Sex has always been average in our bedroom. Not that Holly had anything to do with it being average; this much I know. She is petite and buxom; a rare and erotic combination. With round, supple features in all the right places and toned muscles resulting from those endless hours of exercise, she truly had the body of highly tuned athlete. Those breasts, oh those breasts! Soft and perfectly round, with just the right amount of firmness to command your attention whenever they were exposed to view. It was I who brought the average part to this equation.
I'm not a bad looking guy at all. Probably slightly above average for a 40 year guy. A decent sense of style keeps me dressed well and, with a lot of hard work, I've been able to create a decent body for myself. I just can't stack up with other guys when it comes to cocks. Not even close. I could write that I'm of 'average' cock size, but that would just be a lie. Fully erect on my best of days, I would struggle to reach the 4-1/2" mark. With the girth of pencil, I can't help but feel that Holly is being cheated every time we fuck. It's hard to even call it 'fucking' when it lasts only minutes and I'm working with a dainty little cock.
Holly has claimed that she was fully satisfied with what I brought to the table, but I knew better and I wanted her to experience more. Much more. But my eagerness to please Holly was not without a bit of selfishness. I also had fantasies of my own. Not only do I fantasize about Holly fully enjoying a cock the size of a cucumber, heaving and moaning, but I've always had a bit of a cock curiosity myself. I'm sure this longing stems from my lack of a serious tool of my own. Constantly wondering what it would feel like to have a monstrous, thick cock, throbbing and heavy, in my hands. Hanging from my torso like a massive vine. I could only think that Holly must have those same curiosities too.
Bringing a stranger into our bedroom for the first time is not a proposal to be taken lightly, especially when that stranger would hopefully have a cock the size of a drain pipe. What would Holly think about this idea? Would her sexual curiosities overcome her inherent reservations? Would "we" ever be the same after we both had experienced something that neither of us could regularly offer the other? How would I open up this conversation with Holly?
I started slowly by subtly using words like "experiment", "sensual", and especially "fantasies" into daily conversations as often as I could. I had hoped that she would quickly catch on to these nuances and ultimately bring the question to me. Make it seem like her idea I thought. I had my doubts on my plan's success when nothing seemed to click for the first week or so. Finally, she had had enough of my word games and presented the question that would ultimately change our lives forever....
After another 'average' evening of sex, as I lay there breathing heavy, Holly, in full, relaxed breath said "I've gotten the hints you've been laying for the past few weeks, you know. What did you have in mind in terms of fantasies? I'm willing to experiment, but I'm not sure what you had in mind or how far this could go."
I had to take this in for a moment. A question where the answer options were as infinite as my imagination. " I want to watch you", I said definitively. "I fantasize about seeing you in all the heaving, sweating, moaning ecstasy that you can handle. Watching your breasts sway gently as your core muscles flex to keep your body in sync with your partner. I want to see all the little details that I miss when our bodies are so close together. And I want this to last until your orgasms are coming fast and furious. Even though you've been very kind to me, we both know that I can't physically offer this to you. I can't really please you the way you deserve. But I want to see what that's like."
Holly sat there motionless for what seemed like an eternity taking in everything that I had just shared. Finally she spoke again. "So you fantasize about me fucking some guy who's hung like a horse with the stamina of a decathlete while you watch in the corner?"
"Essentially, yes", I said, "as long as you are willing to experiment a bit and try something new."
"I can't say that I'm not curious about your proposal, but I've got some reservations" she said. "You have always been sufficient for me, baby, but I'll admit that I can't help but wonder what another, 'larger' guy would be like. My girlfriends all say that there is nothing like 'it'. No way to compare that sensation flowing through your body, eminating from deep within your pussy. But who is this guy? Where do we find someone that we would both be comfortable with? And, would you really be OK with this whole thing?"
I had a few ideas about where to find a willing cock to come fuck Holly's curvaceous little body. Anywhere. What guy wouldn't! And I was absolutely into this whole arrangement. More that she would know. The hard part would be finding someone we were comfortable with.
The next day, while our adventurous urges were still surging, we took to the internet and began searching the local hook-up websites. Searching for a willing 'stud' to fulfill our fantasies. Browsing through all of the profiles was very arousing; for both us I think. Holly began analyzing every detail: cock size, body hair, ass roundness, even their wardrobe and lack there of. I could sense she was really getting into this now and that excited me even more. I also had an unexpected curiosity in the profiles. We talked about girth, head size, professed stamina, and even how the vein structure differed from cock to cock. I could see Holly's eagerness grow with each profile. It became very apparent in a short time that we both were leaning towards the profiles of the black men. Long, lean bodies with very little body hair and more often that not, a cock that nearly hung to floor (one that actually did!). I began to visualize Holly's soft, sumptuous curves against the toned, dark body of a black man. His erect cock the size of her arm.
As I sat beside Holly, I could feel an erection growing against my clothes. Holly knew my intentions as I began to stroke her hips and thighs. She closed the laptop screen and turned towards me, already removing her sweater. Her ample breasts hung there with attentive nipples staring right at me. As she reached for my belt and zipper, and I knew she was dreaming of a giant, black snake springing towards. Instead, all I could offer was a small member, barely breaking it's way through the depth of my jeans. She gave it her best act of moaning and groaning while we fucked right there on the rug, but I knew her mind (and her moans) was elsewhere.
The next afternoon we back at reviewing profiles again. It had become almost an obsession for Holly. The more samples she viewed of those long, lean cocks that she was missing, the more intensely she searched for a match. We had sent out a few feelers in the past few weeks, but none of them seemed right. As we clicked our ways through countless faceless cocks, the door bell rang. Looking out the window, I could see it was our usual parcel delivery man with another package for Holly. Being in sales for business, Holly received a lot of packages at home. As I opened the door, I saw those packages in an entirely different light. Derrick stood there in his usual brown shorts and shirt, holding a stack of boxes. Until that moment, I hadn't thought of Derrick as anything other than a friendly deliver man. He knew Holly and myself since he had been delivering packages to us regularly for the past 5 years. Now I saw him for the potential that lie within that uniform. Derrick was, by chance, an attractive black man. With the build if a former college defensive back, he was lean and tall with toned arms and long, muscular hands. A smooth head that looked well maintained and broad shoulders that seemed to handle those heavy packages with ease. He was a true physical specimen. I invited Derrick in and offered to take one of the packages from his arms to ease his burden. As he spoke and expressed his gratitude, I saw Holly's head pop out from the office. She had recognized his voice. In an instant, I could see in Holly's eyes, as she scanned him up and down hungrily, that she now had the same idea that I did.
Holly came over to sign for the packages and to be sure to make an appearance in front of Derrick. Little did he know, but was suddenly the focus of our fantasies; right there in the flesh. Holly did her little 'hair toss" in front of Derrick and gently touch his powerful hands as she reached for the packages. We exchanged pleasantries about the hot weather lately and about the size and quantities of packages that Derrick needed to handle that day. As he turned to walk out of the house, I follow him onto the front porch. As we walked down to steps together I knew that if we were going to see if Derrick was interested in our plans, we would have start that conversation now.
"So Derrick, do you mind if I ask you a question?" I posed to him.