Author's Note: Sorry to keep you waiting. Life plus insane writer's block equals me never getting anything done. Your patience, threats, kind words, etc. were much appreciated. ~n4m
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"So are you ever going to reveal this new girl?"
Grady glanced up from his computer screen. He was putting the finishing touches on his latest blog entry when Gia's voice interrupted his productivity. He frowned slightly. Her question was the one on everyone's mind. His recent entries in his breakup series chronicled the new stage in his life.
He described his adventures with Arden to highlight his progress in the breakup/recovery process. Grady made sure to keep her identity a secret. He wasn't ready for the world to make assumptions, but mostly he enjoyed having those moments to himself.
Two weeks. Two whole weeks of solid hangout time was enough to convince him that moving on was the right decision. But he wasn't about to tell Gia's nosy ass any of that.
"Something I can help you with, Gia?" Grady chewed thoughtfully on his pen cap as Gia shot him a look.
"Oh come on, Grady. You know we're going to eventually find out who it is. Just save everyone in the office the trouble and just tell us who she is already."
"A journalist reserves the right to protect his sources, Amato. Besides, you and the rest of the Gossip Mafia need to focus on your own work instead of hounding me about my life."
Gia rolled her eyes and snapped her gum.
"Alright, alright" she conceded. "I'll ease up. For now." She made to head back to her cubicle but stopped suddenly, turning to face him once more. "Whoever she is, she deserves a gold medal. I can't remember the last time I've seen you look so enthusiastic about anything."
Grady was touched by her compliment. Gia was a strange creature; sure she was loud and bossy. She had a tendency to stick her nose in everyone's business and was known as "The Mouth" for a variety of undoubtedly scandalous reasons, but beneath the ridiculously tight sweaters and impossibly bright red lipstick...she was actually kind of sweet.
"Thanks, Gia. That's really sweet of you."
She smiled. "I can be a decent human being once in a while. Also, Nell wanted you to stop by her office before you leave today."
"I can only imagine what she has to say."
"Good luck." She paused for a minute, her sassy demeanor replaced by a slightly uncomfortable air. "Grady?"
"Uh, yeah?"
"Is Benny seeing someone? I feel like an asshole asking you about it, but he hasn't exactly been around for me to question him."
That wasn't the question he was expecting. The naked hope in her eyes made him tell the truth.
"Yeah, I think so Gia."
He could tell she was crushed, but she kept her emotions in check long enough to squeak out a half-hearted chuckle. "Oh well. Another one bites the dust."
Grady played along with her, the awkwardness of the situation a little too much for the both of them. "Listen, Amato I'm sorryβ"
"No it's okay," she said brightly. A little too brightly. She was faking it, but he wasn't going to call her out. "I gotta go. If Nell asks, just tell her I wasn't feeling well. I'm leaving a little early."
"Will do." He watched as she practically fled from his cubicle. Grady felt a little sorry for her. Benny was kind of a dick for stringing the girl along. Sure, she could be slightly clingy. But she didn't deserve to be crushed like that. Grady made a mental note to talk this shit out with his best friend. He didn't want things to get weird at work.
Turning back to his computer, Grady fell headlong into his work. It wasn't until his phone vibrated for the fifth time did he stop. "Hello" he answered distractedly.
"I was beginning to think you were ignoring me," Tony said.
"I've just been doing some layout work for my blog, man. What's up?"
"Well I'm free tonight. We've being trapped in the studio all week with Love in Chains, putting the finishing touches on the EP. It's due out in a few days. Everyone's kind of antsy, so we're kicking back tonight."
"Sounds good. What's the plan?"
"Well Gem's doing Friday night dinner at her place. Real small. Just a few people trying to relax. Are you up for it?"
"Yeah, man. Doesn't Gem live outside the city?"
"She does. Benny's driving us up there."
"Alright. Well I'm still at work but I'm leaving in a minute. Just have a quick meeting with Nell. I should be home in the next half hour or so."
"Okay, dude. It's like four-thirty right now. We'll pick you up around six. Sound good?"
"Yeah. See you later." Grady ended the call and started to gather his things. He was about to head for the elevator when he remembered Gia's message. He looped back around and walked towards Nell's door.
Grady was about to knock when the door flew open and Nell nearly collided with him. "Shit!" he exclaimed. "Sorry Nell."
Nell's calm demeanor never faltered, although Grady could see a hint of a smile on her lips.
"Never mind that," she said, waving away his apology with a flick of her wrist. "I'm just glad you ran into me now. I was about to leave for the evening."
"Oh. Well I'll walk with you to the elevator." Grady gestured politely for her to lead, and he quickly followed behind her. "So what's up? Gia said you wanted to see me?"
"Yes." Nell pressed the down button before fixing her gaze back to Grady. "I received a call earlier from ChatTV. Dahlia Monroe wants to interview you."
Grady was shocked. "Wait, what? Are you serious?"
Nell adjusted her white framed glasses and shot Grady a look. "Yes, Mr. Kade. I am quite serious." The elevator opened and they both stepped inside.
"Nell...that's freaking awesome. Dahlia Monroe's show is kind of a big deal."
"It's more than 'kind of'. This kind of exposure is beneficial for you and the magazine. I sincerely hope you take advantage of this opportunity."
"Absolutely," Grady said.
Nell shot him a rare smile and the elevator signaled their stop. "Good. I'll see to setting up a meeting with you and Dahlia. Have a good evening."
She breezed out of the elevator, her commanding presence practically forcing people in the lobby to jump out of her way.
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"So I got some interesting news today," Grady announced. He was in the backseat of Benny's SUV as they headed out of the city to Gemma's Long Island abode.
Tony, who was sitting in the passenger seat shot him a curious look. "What's up, man?"
"Dahlia Monroe wants to interview me."
Benny chuckled. "Get the fuck out! She's so hot."
"What? That's awesome. Is this about the blog?"
Benny shot Tony a look. "What else could they possibly talk about? Hair care tips?"
"Shut up," Grady muttered. "Yeah Tone, it's about the blog. Nell told me she's interested in getting to know me."
Grady didn't even have to look up to see the leer on Benny's face. "Uh-huh. One of the most popular web radio hosts in New York is just dying to get to know you, and you're just sitting there playing it cool?" Benny scoffed. "I would be fucking pumped. Dahlia Monroe is so unbelievably hot!"
"I'm pretty sure she's a lesbian," Tony chimed in.
Benny rolled his eyes. "Who the hell told you that?'
"It's just one of those rumors you hear a lot in the industry."
"The industry? Listen to this guy. Whatever. I'm sure your facts are wrong, as usual. So are you going to do it?"
Grady nodded. "Of course. It's good for the magazine and my career. I guess I'm just a little nervous. Talking about Edie in front of people is going to be a little hard."
"Why?" Tony asked. "You seem to be doing quite well."
He was silent for a moment. It was true; he was doing much better. He slept soundly through the night and didn't wake with his head pounding and his chest aching. It was a good feeling. Plus, there was Arden; but his friends didn't know about that.
"I am," he replied sincerely. "Things are good."
"Then concentrate on that part. All the other
stuff is extra."
Grady nodded. Tony was speaking a fair amount of truth. He didn't need to rehash and worry about trivial matters, but focus on the future. An interview with Dahlia Monroe was a great opportunity. He couldn't let thoughts of what Edie might think get in his way. Besides, wasn't he past feeling like this?
"You're right, man. I'm definitely going to do it."
"Yes!" Benny exclaimed. "I need to go with you to her studio. I would love to meet Dahlia."
"Whoa there meathead," Tony said. "Aren't you dating someone?"
Benny rolled his eyes. "Calm it down, old lady. Stevie and I aren't 'going steady'. We have a mutual understanding. What we have isn't exclusive."
Tony snorted. "Two weeks ago you couldn't admit you were sleeping with her, now suddenly you have a 'mutual understanding'? Benny you're so full of shit, it's practically seeping out of your pores."
Grady chuckled as the two bickered back and forth. His mind drifted to thoughts of Arden. He couldn't wait to see her tonight. It'd been a few days since their last hangout session. He'd been busy with piecing together his latest article, and she'd been swamped with a new class schedule. Her dance semester was super packed with several classes. She'd been running a little ragged, but wasn't too tired to grab a quick meal or a cup of coffee with him.
Since that night at her apartment, there were plenty of kisses and touches, but nothing further. It didn't bother him; in fact, he was quite comfortable with the pace. Sure, he wanted her, but he didn't want to rush and potentially ruin the camaraderie he enjoyed. She was practically the only real female friend he ever felt truly comfortable around, and that made her special.