Why had I even bothered? I hated coming to these parties alone. I looked around the bar's deck and saw a sea of faces, some of which I recognized, some I didn't.
Across the deck, my friend Hannah, one of the party's hosts, was talking to two men, neither of whom I'd met before. One of them, tall with a brown mullet hairstyle, I recognized anyway from the description he'd given of himself in the chat room earlier that day. I'd seen him in the chat room several times; the husband of one of the couples that belonged to the group, he was entertaining, and I decided to go introduce myself.
The other man, though, made me hesitate before I reached the group. About my height, Latino as best I could tell from his black hair, brown skin, and facial features. Which included the deepest brown eyes I'd ever seen. I'd noticed him earlier; our eyes had met across the crowd on the deck, and I'd had to turn away. Now I was going to talk to him? I almost changed my mind. But I hadn't had a chance to say hello to Hannah yet, and I wanted to meet Mr. Mullet, so I worked up my nerve and said, "Hi, everyone."
"Adrienne! Good to see you!" Hannah hugged me. "I'm glad you made it."
"Adrienne?" Brown-eyes repeated. "What's your chat room handle?"
"OutOfCuriosity," I replied.
"Hannah!" someone called from the admissions table.
"I'm in demand." Hannah hugged each of the guys. "Good talking to you. Have fun!" She walked off, leaving me standing there with two complete strangers.
One of whom had eyes that seemed to bore right through me. "I've seen you in the room," he said. "You said hello to me this morning. I'm Truetouch. Javier."
I recognized the handle; he'd been in the chat room that morning, and Hannah and a couple of others had been trying to persuade him to come to the party. I'd said hello to him, figuring if he was going to be here, I should be polite. I hadn't expected to actually meet him. "Nice to meet you," I said.
"And you know who I am, right?" Mr. Mullet tugged his hair.
I grinned. "You must be Towguy7."
"How'd ya guess?" He stuck out his hand. "My real name's Tom."
I shook with him. "Adrienne." I blushed. "Which you already heard. Good grief, sometimes I wonder about myself."
"Nothing wrong with introducing yourself," Javier said. "You put yourself down too much. I've noticed it in the chat room. You're brutal on yourself sometimes."
"I am?" When I'd first joined the chat room, I'd put myself down constantly, but I thought I'd gotten better about it. "I don't mean to be. It's my idea of humor."
"It isn't humorous. You're a beautiful woman, Adrienne. You should give yourself more credit."
"Definitely," Tom agreed.
I blushed again. Beautiful? Hardly. Javier was gorgeous; beside him I felt like a pasty white lump. But something about the way he said it stopped me from arguing. And made me believe it, just a little.
Ordinarily, I would have wandered off to talk to other people after a minute or two. But Javier and Tom bantered back and forth, making me laugh, and I didn't want to leave. I felt instantly comfortable with Tom, and even though I was still uncomfortable with Javier, I wanted to be around him.
I didn't contribute much to the conversation. I couldn't keep up with their joking and chatter. But it was entertaining, and they made an effort to include me. Within a few minutes, Javier was standing closer to me, occasionally smiling at me. When he put his arm around me, I knew that for that evening, at least, we were together.
After a while, Tom excused himself to go inside the bar so he could see part of the NASCAR race on TV. "Do you want to go in, too?" Javier asked.
I was a racing fan, but at that moment, I was more a Javier fan. "No, it's nice out here," I said. "It's a warm night."
"Good thing, because there isn't much to that dress of yours," he teased.
I tugged at the hem of the dress, which hit only a few inches down my thighs. "I've never worn anything like this before. I just wanted something different tonight."
"You should dress like that more often. You look very sexy."
"I do?"
"Uh huh, you do. Oh, there's Deirdre. I want to say hi to her."
He guided me over to a group of people on the other side of the deck. I noticed approval in the eyes of Deirdre and a few of the others when they noticed Javier's arm around me. They'd known me a while now, knew how shy I was and how little luck I'd had meeting anyone since I'd joined the adult chat site. Until that morning, I'd insisted in the chat room that I wasn't going to meet anyone at this party either, that I was just going to see friends and hang out. Several people had debated with me, telling me they were sure I was going to meet someone that night. I hadn't believed it could happen. "Hey, Curiosity?" one of them said now.
"Hey what?" I responded.
"Told ya so." He laughed.
Deirdre hugged Javier, then planted a kiss on his lips. "How you doing, baby? Haven't seen you for a while." She ran her hand over his white T-shirted chest. "Looking good!"
"So are you, as always," Javier replied. "How have you been?"
They made small talk for a moment. I felt awkward standing there, and considered wandering off to talk to other friends, but Javier's arm around my waist made it clear he wanted me with him. The conversation with the others lasted only a few minutes. "Let's go somewhere quieter," Javier said.
"All right." I was nervous about going somewhere alone with him, but how alone could we be at this bar? At most, we'd be only a few yards from the crowd. It was perfectly safe. And my nerves weren't from any fear that Javier might do something I didn't want. They were because I was afraid of what I did want.
He took my hand, the color of his skin contrasting with my paleness, and we went to the stairs that led from the deck to the lawn below. On the way, I saw another friend whom I hadn't spoken to for a while. "Hold on, I want to say hi to someone," I told Javier.
"No problem."
Shelly smiled when we approached. "Adrienne! How have you been?"
"I'm great. This is Javier- um, Truetouch."
"We met at the meet and greet in May," Javier said.
"Right, I remember." Shelly smiled. "So are you two on a date tonight?"
"No, we just met," I said quickly.
"But so far, we're getting along very well." Javier hugged me.
Giving into an impulse, I kissed him. Our first kiss was soft and sweet, and held the promise of more to come.
Shelly smiled. "Well, enjoy your night."
"Thanks." I couldn't hide my own smile.
Javier and I went down to one of the picnic tables on the lawn. "You know a lot of people," he commented.
"Yeah. I've come to several of the parties, and I've come to this bar a few times when it wasn't a planned party. Plus I'm in the chat room way too much."
He laughed. "It's easy to get sucked in. You're very friendly in the room, though. Everyone seems to like you."
"Yeah, I guess. I try to be nice to everyone, unless they give me reasons not to be."
"I hope I'm giving you reasons to be nice."
"Definitely."
"Good to hear."