* Introduction: First of all, this is a real story. Some conversations are not completely the same simply because you can't remember every single word you and/or other people say.
When I was quite a young man, I watched my first porn movie. I came to a scene where a well-muscled black man was hitting on and getting laid with a dark-haired French woman. That made me excited because of the contrast between their skin colour but also because the man was a real man.
When I was 18, I got my first experience with a sexy Italian chick of 23. In 2006 I met my Angel. Her name is Diana, a very sexy, sweet and intelligent woman of Georgian/Armenian descent.
When I met her she was only 21, while I was at that moment only 23. I liked her because she said everything that she thinks and feels. She still does the same today. She is 1.75m, 60kg (for the American readers here: 5'7 and 132 pounds), with nice C cup breasts, long curly brown hair and brown eyes. Because she is Georgian/Armenian she gets in the summer very easily a really nice caramel tint. Where I am Dutch, 1.80m 5'9 and almost a 100kg/220 pounds, not very muscular, mostly fat and I'm really white (my elbows look like milk).
Diana fell in love with me because I was honest to her and because she thought that I would be a good man for her. At the time when I met her online I was not even looking for a girlfriend but I did fell in love with her.
Soon we were sending each other text messages with "love you love love you, want you want you want you" and so on.
Finally we met on the 11th of October in Germany. Our first date taking three days in which we went to 2 big cities and also to the zoo.
When Diana stayed the first time in my room, we first tried to go all the way but I couldn't keep it up long enough. At that moment she already said to me that we should see other people. When she was walking towards my work to pick me up two guys in a car flirted with her and wanted more but she didn't do anything. Only a few days later when we went out for a walk she told me that she wanted to experience a double penetration someday.
So the story really begins in 2007. After a short time being away from each other, she told me that she had a boyfriend in Tbilisi
(the capital of Georgia) who fucked her in the ass because he didn't want to touch her pussy because I already had eaten her. Otherwise, I'm sure that he would have fucked her in her virgin pussy. When she came back to Europe to work in Germany, we met and I felt that she could find a loving and caring man in me. Physically maybe I was not good enough, so I started to chat with her pretending I was a black man from Surinam. As my alter ego, I also started to send her links with videos of lovely white women being well fucked by strong black men. I will tell you later if she watched them.
In 2008, we went together on a vacation to France but we still didn't go any further than cuddling, kissing and me eating her, simply because I couldn't keep my dick hard long enough. Finally in October that year we had sex for the first time (her real first time at least for her sweet and tight virgin pussy). At the age of 23, her lust and drive for sex was finally really awoken. And then it really hit me, around Christmas she told me that I should have gone to the Army so I could have been a real man, and that black men's rap is really manly (like listening to Sinatra, French chansons and trance, to name a few, is not). She also told me that she liked Kanye West, not only as a singer but also as a man.
While in bed, I again had issues keeping hard and she told me that I should see how another man would have a hard one for her. Because of my love for her I just wanted her to stay with me I did my best to perform and our sex life became okay for half year or so. But I started to realize that I couldn't give her everything she wanted and deserved as a woman in a sexual and physical way.
So one day we talked about sexual fantasies (it was me who brought the topic up). She answered quite boring that her fantasy was to do it everywhere in the house. On my turn I told her the truth that I imagined watching her having sex with a black man. When I told her that, I could see her eyes sparkle and I just knew that I hit a special place in her heart. That evening we watched some interracial porn, showing strong, large endowed black men with lovely white women. We had a great night.
Because she was at that moment studying in Germany and I was working in Holland, we just saw each other twice a month. One day she was in the shower and I checked the browser history of her laptop. I saw that she was watching all kinds of videos with black men doing white women. Double penetrations, gangbangs, two brunettes with one very large dicked man and whatever else you can imagine. I was really surprised but I didn't tell her that I saw that. Just back in Holland, I masturbated a lot knowing that she was watching those videos.
Then a month or so later, just a day before I would go to her, she told me that she would have a special surprise the next evening. So we met on Friday evening; it was a very warm day so we ate on the balcony and I asked her about the surprise. Diana said that it would come later. I honestly didn't know what she was talking about. I thought that we would go out or something.