Diary of a Corporate Asian: Thailand

Extracts from the cooperate newest economy assistant online diary. As a condition of her employment she has to make daily notions in a google doc. She doesn't know that everything she writes is shared live with her boss Mr Andrew Jackson.

These extracts follow her journey from respected American woman to Thailand where she stumbles in and starts working at a gogo bar with the most depraved ruthless boss.

This story is somewhat a continuation of the Thailand story Mao Meiliang meets Andrew Jackson. Some names are different characters. Big thanks to zoeleong who inspired this.

Employee #205323;

Name: Mia Tanaka

(HR note: Striking resemblance to pornstars Tia Tanaka and May Thai but no relation)

Occupation: Economy assistant

Department: International relations

Appearance: Slim, sexy ass, perky tits, long straight black hair, shaved pussy, medium height. See attached album with photos from hidden camera in her apartment..

Salary: 26 000 USD $

Age: 23

Sexuality: Heterosexual. Fetishes and fantasies not yet documented.

Ethnecity: Mix Thai Chinese chink

2023-03-26

Dear diary, it has been some days since I wrote in this journal. When I started working at this job I was strongly encouraged to document all my personal thoughts in this shared google document. I have been invited to the corporate conference in Thailand next week and I thought this would be a good opportunity to write again.

Yet I don't know much of anything. The guys just sent me a plane ticket in my email and the name of the hotel The Red Dragon and told me the tickets to the conference would be at my room when I arrive for the week. I haven't heard what the conference is about but the guys at the office seem very excited. They go there every year they say. It seems I will maybe be the only woman who flies to Thailand. Me and my white male bosses.

The office culture is boyish and I have received many crude remarks and suggestions the days I have been working here but so far I think I have been successful avoiding or laughing it off. Maybe I can connect with some strong female attendees at the conference to boost my resistance. Sometimes I feel I should give up and be the Asian bimbo the guys tell me to be.

xoxo Mia Tanaka

2023-04-06

Dear diary I write this from the airport in Bangkok Thailand. It has been maybe 20 hours travel from America with a transfer in Hong Kong. I have never been outside the USA to be honest. I am mix Chinese Thai and now in just one day I have been to both countries. It's a strange feeling seeing so many girls looking like me but not understanding a word coming from their mouths.

Talking about the girls here, they have a very different fashion here in Thailand I can tell. The girls are dressed much more sexy with skirts and tight tops. I am wearing a pair of jeans, sandals and a hoodie that is far too warm in this climate. I better change as soon as I come to my hotel room. Maybe I should even try buying some simple dress while I am here just to try fitting in but I will never wear a short mini skirt. Or maybe I should? As long as I don't run into anyone from work while I am here I should be able to do whatever I want.

Dear diary, I just found out that the airport can't find my luggage. There was some problem already when I departed America, something about that my work hasn't paid for me to bring luggage. They say this happens sometimes. They got my hotel and measurements and promised to deliver some other spare clothes from lost and found for me.

The next hour was a blur I just remembered in a haze getting in a taxi going past bar after bar with mostly white men and Asian women. Next thing I strip naked in my hotel room dropping off my sweaty jeans black panties and everything in the hotel laundry service and then falling asleep naked on the bed.

When I woke just a few hours later jet lagged I jumped into the shower and soaped my entire slim body. My boobs are fairly small but I have always been proud of my round behind and slim waist. Back in America when I went out to dance with my girlfriends I always made sure to wear tight pants to make the guys excited.

Drying my long Asian hair and going back into my room with only a towel around my hair I see the large paper bag with new clothes that was sent as a temporary replacement for my clothes I lost. I pause. It was already here before I went to shower. The delivery must have entered my room when I was asleep. Naked in bed alone. Had the delivery person been a man or woman? A tingle went down my spine when I remembered that I had slept naked without a sheet over me because of the warm air. Whomever must have gotten a real good look at my entire- no don't think about that now.

Emptying the garments from the paper bag onto the bed I get another tingle and feel my cheeks blushing red. The garments are very skimpy. So skimpy in fact that I start to wonder if it maybe had belonged to someone working as a prostitute?

I just went to the phone to call reception for new real clothes when a pair of white stockings with black bow that had fallen off the bed ties caught my eyes. I have always wanted to try stockings. Why can't I do that now, no one would find out I am just alone in my room.

Putting them over my toes and letting the thin nylon roll up my legs and up my thais I found a matching black flared mini skirt. Next to it a black corset with a pink tied front that left my belly and shoulders naked. Finally a pair of black heels. There are lots of sexy heels in the bag but no ordinary shoes. Who had this bag belonged to?! Whoever it was she must have been my size since I looked real sexy in the outfit. Maybe she had been an Asian too? Another shiver through my body.

Feeling excited now I take off everything and try some new clothes. Now a checkered mini skirt with a matching tie. No bra. In fact I found no bra or panties at all in the bag. That might be a problem. Or will it? It is actually a bit exciting to wear a skirt and be naked under. I bent forward just a little and most of my naked behind is visible. I understand why the guys always try to spank and grope me.

Okay one final outfit and then call the reception. A new pair of stockings this time black. Then the tallest black heels, at least seven inches tall. I have never worn anything close to this before and have to walk slowly.

Next a pair of tiny black leather hot pants with a wide sparkly belt looking like fake diamonds. They looked unbelievably sexy on me but was not much bigger than bikini panties. They had decorative pockets but there would be no place for me phone. If I went out I would have to leave the phone behind.

Finally a black leather jacket that covered my arms and shoulders but left my belly and back naked. My belly button looked really cute. Maybe I should get a piercing for it here in Thailand as a souvenir? Still no bra and I had some fun keeping the jacket zipper down and suddenly flashing my tits in the mirror. I looked so different from how I usually dressed.

The final touch, a red studded choker. I got an idea. In the back was some makeup and I put on some heavy blue eyeliner, pink lipstick and ruffled my hair. Looking into the make up mirror I could barely recognize myself.

Being thousands of miles from home no one here either knows me. Sure maybe some guys from the office here at the conference but if I could just sneak out from the hotel I would be fine. I could check that no one was waiting for the elevator on my floor. Take it down alone and pop my head to go out the back door when the staff in reception was busy. The key card to my hotel room fits into a little inside sleeve in my jacket.

My heart pounded as I was in trance actually managing to sneak out. Now I am standing here barely dressed in a small side street outside the hotel. I just keep thinking I need to get a few blocks away from the hotel so no one will recognize me. Lots of small restaurants and bars with different neon color signs. Not many people here, mostly white guys dressed in shorts and tshirts.

Letting myself slow down a little while still wobbling a little in the high heels I cross a larger street and see some Thai girls wearing what looks like just black underwear. They beg nearby guys to come with them. They seem to offer blowjob for 800 bath I don't really know how much that is but the guys shake their heads and say too expensive. They walk towards me now and i open my mouth to say I am not a prostitute but the words get stuck in my mouth. I really don't look much different than the Thai girls on the street, maybe with just more makeup and a rounder behind.

I considered going back to the hotel. It would be really impossible to get past the guards looking for thieves trying to get in and I would have to show them my room keycard and convince them that my passport with my photo is in my room.

A cold shiver went down my spine. Wait, my passport isn't in my room. I put it in my overhead small bag when I was on the airplane. And never took it with me in the taxi because I was so confused when they told me my luggage hadn't arrived and so tired. I am just an Asian girl dressed like a slut with no ID. Why did this excite me so much? I had to casually massage my tits that were getting tense.

I continue walking down one of the larger streets and stop by one of the gogo bars. Some women waiting outside just gave me one look ignoring me but also quite a few male customers sitting inside the bar, some of them with Asian girls next to them or in their laps. The young skinny girls let the old guys touch their barely dressed bodies and kiss them. I gasp as I see one of the girls with her hand down her guy's shorts obviously stroking his cock. The theme of this bar seems to be swimwear with most of the girls wearing matching bikinis with white dots.

I get intrigued by this place that has many more male customers than the other bars I walked past and they both are much younger like just 18 and many dressed in the same sports t-shirt. It must be some college sport team visiting Thailand that has decided to try to go to a strip club bar.

I walk even closer to the bar now and can't make out much of the text or their shirts but I see a symbol of someone kicking a ball and understand that they must be a college soccer team. Suddenly an older Thai woman comes up to me. She speaks fast in Thai but stops when realizes I don't understand a word. She looks me up and down.

"You Chinese? Philippine? Cambodia? You illegal? You looking for work?" She moves me to the side near the entrance to an alley. She looks like she is boss of some kind at the bar holding a clipboard with a pen. She must be at least twice the age of the barely 18 girls in the bar but still attractive with curly black hair and a purple dress with deep cleavage showing of large breasts hanging just a little. Like an Thai MILF and I can't resist smiling.

"Do you understand me? You looking for work? We are very busy tonight!"

I nod mostly at the first question because I can't work or dance at a bar. I am visiting Thailand for a conference. But I don't say that.

"Okay good. Turn around." The stern Thai woman circles her finger to make me turn around and I do. "Good you have big ass boys like that. Pretty face. But you need relax. Open your mouth." She takes a small bottle with black pills and takes out first one and then after a second pause one more in her hand. She then olds my chin with one hand and puts the two large pills on my tongue. "They will make you happy and horny trust me you will need them." I swallow.

"Hey Nong come over here and help the new girl get dressed! And fix her make up." A very skinny girl dancing on the bar with big yellow earrings jump down with her heels and tiny bikini walking up to us. Her chest is almost entirely flat. They talk Thai and then she takes my hand and pulls with her down the alley and into the back door.

I feel my heart beating faster and my tits tense even more. The familiar feeling of getting horney just like when I am masturbating overwhelm me and I feel all the senses get extra sensitive. The lights and colors so bright, the dank smell in the hallways fills my nose and the muffled bass beat from the speakers outside rock my body.

"I am Nong. We will dance together and stay together tonight your first night. Mamasan you talk to is our matron she is our boss you do what she says she protect you. I am also illegal. No passport. From Laos. Very dangerous. Illegal. Mamasan help us. What do you call you?" She talks very fast and we are now in some kind of dressing room with lots of mirrors and racks with different bikinis.

"I am Mia" I say and realize too late that it is stupid to give my real name. I start to pretend to have bad English talking in a fake Thai accent. "Me English speak not good" I try not to cringe as I try to hide that I am from America. "Mamasan give me... medicin." I try to ask what it was that she gave me to make me so horney.

"Mamasan gave you a pill? Yeah she does that sometimes with new girls to help us relax. Don't worry the drug is not that strong, she gave you one white pill right?" Nog has now taken off my leather jacket and put on a small string bikini top just covering my horney tits.

"Two. B-black p-pill." I shudder again and feel my face becoming red.

She now pauses a second. "Oh god. That bitch. You must be crazy horney by now. Just stay close me and don't go into small rooms with boy." She has now put on a pair of white fishnet stockings and tiny string bikini bottoms making my full ass almost completely naked. "We need to hurry Mamasan don't like waiting." She pulls me out with her again, her slim wrists next to mine as suddenly I am on up the bar.

There are more tiny Asian girls dancing in bikinis on the bar. Maybe seven or eight. Many more down in the audience sitting with the men and boys from the football team.

I try to copy the moment of the girls dancing and stay a little behind them. It is not hard, it seems I just move from side to side and shake my ass a little. The girls most forward get groped by the men and I try to stay from their hair arms.

"Ping! Gong! Go down to the boys and sit with them! Nong! Mia! You dance now, more forward!" Mamasan is behind us in the bar telling us what to do. I am now in the very front dancing sexy like a real slut almost naked. The guys touch my legs and feet and laugh and drink.

I can see the patrons more clearly now. There are maybe fifteen or so young athletes in their blue shirts and shorts. They all look very strong and muscular and are probably all professional. Some of them look a bit shy just glancing at the half naked Asian girls but some are much more abrupt and crude, grabbing and kissing the girls on the floor.

It is a constant flow of girls in bikinis coming in and out from the upstairs of the bar. Some alone and some with customers. I have another shiver as I wonder what happens upstairs when they take the men with them. I promise myself to stay away from upstairs. Maybe just sneak up there later to take a look.

Me and Nong and six other girls now dance to the beat for maybe ten minutes or so. More girls come downstairs and dance with us and it starts to get crowded. "Mia, Nong! Get down and work the customers!" Mamasan orders us down. I don't hesitate anymore now obeying her stern voice instantly. I try to walk close to Nong with my heels and follow her lead. She walks towards a group of four football players being fairly alone with only two girls sitting between them.

I can understand them talking about us girls in a very rude and racist way thinking we don't understand English that well. I try to pretend to be Thai and sit down on the opposite side from Nong next to one of the loudest boys. He smells of beer and arrogance.

"Man these gook sluts are just gagging for our white cocks I am telling you! Even if we didn't pay them they would fuck with us anyway wouldn't you?!" He now has his strong arm around Nong kissing her mouth putting his hand on her flat chest. "Haha they are basically free right now anyway just like 10 dollars for quick fuck and for 50 you can do whatever you want with them!" He now also had moved my hand to his shorts and made me rub his large cock.

"Hey you LBFM!" The guy now turned to me. I later learned that the letters ment Little Brown Fucking Machine. "Do you understand some English?! Say after me: 'me so horney me fuck you long time!' hahaha."

I first looked dumb trying to grasp the very racist phrase he wanted me to repeat. He now moved his hand under my bikini bra twisting my nipple making me gasp in pain and ask me again to say the words. "Mi soo HORNEY mi love yu looong time, mi so horney!!" I almost screamed the last words in my best fake thai prostitute accent hoping no one would notice my real American accent.

"Ben please, don't." One of his teammates looks a bit more sober and ashamed.

"Ah shut it Charles you should take one of them upstairs and treat yourself you pussy! In fact I will take one of them right now!" Ben now grabbed Nong by the neck and pulled her up. I also stood up instinctually to follow Nong. "Oh you want to come? Wow you got a great ass maybe I will fuck you instead of this bony sceleton haha!" He now grabbed my waist, lifting me up over his shoulder and knocking my air out of me.

Walking past the hallway to the stairs he handed over some cash to Mamasan. She told us to go to room 6. Was I really gonna get fucked for money? Was my first really gonna be some racist white boy I just barely knew the first name of? I was now crazy with excitement. And there was not much I could do anyway, right? I couldn't scream, I didn't want to draw attention to me.

Upstairs was a long narrow corridor with many small rooms with no doors, just thin curtains. Walking past the first rooms I got glances of the men fucking different petite Asians in all of the different rooms. I also glanced that the girls seem to grab something from a big bowl before going in to fuck and I later understood they grabbed condoms but since I was carried I didn't get the chance.

Most rooms had some bed or sofa but room 6 was just a very dirty madras on the floor. He threw me down and ripped my skimpy pushing me naked down on all four on the madrass getting ready to fuck me from behind. I glanced back seeing a muscular boy with six back and short blonde hair. His name was Ben right? Or Dan? I couldn't remember now I just think I begged him to fuck me.

He just laughed and grabbed my ass with one hand and started fucking me hard. He held a bottle of beer, drinking it and spanking me. He kept calling me racial slurs it turned him on, gook, LBFM, thai whore etc. I was ashamed that the humiliation turned me on and I had to use all my control not to orgasm on his cock.

Suddenly I feel him pulling my elbows making my face go down into the madras. I then feel his sweaty foot on my head pinning me down as I lose all control and start to orgasm uncontrollably.

He keeps fucking me hard untill I feel him cum inside of me. He then laughs again removing his foot and I can feel him pouring the remainder of his beer over my naked sweaty body. When I am alone I can just smell my sweat and the odor of beer mix in the room until Mamasan comes in just moments later to get me out of the room and away to the brothel showers.

It's a large shower but very crowded maybe five or six Thai girls showering obviously just getting fucked and I am pushed into the middle feeling the almost cold water making me a bit sober again. I try to grab some soap from the wall rubbing off the beer before I feel someone almost immediately pushing me out again.

Another room on the third floor with a large fan drying us in seconds and then down to the dressing room this time I only get a black gstring and a fishnet bodysuit over my chest leaving my tits and belly naked.