Sitting at the counter in her kitchen one morning on a bar stool sipping at her coffee several days after her first clown gig, Ashley couldn't help but smile dreamily, just like she did every time she thought about that day. When her husband left for work and commented how he'd be late coming home tonight, she felt a thrill, thinking about the cheap slut he'd be banging later, almost laughing out loud when she replied, "Ok dear. Have a great day and I'll see ya when I see ya!" As his car pulled out of the driveway, daydreams of his boss Calvin drifted into her head as her hand drifted into her robe, fingers finding her itchy clit. She thought about how outraged he'd be if he found out. Then she thought about why she was so turned on by black men, memories flooding back, things she hadn't thought about for a very long time. She realized that her parents were bigots too, along with their family friends who all went to church with them, the comments and events and the rationalizations playing like a movie in her mind. She also realized that she hadn't been part of the solution but just another part of the problem all these years.
"I have a lot to make up for, I think," she mumbled, resolving to make amends. "What do they call it? Reparations! I'm gonna make reparations by giving myself to Calvin's thick, black cock...." Her head spun at the thought of being her husband's boss's slave, a naked white slut with a collar and chain, kneeling at the feet of a giant, beautiful black man, forced to worship him and serve as his sex toy, her husband Jeff just standing there watching with his cheap bimbo as Calvin slipped his dark dick into her mouth. Sadly, it was just a dream. She couldn't really do that, but what a delicious fantasy. Everyone she knew would lose their minds! That couldn't really happen, could it?
As she closed her eyes and really started to get into her fantasy, rubbing and teasing herself, her cell phone which was sitting on the counter next to her coffee, dinged, a text message lighting up the screen. Glancing over to see who it was, her eyes went wide, heart fluttering when she saw:
Calvin Lancaster: "How's my little clown slut? Still up for another clown job?"
She was beside herself with excitement, speaking out loud to no one, "Oh my GOD!! He called me HIS little clown slut. Fuck yeah I'm still up for it!" She laughed, thinking about how she never speaks like that, being such a proper housewife, and being called a slut was beyond shameful. But then again, does a proper housewife cheat on her husband by dressing up like a clown and bending over for the first fat, black cock she meets? Ashley sighed, feeling like her face would cramp from smiling so much, resigning herself to the fact that she is indeed a slut now and actually NOT a proper housewife anymore. Snatching her phone off the counter, she quickly typed her reply:
Ashley Cavendish: "I'm great -- so happy to hear from you! Yes, I'm absolutely up for it!"
Waiting breathlessly for his response, she held the phone up in front of her, watching intently for his next message. She could feel herself becoming more aroused just by texting with him, "What kind of maniac have I become? I need to get a hold of myself..." Taking deep cleansing breaths, she forced herself to put it down and tried to relax, her heart still beating hard and fast in her chest as she reached for her coffee, trying to take a sip with her hands still shaking slightly. When her phone dinged again, she jerked, startled, spilling the now lukewarm coffee down the front of her robe and all over her lap. Cursing under her breath, she stripped off the robe and tossed it on the tile floor, standing naked as she snatched her phone off the counter to read the next message from Calvin:
Calvin Lancaster: "Good to hear. I have to warn you that it's going to be a more adult type of job this time. No kids and I need a hot, sexy, slutty clown this time. Something I'm sure you can do. Is this ok?"
Her eyes went wide again, mouth open, mind racing over the possibilities of what he meant. When she saw his next text, she actually squeaked out loud:
Calvin Lancaster: "It pays $1000 if that's an incentive."
Standing naked in her kitchen, she reached out to grip the counter, her knuckles white, rereading the texts again two more times before quickly typing a reply:
Ashley Cavendish: "No problem at all! I'd love to be a sexy slutty clown for you any time you want. Just tell me when and where."
After she had hit the send button, she panicked a little, hoping that she didn't sound too trashy or desperate, but truth be told, she was feeling really trashy and desperate at the moment. She just shrugged, feeling reckless and bothered in general, quickly reading the next text from Calvin when her phone dinged:
Calvin Lancaster: "Great! I'll need you at my place this Friday night at 7pm. The address is 77 Licorice Way. I'm gonna need you looking hot and slutty, ok? See you soon!"