She didn't expect it to happen like this.
She had had sex with black guys before. She had liked it, but not anymore than with white guys. Their cocks were bigger, but that one guy, that was packing a foot-long cock was a bit too much, even for her. But this guy was different. He was black, but his blackness was like an armor that he wore, it defined part of his life. A big part. And his cock....
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(hers)
She met him at a club where, as it turns out, he was the featured act on stage that night. His voice was powerful. Notes he would hit would send vibrations straight down from the top of her head, quivering her spine and tingling her pussy lips. At the height of his performance, he let out a yell that was magnificent in its emotion, speaking of loss, pain, and redemption. She had to meet him.
He bounded off stage, covered in sweat. Dripping, in fact. The shine of his sweat, enhanced by the darkness of his skin set off another small chain reaction in her body, making the lips of her pussy moisten slightly as she thought about what might be under the black jeans he wore. He was kind to the people who drifted up to say "Good job, man!", shaking hands and cracking a joke or two. After he had made his way to the bar, she came up just in time to hear him say "Two snakebites, please." He turned, and in that instant, caught her eye.
"Why did you order two drinks?" She said. She could tell he was looking her up and down, knowing he was mentally taking off the baggy skater's jeans and racing jacket she wore.
"So I could have one to give you." He said with a slightly devilish smile. He handed over the drink, the pint glass dripping with condensation. "Hi, my name is..."
"Yeah, yeah, I know what your name is. It's only on the poster out side."
"Wait, wait...I know you. Didn't your uncle work out at that big electronics store? You came in looking for Mos Def cd's, right?"
He met so many people being a "rock star", sometimes everyone looked familiar.
"Yeah, you used to work there, right?"
He took in her small, fairskinned appearance. She was so light, and her hair so blonde, he hadn't thought that she would have even known what hip-hop was. "Yeah, but I fucking hate retail. That will be the last job I work selling people something." He took a swallow of his beer. "Unless it's my own music."
There was something about him, she decided. Something in the way he carried himself. If he was walking to the other side of the room, no one seemed to get in his way. It was as if the people simply parted for him. He had a commanding presence, and she found it riveting. So riveting, in fact, that before she knew it, he was back on stage wishing everyone a good evening and safe travels and the lights in the club were coming on, effectively removing everyone's beer goggles. She lingered over her last beer, watching him pack up, noting how the pants he was wearing stretched tightly over his ass when he bent over.
"You still here?" he said, pushing a (rather small, she thought) wad of bills into his pocket.
"I'm still here." She smiled again.
"Well, that entitles you to a meal on me. I can tell you stories about how stupid your uncle was on the job."
"Shit," she said, sliding off the barstool. "If you told me he did something smart, that would be impressive."
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All-night diners all pretty much look the same, but this one was at least attempting to stay away from that Hopperesque "Nighthawks" look. Bright lighting and a cheery waitress helped dispel the quiet desperation prevalent in such places. They ordered coffee and sandwiches, and lit cigarettes as they waited for the food.
"So, did you see that woman in the way too short skirt dancing like she was on fire? Oh my..." He chuckled at the memory.
"I know!" she said exhaling a giggle of her own with her plume of smoke. "Her pussy was right there, for everyone to see. Fucking beefbowl..."
He ground out his smoke and laughed harder. "Beefbowl? Now that's just nasty."
"No, seriously! It looked like the Tuesday special at Mi Fong Garden. I wanted to order the fried rice."
He was out of his chair now, whooping with laughter. He regained his seat, wiped the tears from his eyes, and lit another cigarette. "So, you wanted to order the fried rice...Does that mean...?"
She looked at him, her eyebrow arching. "Does that mean what? Would I lick her pussy? Yeah, I mean it's not like she wasn't hot."
He couldn't believe it. "You mean, you're gay?"
"No." She chuckled "I get that a lot. I think its cause I don't like to be a girly-girl everyday. I like to wear what's comfortable, and sometimes it makes me look butch. I definitely love the cock. I'm not gay. I just like to check out the other side every once in a while. My tastes are a little more..." She paused thoughtfully. "...specialized."
The waitress arrived with plates. They were silent while their immediate hunger was satisfied. He picked up the second half of his sandwich and said "Specialized how?"
She said "Hmmm?", her mouth full of ham and cheese.
"You said your tastes are more specialized. How? Is it as position thing, a place thing? Do you need a cattle prod to get off?"
She giggled, almost choked on her coffee, cleared her throat and said, "Well... I don't really know if I should tell you this..." She stopped. Could she tell him that she loved being dominated, loved having her face shoved into a pillow or having her hair pulled while a big cock was fucking her from behind? Could she tell him that she loved, almost more than anything, a stinging slap on her ass at the point of orgasm? These things were much more accepted now, in 2005, than they were years ago. But some men had problems with it. They couldn't separate from the admonishment of youth that hitting women was bad.