Β© Lily Rockmore
Self-edited again. Please ignore the careless errors! Thanks for reading!
Meera hurried across the port with her sari drawn up over her hair and face so that no one would recognize her. It was past midnight, and she was terribly late in meeting Rae because Anita had taken a dastardly long time to go to bed. And of
all
nights, Meera had picked tonight to cajole Rae into bringing her to the Goldsmith.
It had always been a fantasy of hers, to see the inside of the tavern, especially when there was such scandalous talk about the place. Music of all kinds, dancers⦠and even naked women. Meera didn't know why she was so curious about the place, but she was. She'd been so excited when Rae had consented to taking her there.
She took the shortcut to the far side of the island, running between trees and small huts until she saw the torch-lit glow of the tavern as it sat nestled between a large rock and the end of the port. Even from a distance, she could hear bawdy laughter and loud island music. They made her blood hum instantly.
Her eyes roved the small establishment for the familiar figure she had been so intent on seeing, but there was no one leaning casually against the entrance or standing anywhere near it. Perhaps Rae had already gone in. A second later, she denied that possibility; Rae would never do that to her. She pulled the sari more tightly about herself and decided to walk around the place to look for Rae. Meera doubted that she had enough courage to go into the Goldsmith herself if Rae wasn't there with her.
She'd just turned a corner when a hand emerged from nowhere and covered her mouth. Another hand encircled her waist, and before Meera could react, a familiar voice told her to hush. She sighed with relief behind the hand and pressed a gentle kiss to the inside of Rae's palm. She heard a soft chuckle, then the hand on her waist tightened as both of them saw several Malay men trudge out of the forest through the same path Meera had used a few minutes ago.
"They were following you. Ever since you strayed from the port."
Meera didn't know what to say. She should have been more careful. "Oh."
"Little idiot. You came
this close
to being raped, possibly even killed tonight. Didn't I tell you that this was a bad idea?"
"But I've always wanted to see this place, Rae. You promised to take me."
"Yes, and I am going to. Just make sure I don't regret it."
Meera grinned, reaching up to tug on the dark cap that Rae always wore to hide the long, red hair. "I'm sorry I was late today."
"Sister slept late?"
"Unfortunately."
"S'ok. We've got the rest of the night, don't we?"
Meera rested her head on her lover's shoulder, sighing with contentment. "That we do."
*
Rae stared down at the compact bundle of sensuality, feeling her insides quiver with want for this girl. She'd never met anyone like Meera, and that statement counted for much, for she'd been to places where exotic women were common as dirt. But there'd been something always so special about Meera, something intangible. Like her spirit, or her courage. The first time they'd met, she'd been throwing rocks at two boys who were getting handsy with her. They'd run off when Rae had stepped in, having just got off from the ship that had brought her from England, lured by the furious blonde girl in a tattered green sari.
It hadn't taken her long to make friends. Once Meera had found that Rae meant her no harm, and that she was distinctly female, she loosened up and began talking to her like one would to a friend. It had been this friendship that had Rae meeting her everyday after school β just to talk, nothing else. If both of them had felt the sexual tension in the air, they ignored it, until a couple of days ago.
Rae had always known she was homosexual. As a kid, she'd thought boys were fair gameβ¦for a round of soccer. She'd always treated females with utmost care, for even if she thought them pretty, she could never relate to their girlish ideas about princes or unicorns or large palaces. She'd never really fit in or made friends with anyone except the boys around the townhouse where she lived with her mother.
Then one day, as a girl of fourteen, her mother had dragged her along to shop for dresses in town, when Ruby had told her to wait in the dressmaker's shop while she went down to the post-office to check for letters. Shrugging, Rae had been eager to step into the shop to avoid the cold, but as she'd entered the shop, a reflection in the large mirror had her transfixed.
Madame Audrey, the Frenchwoman who ran the shop, had another woman pressed against the wall in the fitting room. There was a mirror reflecting what they were doing, and what Rae saw was⦠life-altering.
It didn't take long for Rae to learn and experiment, and since then, she'd been through countless women, coming to love the exquisite ecstasy of another woman's silky fingertips and the sweet scent of female skin. It was something that her mother did not know of. Ruby still thought that Rae was at school, whereas school had ended several months prior to this. Rae had been home for a few weeks, as she would have if school had not ended, just to seem as though nothing was amiss. In her free time and with the inheritance her late father had left her, Rae had spent a few months in Egypt and was now touring the Malayan Straits.
Beauties she'd seen, but none were as captivating as Meera. But of course, such perfection had to come with a price. This blasted sister of hers was being a thorn in Rae's side. Given half the chance, Rae would bundle Meera up and bring her to places around the world that Rae was dying to see.
"What're you thinking?" Meera asked, her breath caressing Rae's shoulders.
"About how I'd like to take you to see the world."
Meera exhaled deeply. "We've had this discussion before."
Rae rolled her eyes. "Yes, yes. Your sister is important to you."
"Why do you say it that way? Aren't your kin important to you as well?"
"They are. But I don't let them rule my life."
"You mean your parents are perfectly fine with you traveling on your own? Don't you feel indebted enough to stay and take care of them?"
Meera would've pulled away, but Rae's arms tightened about her. "First of all, my sexy lady, my mother was my father's mistress. And second of all, my mother doesn't know I'm not safely tucked away at school. And third, I don't plan on telling her."
Meera's eyes widened. "But that's horrible!"
Rae's teeth flashed in the dark. "I know."
"Aren't you worried about her?"
Rae's fingers ran through Meera's hair, picking out the slight tangles. "Sometimes, I am. But I know she can take care of herself." She paused. "Can't your sister take care of herself?"