~Thank you all so much for the support. This chapter is fast paced and a precursor as to what is to come. I hope you all like it.~
**Koco**
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Antonio's mind was spinning. It seemed as if his body had gone numb. Tony knew that what happened in Bianca's past was damaging to her; mentally and physically but he had no clue that the damage had been that permanent. Tony was angry very angry, as he just laid next to Bianca stock still. He honestly couldn't believe what she just said to him. What pissed him off most was that she was just now telling him.
He didn't care if she couldn't have kids; he really didn't. There were so many kids out there that could be adopted, so her being barren wasn't the issue. The issue for Tony was that she just now told him about it. After everything that they had been through together Bianca should have trusted him enough to tell him. Tony was hurt.
He loved Bianca with all his heart and just wanted her to be able to tell him anything. Tony was pulled out of his thoughts by Bianca's frantic movements. She was looking for her clothes. Tony sat up immediately wondering where she was going.
"What are you doing Bianca? You are not going anywhere until we talk about this." Tony said grabbing her and pulling her back into the bed. Even though he was upset with her he didn't want her to leave him.
"Why didn't you tell me sooner?" Tony asked looking her in the eye.
Bianca shivered and Tony rubbed her arms. She could tell that he was angry. That was the last thing Bianca wanted. She just wanted him to be happy. Her not being able to have kids was not making him happy.
"Honestly, I didn't think you would want to be with me if I couldn't bare children. What man wants a woman who can't give him kids?" Bianca said
"Baby, no matter what I will always want you, and love you. The only reason I am upset is that you waited this long to tell me. I want you to be able to tell me anything." Tony said as he knelt down in front of her.
"Well, that is not something many people know about me. The only person who knows is my mother. And that's bad enough. You know what she said to me when I told her?" Bianca asked.
"What did she say?" Tony asked after a long pause.
"She told me that it was God's way of telling me that I wouldn't be a good mother. She told me to get over it." Bianca whispered ashamed to say her mother's thoughts aloud.
Tony just shook his head; still not believing that a mother could be so cruel.
"Baby, You know that is not true. Fuck her, she is the one that shouldn't have children. The only reason I tolerate the idea of her is that she brought you into the world. And baby I don't know what I would do without you." Tony said just as he reached up to hug her.
Bianca hugged him back breathing a sigh of relief that he didn't seem to mind her barren state.
"I'm so sorry that I didn't tell you before." She said feeling like she was going to cry.
"I get why you didn't, but just remember you can tell me anything. I won't judge you. Who am I to judge?" Tony with a hint of humor.
Bianca chuckled a little.
"Okay, I will tell you things from now on." she said.
"Well, I don't about know you but I need a shower; you coming?" Tony said while standing and holding his hand out to her.
Bianca took his hand and followed him in the bathroom. She had never been one for water sports but after that night she was an expert. As the spray of the shower pelted down on them Tony washed Bianca's body.
He made sure he washed her gently between her legs, knowing she was still tender from the night before. Bianca relaxed letting Tony take care of her. He was the only one to ever care enough to do so. Tony leaned in and kissed her. Bianca licked her tongue across his lips, and Tony sucked it into his mouth. He pulled away to ask her was too sore for them to make love.
"No, baby. I want you so bad." Bianca panted as she arched her body into his.
Tony moaned and lifted her against the wall, wrapped her legs around his waist, and slowly slid into her.
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The next morning Tony kissed Bianca goodbye when he dropped her off at home. The kiss lingered a little larger than normal since their emotions were still running high.
"MMMM, baby I need to go but I will call you later. I want to take you out to my favorite restaurant." Antonio said.
"Okay, I will talk to you later then. Have a good day baby." Bianca said hopping out the car. She quickly walked up to her building then jogged up the stairs.
The moment she got in front of her door she knew something was wrong. The door was unlocked. That was the first clue.
When she pushed the door open with her foot she let out a strangled scream. Her apartment looked like something out of a junkyard.
Bianca's couch cushions were slit, the glass tables and windows were shattered, and the air reeked of urine. Bianca took a step back when she took in the words 'bitch' and 'Marcato whore' painted in thick red paint across her walls.
Bianca stood there for about fifteen minutes in shock before she called Tony. For some reason she didn't think the police should be involved.
Tony looked down at the caller id as he stepped into his office. He started not to answer but something just told him to.
"Hey, baby. You miss me already?" Tony joked.
