Cocky White Boy
Literary Fiction
With a hefty dose of erotica thrown in!
His middle finger was so deep in my pussy I was coming unglued. Legs spread wide, propped up on my elbows, looking down past my tits I watched him work his finger inside my pussy. My eyes wide, I sucked all the air out of the room. Oxygen deprived, the candles flickered, went out. I screamed. He just looked at me, grinned, didn't blink or look away. He just moved his long white finger deep inside my black pussy.
Actually, the pussy was pink; it was me was 'black'.
~~*~~
I had told him earlier: "I watched you fuck that girl, that little black girl."
He stared into my eyes, didn't blink or look away.
"We could do it again," he said. "She don't mind. If you wanted to watch us do it again, That is.... you could even watch close up and personal if you wanted to."
"No," I told him. "... watching ain't really my thing."
"What's your thing?" he asked. "... doin' it? That your thing?"
"Could be," I said. I just looked at him.
"Little black girls your thing?" I asked him. "You like black pussy?"
I didn't blink or look away.
"I just like pussy," he said.
~~*~~
I had seen him in the neighborhood from time to time. Just since the start of summer, since school was out. He came and worked on the house across the back alley, the house facing the street behind me. He didn't seem to be part of the regular crew, didn't seem to have regular hours. Like he didn't have to answer anybody else's bell, just his own.
The girl came at the end of the day, on a Thursday, I think. Brought a six-pack of pale ale in a cooler, iced down. The regular crew seemed to know they weren't part of the plan, needed to call it a day, head out so to speak.
The girl was dark chocolate brown, had a sharp, chiseled Jamaican face and features. She sat up on the hood of the pick-up, it pulled around behind the house, almost in the alley. She handed him a beer, cold and in a bottle. He opened it, took a long swallow and pushed the bottle between her legs, snug up again her pussy, her white shorts barely long enough to cover the round barrel of the bottle. Her eyes went wide and she closed her legs tight against his hand and the coldness of the bottle.
I watched, but couldn't hear across the distance, him laugh. He ran the other hand, the one not holding the bottle, under her tee-shirt, up her rib cage, cupped, I knew, a boob with the palm of his hand. The girl thrust her upper body forward, moved her tongue across her upper lip.
Then she pushed him away; said something, and slid down off the hood of the truck. He moved ahead of her, opened the passenger side door. He dropped into the seat, pushed it back as far as it would go, hit the recline lever. She had those white shorts she had been wearing off before she even climbed into the cab. I don't think she had on any panties. If she did, I couldn't see them.
Cocky White Boy, I was starting already to call him, pulled the girl in close; her legs spread, straddling him. She eased herself down onto him, reaching down with one hand to open herself up.
I pushed the window up. For the first time, I heard them. First just the moans. Then, "fuck me!... oh fuck me. don't stop," the girl said. "Oh-god-don't-stop!" she said it quick, all the words running together.
I watched them, transfixed: taken by surprise. I hadn't expected to see such an exposition outside my window, on a quiet neighborhood street. I watched the girl work herself up and down on cocky white boy's dick, watched her tits bounce underneath her tee shirt. It was a quickie, so quick I didn't have a chance to take care of my own needs, my own increasingly wet pussy.
~~*~~
Two days later: I was unloading two cases of wine.
Cocky White Boy suddenly appeared at my elbow. "You need some help with those, ma'am?" he asked.
"Well... " I said.
He had already picked up one case. "Just stack the other on top of this one," he said.
I did. I don't usually accept 'authority'. It just isn't my style.
He was already up the steps, standing in the doorway. I opened the door.
"Kitchen's off to the left," I told him.
My pulse rate was up. 'Get a'hold of yourself,' I told myself.
Cocky White Boy put the two cases on the island counter, moved the top one off the other.
"A white and a red," he said. Then: "you havin' a party?"
"Just stocking up," I told him.
"Well... enjoy."
And just that quickly he was gone. I didn't know whether to be pissed, or what. I did know I was 'something'. I licked my lips, took a deep breath. Ignored the warm itch in my snatch, my hot-box.
For two days I checked the street, looked out the window. Would suddenly find myself standing there looking down at the street. No shinny silver and black pick-up, no cocky white boy. no Jamaican girl bring cold beer.
'Alright,' I told myself, '... enough of this shit.... Don't do this!' I turned away from the window, went back to my computer. 'How the hell am I suppose to write... lookin' out the window all the time.... at an empty street.'
I sat down at my desk, dared my protagonist to try making a hard left turn when I fully intended her to head to the nearest bar, get a chilled glass of white wine.... Maybe pick up the next hot guy who came through the door.
~~*~~
Writing was going well. My 'protagonist' was just setting down, in a chicken-wire juke joint, with the detective who might help her find the villain. I was on a roll. Almost a thousand words today.
The knock came unexpectedly. 'Shit', I said; went to the door.
And there stood Cocky White Boy. A thick blue binder and a bottle of Spanish red in hand. He just stood there for a minute.
Then: "Girl told me you write books," he said.
I do write books. Historical novels, in a way; if one considered the years from 1925 up to the beginning of WWII 'historical' -- with crime and a sexy love story thrown in. Moderately successful; enough so as to keep me supplied with wine and ten days at the beach every year, in the off season.
And, from time to time, I write erotica.
He just walked right in, Cocky White Boy did; slipped between me and the partially open door.
"What girl?" I asked. Not the 'coolest' thing I ever said.
"That girl brings us beer sometimes... You know," he said, "you look a lot like that girl; the one I was 'getting it on' with that day."
"I know," I told him. "She's my niece. Actually she looks a lot like me."
"Your niece! No shit!... She never told me."
Then: "She said you might take a look at some stuff I wrote.... Tell me if it's any good; what to do next."
Being caught on my back-foot, it took me a minute to get a handle on what it was he was expecting from me.
"See if your writing is any good?" I asked.
"You would know," he said, asked, "wouldn't you? You bein' a writer and all."
Cocky White Boy walked into the kitchen; didn't even ask if that was okay. Came back with two glasses of the Spanish red.
"It's a damned fine story," he said. He handed me the folder. "... need somebody to help me get it published."
I laughed. "You a deer hunter?" I asked.
Got a blank stare from him in return.
"Shooting 'em is just part of the process. -- Then you got to skin 'em, dress 'em, tote a hundred pound of raw deer meat out of the woods.
"You saying writing it is the easy part?... Took me most of a four months to write this."
I laughed at him again. "You don't know from shit about writing, do you boy?... First you got to have an agent. -- Now that's the hard part; finding somebody who'll 'take you on."
Then I told him about editors, and publishers; all that crap.... He did ask intelligent questions, I'll give him that much. Then I asked, "... you got a beta reader?"
He gave me a blank look.
"Nobody's read it yet?" I asked.
"Just me," he said
"You really don't know from shit about writing.... I'll take a look. Give me a couple of days."
At the door we stopped, me holding it open. He gave me a look; ran his eyes up and down. 'Moi' standing there wearing gym shorts and a sleeveless tee shirt; nipples pushing against the soft cotton fabric.
I watched him walk down the side-walk; get into his truck, drive away. I took a deep swallow from my glass. The Spanish red was good; I checked the label: a Vinos de Pago. I would need the whole bottle before the day was over.
Trouble was, it wouldn't relieve the hunger between my legs. 'Get a grip, woman,' I told myself. 'He's just a uppity white boy.'
But, he was good looking. Not a young Paul Newman -- Sweet Bird of Youth; he was more of a less swarthy Idris Elba. But, lord, he got my motor running!
~~*~~
He had, I could see, a handful of the little black girl's hair in one hand, the other pinching her left nipple. Hard white cock in her mouth. Her working on it with vigor, enthusiasm; her eyes watching him.
I knew it was a dream.
Suddenly he was between my legs. Without warning he was eating me, licking my cunt; my legs up around his neck, ankles digging into his shoulders. My hands on his ears, pulling him tighter into my core.
I didn't want to wake up. Wanted to feel him, his mouth on me. I knew my hand, my fingers, was between my naked thighs; rolling frantically on the swollen and wet clit.
Cocky White Boy was laughing at me (laughing with me?). In my state of sexual bliss I didn't study on how he could be eating me and laughing at the same time. I didn't care.
'Don't stop!' I screamed at him. '... Oh, sweet baby Jesus, don't stop!'
The relief, the climax, the orgasm erupted. Cum ran down the crease of my ass; down onto the sheets.... For the third time this week they would have to be washed!
Still not fully awake, my fingers found their way to my mouth. My tongue licked them clean.
~~*~~
The writing wasn't half bad. The story, Cocky White Boy's story, was good; a cut above. Now, the writing of it could use some help.
'Come see me,' I messaged him. He had left me a phone number. 'Read it to yourself -- out loud -- before you come.'