Eli sat at the table with the people he liked to call friends, looking at them with a certain disdain. He would rather be anywhere else at this point, but these were the power players, the few who would make the difference in his life as a young, upcoming artist; but they were as shallow people as you could get. Just thinking about what clothes they could wear to the next shitty charity banquet. Protesting this and that while still conforming to the same old capitalist mentality.
Great. It was Mackie Allen, this black girl that said she was an art critic. Shit. She couldn't know art if it came and bit her in the ass. She was always fucking smiling and grinning, like a fool. She came and sat at their table, Jennie inviting her gracefully. Jennie and everybody else smiled politely at Mackie as the dumbass chatted about all sorts of inane gossip. How could Jennie, Pearle, Richard and Teri stand this shit?
Now Mackie was rattling off about some new rock band. Who gave a fuck about High Riot, or Hog Rot, or whatever the name was? There are a whole set of stuff more important than this shit.
He was sick of Mackie. Always was. So, he leaned forward and told her that thought.
"Mackie Allen, why the fuck are you always so goddamned ditzy? You think you're so fucking important in the whole scheme of things in this world? You really aren't much, let me tell you. So you need to just cool yourself a bit, you stupid cunt."
He leaned back, watching the stupid smile fade off her dark face. He sat there, smug as a bug, noticing the others' gazes of pitying horror. They all thought that, he said to himself. They just didn't have the balls to really say how they felt. Just like all the sheep in this city.
Mackie slowly gathered her purse from off the table, feeling a little ill. Years of making people happy. Years of being easy-going and cheerful. Being a fair critic. Yet after all that, still an unimportant stupid cunt.
She bit her bottom lip and the spoke, trying to keep out the trembling.
"Maybe I should leave."
"Yeah. Do that." Eli looked away dismissively and she fled ungracefully through the crowded, popular restaurant. Jennie stared at Eli censoriously, and he rolled his eyes. Shit. Now she would never even think about giving him any pussy.
Mackie sat in her bedroom, trying to convince herself to sleep. She sighed, scratching at her heavy breast under the long sleep shirt, and surveyed her neat but lonely space.
The doorbell rang and she jumped, and then stared at her bedside clock. Nine fifteen. Her bedtime, but obviously not for everybody. The bell rang again, and she leaped out, rushing for the door. She stuck an eye to the peephole, and then stepped back, her throat tightening. Eli Grant. The asshole artist. Mackie took a deep breath and pulled open the door.
He stood there, in all dark and smoldering angst, hands stuck in the pockets of his brown jacket. She stared at him, and she wanted him so bad. She had wanted him for the longest time, ever since he came on the scene with a set of shocking pieces. She had given him a glowing review, and he seemed to hold his new found popularity against her. He didn't like popularity, apparently. He was such a contrary fuck.
She wanted him so bad. He looked down at her.
"Hi." She looked at him, the longing and the hurt struggling within her. "Want to come in?"
"I came to apologize," he grated out suddenly, his eyes staring behind her now. "So...sorry."
She snapped out of her horny state, closing her eyes.
"You must really be into Jennie, for you to jump when she asks you to," she commented softly, and his eyes flared at her as he stepped into her apartment.
"Well," he sneered, "At least there's something when I look at Jennie."
She rolled her head to one side and stepped back further away from him. She looked at him, and then gave a weak smile.
"Apology accepted, at least."
He nodded, turning to leave, then was stopped by her questioning voice.
"You really think I'm an ugly fuck, don't you? I mean, really, you think that you're so hot yourself?"
He rolled his eyes and turned back to her.
"You look...normal."
"I'm not an attractive person, by most standards. I'm not sweetly cute, like Teri, or drop dead stunning like Jennie. I never was. So," she stepped back even more, rubbing her arms, "I became funny. I became cheerful. I became everybody's lovable sidekick. More than normal. Accepted in the all the good crowds."
She looked at him, and he realized that she had large brown eyes, with short curly lashes. He also noticed she had great breasts.
"But yesterday, you took that away. You took away my cover. Maybe I ought to thank you." She stepped closer to him, and he got a whiff of her musky scent. "Maybe I can thank you in the universal language between a man and a woman. Because everyone wants to be wanted, you know?" She rubbed her hand slowly down his chest and he stepped away, averting his eyes.
Mackie looked up at him, and then rubbed her dark forehead.
"It sounds shallow, I know, to want to be wanted. But not everybody can be as fucking self-righteous as you."
She stepped suddenly to him, and flung her arms around his neck, kissing him with desperate passion. He went still not moving, feeling her soft mouth roam over his clenched lips. He suddenly felt his cock responding, hardening against her thigh, his mouth answering hers. He felt her nice breasts pressing against him, and he twisted his face away. God, this woman was desperate. He peeled her fingers off his shoulders and neck, grabbing her wrists and holding her away from him. Her plain dark face was twisted in need; then suddenly she went limp, pulling away.
"I want you so much," she said dully. "But you hate me. I don't know why."
He stared at her, and then shook his head.