**** Friday night
"Would you please stop fidgeting!"
"I can't help it," I replied, completely honestly, turning my pint glass round for the umpteenth time, but stopping my finger drumming lest Claire got properly annoyed, "I'm nervous!"
I almost couldn't believe it - here we were, waiting to meet the 'bull', my sordid fantasy edging closer and closer to becoming a hot-as-fuck reality. The fact that we were here was only scarcely more believable to me than that Claire had agreed to it. Sure, I'd been working away on her for some time now, making it plain as day that this was what I wanted. The sex, the dirty-talk; fuck, that dildo. Still, that she'd gone along with it, that she was willing to contemplate this made me love her even more than I thought possible.
Nevertheless, nerves were definitely a big thing for both of us.
"You're nervous!?" my wife snorted, draining her glass of wine, eyeing a waiter and raising her finger to ask for a top up, the man shaking his head, pointing up to a sign behind him. She scowled.
She adjusted her top, a dark, almost brown red shirt, the buttons undone slightly at the neck, the hint of a black bra just discernible if you looked too closely. She crossed and uncrossed her legs, pulling the dark green skirt back down over her knees as it rode up with her incessant movements.
"But, you have to admit," I smiled, a look of school-boy glee on my face, "it is pretty exciting!"
It was my turn to fiddle with my getup, a smart dark blue blazer over a pressed-white shirt, jeans and black brogues.
We were both sat on a small table, next to each other, towards the back of the busy bar. Punters were coming and going all the time, the happy hum of a bar on a busy Friday evening filling the air. Despite ourselves, every time the door to the bar opened, we both leaned forward, expecting the man we'd set up the met with to come through the doors.
We'd had arranged to meet the bull - Samuel - here, in the busy London bar, as it was a place we all apparently knew. We'd agreed that both Samuel and I would be wearing a red carnation in our respective blazer pockets, so that we could spot each other.
"There'll probably be a pass-phrase," I'd joked. "'The red fox flies over the Volta by night'," I'd said, putting on a hackneyed Russian accent, my eyes narrowing as I did my best spy impression. Claire had laughed so sweetly.
"Is that him?" she asked, expectantly, as a tall, dark-skinned man walked in, a red flower in his blazer. She squeezed my hand painfully tight.
I squinted - "Is that a carnation?"
The man saw a group he evidently knew, hugging a young woman. We both sat back into the upholstered bench.
The sound of a glass smashing suddenly bought a low murmur of 'Way-hay!' from some of the more inebriated clientele. We both sat forward again, looking to see the cause of the commotion: one of the punters had evidently bumped into a man coming through the door, getting knocked to the ground. Towering over the prone figure, his large hand held out to help the stunned fellow up from the floor, was a black man in his late twenties. The unfortunate chap on the floor took the proffered hand, suddenly finding himself yanked quickly to his feet. He dusted himself off, apologising for not looking where he was going and sheepishly went back to his friends.
The tall gent came clearly into view, his eyes scanning the room to try and find something.
My wife let out a little cry of "Oh!", squeezing my hand, as she saw the front of the man's beige blazer, a large red carnation nestled neatly in the top pocket.
Samuel evidently caught a glimpse of me and my red flower and smiled, a flash of bright white teeth with a big gap in between the top front pair. He started to pick his way through the bar, weaving in between the drinkers.
His approach allowed us to get a clearer view of the man. He was certainly tall - six two, maybe three, I guessed - and quite imposing, punters moving out of his path. His blazer seemingly could not quite contain his large shoulders, the garment looking ever so slightly stretched across the top. He was wearing a dark blue shirt underneath the blazer, a pair of jeans and smart brown training shoes.
My wife just kept squeezing my hand ever harder as he got closer, clearly nervous/excited. We were both looking at his dark-skinned face - not midnight black, but not chocolate brown: a warm in-between - his black hair cropped close to his scalp, his big brown eyes seemingly friendly, inviting even. His wide, round face was beaming, his broad smile sat underneath a large, slightly flat nose. I found myself smiling back at him. I turned to Claire to see her doing the same.
"Hello!" said the man as he reached our table, his voice a deep, treacly tone. He reached out a hand as my wife and I both stood up to greet him, me offering mine in return, finding it swallowed up by the enormous paw.
"You must be Neil," he said, still smiling broadly, a hint of an accent - Nigerian? - just detectable. I smiled back.
"And you must be Samuel," I said, stating the obvious, retracting my arm, glad to have my hand free again, shaking it behind my back.
Samuel turned to face my wife, the big man's eyebrows arching upwards, his smile broadening.
"Wow!" he exclaimed, his eyes widening, "So you must be Claire! A pleasure to meet you!"
He took her offered hand and turned it, her palm facing down, leaning forwards over the table to lightly kiss the back of it, his eyes looking up at her all the time. Claire, her own eyes wide, a large happy smile on her face, giggled girlishly; so far, so good.
"May I?" asked Samuel, pulling a chair out from underneath the table.
"Please!" enthused my wife. We all sat.
"Would you like something to drink?" I asked, nodding towards the bar.
"No, you're too kind, but I don't drink."
"First of all," said the man, sitting down only after we'd both sat, facing us, "let me just say it's a pleasure to meet you both! I know this can be a little awkward," - he was looking at my wife the whole time - "but please, do not feel uncomfortable. This is a strictly no strings attached meet. If you feel this isn't working for you, you have second thoughts, there's anything that doesn't sit right, by all means - and I promise, I will not be in the slightest offended - please, do say. You can, of course, leave whenever you want."
I have to say, he did seem like a nice chap. Granted, I think I'd be on my best behaviour if I was being offered a fortune to fuck another man's wife. Still, if the guy were a douche, the whole thing'd be off in a thrice.
"That's awfully good of you," I said, looking briefly to my side at my wife, Claire doing nothing but smile and stare at Samuel.
"Yes," said Claire, seemingly remembering she could speak, "it's fine. We're both brand new to this, but you seem... nice."
Her face was lit up, the slightly goofy smile she wore giving her initial impressions away. I almost breathed a sigh of relief; If she wasn't keen on the guy, the whole thing would have died, then and there.
"Ha!" boomed Samuel, throwing his head back, laughing deeply, "I am very glad to hear it. You," - he fixed Claire with his big eyes, my wife leaning forward, putting her elbows onto the table, resting her chin in her hands - "madame, are a very beautiful young woman."
I saw Claire's face flush, her eyes darting downwards, obviously unable to hold Samuel's intense gaze. Shit, but it was hot!
"Oh, please," she said, her cheeks going a bright pink, one hand casually batting the compliment away.
"I hope you don't mind," he said, looking to his side, searching the room for something, "but I need to make a phone call quickly. Why don't I leave you two alone for a minute, to gather your thoughts, yes?"
He pushed the chair back behind him, standing, my wife's head moving, tilting upwards to follow him. He nodded, quickly, then turned and purposefully walked away.
I heard Claire loudly exhale as the man moved out of earshot, fishing a phone from his inner blazer pocket.
"Well?" I said, turning to look at my still flushed wife, "what do you think?"