"You're joking, aren't you?" Becky was suspicious, as if I were a police officer trying to lure her into a trap. "Either that or you've gone crazy!"
"Becky," I said, my voice as sincere as anything. But we both know that I'm just not good enough to make you feel that way."
I couldn't believe that after so long the words had finally come out of my mouth. And to my wife. Becky sat beside me on the couch, leaning back as if she were scared of me or something.I could make it, "I just want to see you experience complete and utter pleasure. I want that more than
"So you would let me...." Becky began. "No, you want me to go find some other man who can make me feel that way?"
I put my hand on my wife's and nodded. "Becky, truly, there is nothing I would want more than for you to experience complete sexual satisfaction. I want you to be free, to find someone that makes you go crazy. Anyone. So long as, at the end of the day, you're happy and satisfied."
Becky chewed her lip and considered my words. "Are you sure though? Completely sure?"
"Even the thought of you going wild with another man gets me going. Feel for yourself."
I took my hand off Becky's and leaned back so she could see my crotch. Becky languidly moved her hand over and grabbed my bulging hard cock through my pants.
"You are really hard." Becky giggled and moved her hand back.
She sat up straighter and moved to the edge of the couch cushion and sat there like an old Greek philosopher considering the very nature of existence.
"And you said I can choose anyone?"
"Anyone in the whole wide world Becky."
Becky put her hands on her knees and giggled, her torso falling forward as she did, like a high school cheerleader talking about her crush.
"Because I don't think I could just sleep with a stranger, you know?" Becky hesitated. "And... Ah..." Becky giggled again and her cheeks turned bright red, making her look incredibly cute. "Don't hate me! But I've always found Duncan from work really attractive and we get on really well." Becky bit her lip and looked forward into the distance. "And I'd just love to..."
She paused and looked back at me, flushed and embarrassed as if she had been caught doing something she knew she shouldn't have been doing.
"Sorry." Becky said as she shrugged her shoulders and looked down at the carpet.
Even though I had just given my beautiful and out-of-my-league wife a free pass to do whatever she wanted with whoever she wanted, I was still hurt and jealous by her choice. Duncan was the same age as us but big and black and totally ripped where I was chubby. In fact, I think the inferiority that Duncan made me feel helped to make me want to be a cuck. From the very moment he had started working with Becky, back before I had ever developed this fetish, I had been jealous. I knew that Duncan found my wife attractive, as most guys did, but I also knew Duncan was the sort of selfish and self satisfying arsehole who would fuck another man's wife without a problem, and he was sly and charismatic enough to almost make that happen!
But I couldn't rescind my offer to Becky now that I'd just spent an emotionally-draining hour convincing her that it was what I really wanted and that there was nothing unhealthy or weird with it. So I just shrugged and said: "If you want to sleep with Duncan, then I guess I want you to as well."
Becky looked up at me with an expression that was equally adorable and confused, like a girl who had expected her father to tear her a new one but got off scott-free.
Suddenly, as the image of Duncan ploughing my wife in my bed shot through my mind, I wasn't even all that jealous anymore, just turned the fuck on.
"I mean," I struggled to articulate my feelings but had read that the key to a cuckold relationship was communication and openness. "Duncan is a good choice. I bet he really knows what he's doing and I am sure he has had a lot of practice."
"I know he has!" Becky almost screamed and bit her lip. "I'm going to call him right now!"
She got up before I could respond and grabbed her phone off the kitchen counter. I turned to watch her swipe through her phone and call Duncan, without even a second thought.
Becky dialed Duncan and held the phone to her ear with one hand and crossed the other over her chest. She walked around in little nervous circles while the phone connected.
Becky noticed me staring but was too excited to recognise the shocked expression on my face.
"It's ringing." Becky smiled and raised her eyebrows and went right back to ignoring me.
Duncan answered.
"I know!" Becky almost screamed. "I hope you don't mind me calling so late on a Friday night but it's an emergency."
I couldn't hear Duncan's response but imagined the gears in his head working through the situation, trying to turn it into a way that would allow him to fuck my wife.
"It's just.... I'm lonely and thinking of you." Becky looked at me and smiled with wide eyes.
"Jarred Isn't here." She said. "I'm all alone."
Duncan said his final words and then it was my wife's turn.
"Okay! I'll see you soon!"
Becky hung up and put her phone down on the kitchen counter. She took a huge breath of relief and then turned to me.
"Can you believe that!? Duncan's on his way over now!" She started jumping on the spot, making some sort of high pitched noise, so excited veins bulged on her neck.
I was taken aback by Becky's excitement and the speed of the whole thing. We had literally just had our first talk about having a cuckold relationship and she had already set up a sex-date with the man who's superiority had probably caused my fetish in the first place!
"Ah..." I mumbled but Becky cut me off before I could get out a proper response.
"How do I look?!" She stopped jumping and looked at her reflection in the kitchen backsplash. "Oh God, I need to have a shower!"
Becky moved off toward our bedroom.
"Becky..." I said in a voice so feeble that my wife didn't even bother to respond. "Becky!"
She stopped at the door to our bedroom and turned around, impatient and uninterested.
"You told Duncan I was out of town tonight. But I want to watch. What are we going to say when he gets here?"