You just love everything Lebanese, my girlfriend Walidah "Dada" Azzam giggled as I continued to go down on her, lathering her sweet pussy with my tongue. Winking naughtily, I slid my fingers inside her while teasing her clitoris with my tongue. The bed shook as Walidah thrashed wildly, my expert tongue action sending waves of pleasure deep inside her. I looked up at her, my tall and voluptuous sweetheart, and continued pleasuring her. Soon I had her screaming and moaning my name. When all was said and done, Walidah stared at me, wide-eyed, her chest rising, her gorgeous bronze skin covered in a fine sheen of sweat. Wow, was all she could say.
I smiled and gathered Walidah into my arms, then I kissed her. Gently I suckled at her left breast, and gazed longingly at the Lotus flower tattooed on it. Tasty, I murmured, and Walidah cooed softly. Gently she ran her hand on my hairy chest, tugging at the silver crucifix hanging on a red and blue lanyard around my neck. For a nice Christian lad you certainly know how to drive a woman wild, Walidah laughed. I smiled and nodded at that. I've got it like that. Making love is fun, and wonderfully pleasurable, especially when you've got two people as passionate as Walidah and I. Still, I know that there's more to love than making love.
I lay next to Walidah on the bed, and lit up a cigarette. I've smoked since I was in high school. I used to be a pack-a-day guy but I've slowed down in recent years. What's on your mind Jerome? came Walidah's voice, snapping me out of my reverie. I looked at her, this beautiful woman who was sharing my life, and I smiled. I'm good babe, I said nonchalantly, and although she frowned a bit, Walidah nodded, apparently she believed me. I excused myself to go to the washroom, and instead went to the balcony.
Contrarily to what people might think, the Vanier sector of Ottawa isn't all bad. There are some nice houses, and some of the local neighborhoods are quite lovely. Standing on the balcony, I smoked while gazing at the streets below. Ottawa has become a City of immigrants, and nowhere is this more evident than in Vanier. I know of a Haitian restaurant, a Yemeni-run halal food store and a Nigerian Baptist church, all within a one-mile radius of each other. This part of town is full of recent immigrants, people from places like the island of Haiti, Lebanon, the Philippines, and whatnot. Third-world nations, that's where most newcomers to Canada hail from. And they flock to cities like Ottawa, Hamilton and Toronto. The French-speaking ones like the Moroccans, Algerians, Senegalese and Congolese prefer places like Quebec City and Montreal. My own parents, Amelie and Jean-Claude Duchene moved to Ottawa, Ontario, from Cap-Haitien, Haiti, two decades ago. I was in the sixth summer of my life, and my sister Karla wouldn't be born till three years later. How simple life seemed then.
I've always felt at odds with the culture and milieu in which I grew up. My parents, like true conservative Haitians instilled in my brother and I the value of education, and raised us to be good Catholics. Even when I stopped going to church, stopped attending Haitian cultural events, I still considered myself a Christian. I love the teachings of Jesus Christ, it's the behavior of my fellow Christians that irks me. When the Catholic priest sex abuse scandal broke out and made waves internationally, I grew disillusioned with the church but I still considered myself a Christian.
After graduating high school, I enrolled at Carleton University. All the Haitian families in Ottawa send their sons and daughters either to the University of Ottawa or La Cite Collegiale. To avoid the whole lot of them, I chose Carleton. It's an exclusively English school, and the perfect environment for me. Don't get me wrong, I love my people, but they get on my nerves sometimes. Alright, make that often. I remember the last time I dated a young woman from my background. Roseline "Rosie" Bouvier. A tall, curvy, dark-skinned and absolutely lovely Afro-Caribbean goddess whom I ran into at my cousin Stephanie's wedding at Ottawa's Sacred Heart Church. We totally clicked, and began dating.
I thought Rosie was the one for me, I really did, back in those halcyon days. At last I had found someone from my culture whom I could actually relate to. A Haitian woman who was wild and free, shameless and could give a damn what people thought of her. I mean, the sister showed up at a Haitian wedding in a white silk shirt and black leather pants. I think I started lusting after her on the spot. Oh, and when I found out she was studying business administration at Carleton University, I was thrilled. Rosie told me from the get-go that she was her own woman and did her own thing regardless of what family or friends or society at large thought of her. My reply to that? Simple. Where have you been all my life, lady?
A whirlwind and sexually invigorating romance followed, and Rosie and I moved in together sixteen months after we met. I had finally found my Black goddess and I wasn't about to let her get away. By then I was in my fourth year in the criminology program at Carleton University and with graduation looming, I had major plans for Rosie and I. Honestly? I wanted to marry her. I was just saving up for a proper ring. Sadly, it wasn't meant to be.