My desire, ever since I was single, was to be alone in some public place -- park, alley, dark street, back of a bar -- with a strange black man raping me. A fantasy never fulfilled until six years after I got married. I am a beautiful blonde, with a nice body, desired by men and the fantasy of rape by someone of another race has been with me for a long time. Not forgotten even after I got married.
One night, my husband was on his week's night shift work, on his monthly shift. I told him that I was going to a friend's house who was celebrating her birthday, but I didn't intend to delay, I would return home early.
I didn't go back. The party was lively, a lot of people very happy and enthusiastic, I got excited, I drank a little, when in fact I never drink, and I flirted happily with a guy with whom I danced a lot, we even got sometimes with faces and bodies well united. The general excitement and mine were very great. I committed three marital transgressions in one fell swoop: drinking and getting a little dizzy; dancing and having a conversation with another man, and not fulfilling the commitment to return early.
It was half an hour the other day when I finally decided to leave the party, worried about how to come back alone at such a late hour of the night.
I went to the bus stop, sleepy and cheerful. The bus came soon. I got in and smiled at the driver, a strong black guy, very handsome in his uniform and cap. He reciprocated and looked at me with pleasure and desire, a beautiful woman, blonde, half drunk and alone in the early hours.
I was the only passenger.
I sat in the first seat on the opposite column from the driver's. That is, facing him, being able to see and be seen.
He drove unhurriedly and occasionally slowed down even more to take a look at me, reclining on the seat, in a very short skirt, the legs relaxed, a little open, letting the panties show.
I didn't think about anything, I just wanted to get home, lie down and sleep. He did, he thought. Thought about that a lot. Thought about sex. I was the target, the object of his desire. The bait for him was there.
He asked my destination and next to him, he parked the bus on a deserted detour, the street totally dark. He turned off the vehicle's lights, left his seat, and bent down in front of me.
Naughtily and smiling, he slipped his hands under my skirt, grabbed by the side straps and went down my panties.