hooked his arms under her legs and pushed them up, so her heels ended on his shoulders. He enjoyed her shoes as much as she. His mouth came down over hers, and she moaned as he moved inside her. She squeezed down as hard as she could on his cock, and he moaned in response into her mouth.
Later she was lying upside down in his bed with his thigh as a pillow. His cock was in front of her face. She caressed it lightly and followed intently how it was coming back to life and grew again. She kissed the tip, and it twitched in her hand. Her thighs were spread wide, and she felt she was leaking sperm. Daniel played with it in her sensitive folds in the same leisured way she caressed his cock. His head rested on the inside of her thigh, inches from her crotch. She had a strong feeling of intimacy.
"We should not have been doing this," she said to his cock.
Daniel chuckled. "It is hard to resist when you push your boobs into my chest. You are quite devastating."
Devastating. She had never thought of herself in those terms.
"Do you think so?" She asked.
