I need to confess something here which I kept to myself most of the times. I have always been very attracted to older white men. I lay in bed at night having fantasies about their cocks pounding in my sweet brown cunt.
The thought of having their cocks taking them in my mouth past my tongue to the back of my head, and tasting the sweet and salty loads they eject down my throat sends me into multiple orgasms. I wanted to fuck so badly and I got my wish, but I'll start at the beginning.
So two years ago My nineteenth birthday had just passed. I was no longer shy since my body had really filled out. My body was always curvy with big breasts. My black hair hung level with my nipples. I received plenty of compliments on my smile and almond shaped brown eyes. These compliments came from young black boys around my neighborhood. There was nothing wrong with compliments I just wanted them from men, older white men that knew how to fuck my cunt.
I graduated from high school a year ago and still hadn't made any college plans. I lived with my mom and she was unemployed. She was a very old fashioned lady so it was always so boring being at home with her and I couldn't go out with friends, because I didn't have any. People in the neighborhood didn't like me because I talked like a girl from the suburbs but I was living on the east side. I'm not sure exactly the time the thought hit me but we were having dinner in the kitchen.
"Mom how come we never go out?" She shifted in her seat with an annoyed look on her face.
"How many times do we have to have this conversation?"
"Can we go for a drive?"
"Drive where Serena? There's no place to go."
"See you always say that. I want to go to the mall see the countryside anything to get out of the house."
"Well I enjoy my house and I'm fine staying right here."
"You are so boring! Why am I even having this conversation with you?"
"I don't know but you can shut up now."
"You get on my nerves!"
I shoved my chair aside and ran into my room. It was the only place in the house that I liked. I had posters of male models and actors on my walls. It turned me on to undress in my room, it felt like the eyes of the posters were watching me with a secret hunger for my body.
I let my jeans slide down and started to pull on my nipples. My clit begins to grow hot begging for attention so I inserted two fingers deep inside my pussy and wiggled them around. A tingling started inside me, juices begin to coat my fingers and run down my hand.
Usually after an argument I just blast rock music and paw through a magazine. This time I discovered a whole new way to release some tension. While still wiggling my fingers I begin to rub my clit with my thumb, at the same time imagining the model sticking his cock in and out of my hot puss.
It never took long to get me off so I stopped for a minute for the tingling to die down. Then I sat on the bed with my fingers pointing up and started to ride them going up and down. As my cunt slit got dripping wet I plunged in two more fingers. I now fucked myself with four fingers while stimulating my clit with my thumb. The tingling sensation rose and swept though my entire body. I fell over on the bed I had just experienced an orgasm.
Although I had just made myself feel so good, I hadn't forgotten about my mother. She wasn't going to get away with rejecting my suggestion.