"SUIT? Check. Cashmere sweaters? Check. Two pairs of heels? Check. Agent Provocateur play set? Check. Another boring all-work-and-no-play business trip? No check."
This one was going to be different. This time, she had a different agenda- to finally consummate a relationship that should have been relieved a long time ago. They had been friends for some time now, ever since she moved out to California and they first met. He was there for her when she needed a friend so badly. The timing could not have been much worse, since she didn't know any one else, was heavily involved with the woman of her dreams and it was her first day on the job. She desperately needed a ride home and she had to ask the guy that was training her. Luckily, he obliged. And in that moment, the attraction they felt for one another was undeniable. He was an Adonis in her eyes. He had boyish good looks and the body of a football player, which he kept from his glory days- an all-American type with a blondish brown crew cut hair, bright smile and strong, willing hands. And he was very, very charming. He was the type who could charm the pants off any one-male or female, but especially female. You just couldn't deny him. And nor could she. So after years of messing around, being apart and being faithful, she decided to go for it.
He knew she would be in town for business, but he didn't know exactly what that business was. She had told him that she'd be in meetings with vendors much of the day in San Francisco, but once done, at night, that they could meet up for drinks before heading out the next afternoon. He agreed since he hadn't seen her in so long and since, truthfully, he wanted to see what could be done differently, this time. Before she left Sacramento, her and her girlfriend had stayed with him for a week, after they had sold the car and quit their jobs. He was a friend to them both, but for her, she was always interested in him as much more. But how could she act on it when 1) she'd had a girlfriend, 2) she wasn't sure if he'd reject her on grounds of righteousness or unattractiveness and 3) even if it was all good, the chances of getting caught were so ripe? Once she saw the time winding down, she knew, albeit late, she had to say something.
On the first night at his place, while the girlfriend was preoccupied with video games, she had decided to have a soak in the hot tub. She invited them both but only he accepted the invitation. The girlfriend dismissed them to relax as she began plotting her next move- on him. She was so nervous that she could barely stop fidgeting, but once at the spa, she put it all on the line. She had on bathing suit bottoms but couldn't find the top so she wore a matching push-up bra, instead, with a t-shirt on top. He looked at her as he took off his shirt and stepped into the tub. She knew what had to be done, so she pulled her shirt off, took off her glasses and stepped sexily into tub, keeping her eyes on him. She could see something in his eyes she had never seen before. The intensity behind his smile made her want to give in to all temptation. She wanted to give in to all of his sexual whims right then and there, but she had to pace herself. They talked, at first about benign things, but the topic quickly shifted to a more appropriate one-sex. She became bold.
"Do you think I'm attractive?"
"Yeah of course. Did you really have to ask?"
That was all she needed to hear. She moved closer to him. But he moved away. She moved closer again, but again, he moved away. She was getting frustrated fast.
"Why are you running away from me?"
"Hmmm...let me see...scared that your girl might come out here, that we might get caught by security. Gee, let me pick one!"
She tried to quell his thoughts but all he could think of was the possibility of her girlfriend catching them in the act.
"I just wish you had said something sooner."
He'd had loved to take her in the pool or in the nearby exercise room, but for him, the possibilities were damning. So she gave up and retreated back to the apartment and her mundane routine for another day.
The following day was business as usual until mid afternoon when he decided that they all go for a drive to get out of the house. Once again, the girlfriend declined company and let the two go off in search of a good time. Once in the car, the conversation turned quickly to the task at hand. She asked if he'd had an idea of where they were going but he said he didn't know where to stop. After driving around for a few moments, the pair pulled over to the side of the ride adjacent to an open field with picnic benches and a drainpipe. They talked at the tables, wondering how they were going to fulfill their desires but still pondering what could be dire consequences. They talked of the ways, the positions that would be most successful- quick and pleasurable. It was all too much for her, so she decided that since his conscience had suddenly popped up she would, once again, give up. Once in the car, she realized something- he couldn't drive. He just sat there, parked.
"What's wrong?"
"I want you so bad that I just can't let this go," as he struggled with his virtue and desires.
"Do you have protection?"
"No."
"So drive to the store and get some," she ordered.
He was fuming by this point and said, "It shouldn't be this hard".
She rubbed his leg and caressed his thigh, urging him onward, despite the facts. He fought himself from jumping on top of her, right then and there but he knew he could not any longer.
She reached over and began massaging his crotch as he moaned and began to tenderly kiss her soft lips. The only thing separating them was that damned driver's console and their clothes. Their hands roamed and explored each other. They were panting like animals, pawing at each other as if it were their last. He squeezed her breasts in his hands and bent down to lick her nipple as she sighed for more. He reached into her pants and fingered her clit as she moaned in ecstasy. He inserted two fingers and began to fuck her. She wanted more and he could smell it-even taste it. She writhed and came all over his lovely digits with a release unheard of. He licked his fingers clean and savored the sweet, refreshing taste of his spoils. He wanted more- so much more, but he knew he could not. She urged him to pound her pussy and pull out but he wanted it all. He didn't want to settle, though in a way he had already done so. Angry with himself, he shook his head and started the car. She wanted to taste him, too, but before she could even reach over again, they were on the road. With one hand on her thigh and the other the steering well, he cursed his stupidity at not carrying a condom. He cursed himself for letting his dick get him that far. He cursed himself for her telling him about her feelings so late in the game. And most of all, he cursed himself for caring so much about her that he didn't want to be the one to ruin her already established relationship. And she knew it.
They rode in complete silence. When they finally pulled into his parking space at the complex, he turned off the car and just looked at her. She stared deeply into his eyes and knew what he was thinking. He kissed her passionately, one more time, and got out of the car. And that was it. In a few days, she was on a plane to NYC to never be seen again until this trip. She had a lot riding on it, but no matter what, in the end, she knew it would be worth it.
The moment she stepped off the plane and breathed in the bay air, she knew she had to find a way to come back, permanently. She never wanted to truly leave, but things got so hard she didn't know how to stay either.