I would have never believed in a million years that my life would eventually come to this.
Like most professional and moderately successful straight white men in their late 30's and beyond, having a beautiful younger wife has always been somewhat of a status symbol. The term "trophy wife" has been overused and exaggerated to the point of nausea, yet it is difficult to describe this particular type of relationship in any other way.
Many of us middle-aged white men, if not all, tend to use our good fortunes to "wow" and "woo" a beautiful, young white woman into the prospects of a better life. We have to use everything in our arsenal to impress them, to keep them happy, and to keep them from leaving us for black men.
This includes tall tales and flat out lies.
Yes, this is quite true. It is rather difficult and humiliating for us white men to admit that young black men are taking over in so many areas of the world. It is especially humbling to see them taking over so many of, what we like to refer to as "our" women, and doing this rather easily and with such little effort.
It has become rather embarrassing for us middle-aged or older white men to see the multitude of beautiful white women, of all ages, flocking to black men and falling to their feet. In public, we see it everywhere. We see it in malls, beaches, restaurants and clubs. We see it on television and in the movies, and this seems to increase ten-fold with each and every passing year.
Yes, white men do notice it. We try to ignore it, or pretend that it's not really what it seems to be. But, much to our own embarrassment we notice it.
We can easily see how white women so eagerly submit to a black man, regardless of how they're spoken to and how they're treated. We can see so many of the prettiest white girls with 2 or 3 black babies, or more. It doesn't seem to dissuade millions of white women as long as they can belong to a black man, and be in a black man's world.
It doesn't seem like us white men can do anything about it, either. The truth is that we can't.
Despite our futile attempts to keep our women "shielded" from what we see and what we obviously know, I have learned that eventually it will happen. White women will eventually come to realize how superior black men have become in our society, and how weak and inferior us white men have become to them.
This is not by choice, or preference. This is not about fantasy or fetish. It is simply a degrading and demoralizing fact that us white men must contend with. No. We do not want to accept this fact. Many of us have refused to accept it all our lives. However, eventually it becomes too overwhelming for us to deny. My true story is merely a capsulized version of this so-called phenomenon.
My name is Richard, and I am now a 46-year-old white male professional in the high-end corporate sector of computer programming. Many would refer to us as "geeks" with shy, introverted and more timid personalities. For the most part they would be right.
Despite my current 6'4" tall, 195 lb. frame and moderately athletic frame, I am not much of an athlete. Not at all. But, I suppose that I am considered to be quite intelligent with more degrees than most. My looks are average and I have a career that produces more than a comfortable salary. This has been a result of a strict upbringing, education and a successful military career.
To step further back for a moment, I will say that I was more of the shy "nerd" type all through high school. Computers were a relatively new business in the 80's and I became addicted to them right away. I had no long term girlfriends, only "sympathy dates" for school dances and proms, usually set up by my younger sister or a fellow computer geeks sister's girlfriend.
It wasn't until my freshman year of college at the age of 18 that I finally took my nose out of all those books and began to really notice girls. I began to notice them in a different way.
My shy demeanor prevented me from persuing a girlfriend up to that point and, despite the few "sympathy dates" provided for me I remained dedicated to my studies.
In junior college, this feeling changed. Thoughts of the military and their computer programming curriculum intrigued me. I had made up my mind to enlist after my first 2 years of college. But, I did not want to leave school a virgin as I began to admire the feminine form even more.
