And that's how it went. Melody burned to ask April to let her have Kumar more than once a week, but was too shy to do so.
She'll think me a sex-crazed nympho,
she thought to herself, even though it struck her as deeply unfair that both April and Carolyn had Kumar three times a week and she only once. But as the weeks passed, another thing bothered herâand the other women as well:
Was Kumar going to move permanently to Seattle or not?
He had been very cagey about how his "work" was progressing on that front. He was clearly making good contacts with tech firms in the areaânot least of which was Microsoft, whose huge campus in Redmond he visited several timesâbut as the days stretched on, he refused to say whether those contacts would be sufficient for him to uproot himself from Ithaca and come all the way across the country.
None of the women had the courage to ask him about the matter, as they were all terrified to receive a negative answer. In fact, they did everything they could to avoid the subject, while at the same time being supremely frustrated that Kumar himself didn't provide even the slightest clue as to his situation.
On a Thursday in mid-Augustâjust two days before he was scheduled to head home, and about ten days before April and Melody were to begin freshman orientation at the universityâthe women's feelings almost boiled over. During dinner, the three females were looking almost haggard with expectation and foreboding. Even Carolyn, all too experienced as she was in being deserted by a man, had an ashen expression, and the usually bubbly April could hardly speak a word. They were all just looking at Kumar, begging him to put them out of their misery. It was Melody whose secret thought was echoed in the minds of the other two:
God, it would almost be a relief if he were to tell us he was just going home and not coming backâat least we'd
know,
and not be held in this horrible state of suspense.
But as the quartet was settling down to a dinner that none of them seemed to want, Kumar finally broke his silence.
He extended a hand over to Carolyn, sitting next to him, and said almost inaudibly: "Is there room for me in this house?"
Carolyn at first didn't understand the full impact of his words. When she did so, she seemed to grow dizzy and wondered if she was going to faint.
"You mean . . .?" She couldn't say anything more.
"I believe I can move here permanently, if you'll have me." That final phrase took in the two young women as well.
It was April who let out a whoop of joy as if she were cheering on her favorite football team. She flew up from her chair and flopped onto Kumar's lap, holding his head close to her chest. The other two women were scarcely less enthusiastic, wrapping Kumar in a clumsy embrace on either side of him. The sensation of three women's breasts, even if underneath clothing, all pressing against his face and head was certainly an unusual one, but he was not inclined to complain.
After the women had calmed down a bit and resumed their seats, Carolyn looked at Kumar as if he were a mischievous schoolboy and said: "Why did it take you so long to decide? God, we were all going crazy waiting for you to make up your mind. Weren't we, girls?"
April and Melody nodded their heads vigorously.
Kumar had the good grace to look abashed. "Well, gee, I didn't think it was as bad as that." Ignoring eye-rollings from all three women, he went on quickly: "It was just thatâthat I wasn't really
sure
I could do my work here. In fact, I'm
still
not absolutely sure. A lot of the companies I've been in touch with haven't explicitly said they want my services. Theyâ"
"Well,
we
want your services!" April had the audacity to say.
Kumar blushed and continued speaking as if she hadn't uttered. "They seem impressed with me, but in some cases nothing definite has been put on the table. So it's going to be a little unnerving for me, at least at the start."
"Kumar," Carolyn said, "you'll have a roof over your head. That's something, isn't it?"
"I'm not going to freeload off of anyone's generosityâespecially a woman's," he said sharply. Carolyn gave him a look that said:
My God, Kumar, we're not living in the nineteenth century! Do you really think you're going to be something like a "kept man"?
"Anyway," he went on resolutely, "I have some savingsâquite a lot of them, in fact. So overall I think it's going to be okay."
And everyone had to be satisfied with that. Melody made sure to express her approval of Kumar's move by some particularly energetic acts during their post-dinner lovemaking. Carolynâwho drifted into the master bedroom after Melody left, with the smell of sex still pungently in the air and in the bedâwas inclined to see if he was up for any more cuddling but suspected the poor man was probably exhausted, both physically and emotionally.
But April wouldn't take no for an answer the next night, making him perform almost beyond his capacity.
And then he went back to Ithaca.
He said it would take him at least three or four weeks to get his affairs in order, pack up his things (most of his furniture he would sell or give away), and make the big move. For the girls that was okay, because they soon became swept up in the daunting process of becoming undergraduates. April would be living at home, but Melody was moving into a coed dorm with a female roommate, and thatâalong with orientationâdistracted her enough that she didn't think too often about the gaping absence of Kumar from various parts of her body.
Kumar returned for good in mid-September, getting comfortably lodged in Carolyn's house. Reserved as she was, she didn't outwardly show it, but she was supremely thrilled at once again cohabiting with a man. Those six years of marriage to Jeremy had, on the whole, been deeply satisfying, and she had gloried in suddenly being both a wife and a mother, even if the child in question was not the product of her own womb. Of course, April had been quite a handful, and Jeremy had been notably deficient in the discipline department where his daughter was concerned; toward the end, he almost acted as if he was in some weird way afraid of April, avoiding her company or at least making sure he was never alone with her. Carolyn could tell that April had been hurt and confused by that, but she figured it was just something to do with the early midlife crisis that Jeremy was apparently sufferingâand that eventually led him, three years ago, to desert the two women in his life without any coherent explanation.
But now Kumar had restored to Carolyn a sense of her importance in a man's life, especially as April was on the threshold of full adulthood. She was not quite clear in her own mind why she didn't care that Kumar was intimate with both her and Aprilâand with Melody, who still insisted on her Thursday night meetings with her lover, which now included an overnight stayâbut that's just how it was. Carolyn thought of herself as an easy-going, even-tempered woman who didn't freak out unnecessarily and who refused to succumb to envy or jealousy. She was confident in her own status as a desirable womanâand Kumar had emphasized in no uncertain terms how much he loved her and found her satisfying to him in every way.
As the months passed, the four of them settled into a workable pattern. Melody even started spending Sunday nights at the house, having dinner with the others and snuggling up with April while Kumar and Carolyn were in the master bedroom. Both the girls were working hard at their schoolwork, which was exponentially more challenging than what they had done in high school; and Sunday nights were a good chance to chill before the onslaught of classes and assignments began all over again the next day.
April had made no secret of wanting to do a bit more than merely snuggling with Melody. ("I mean, we seem like adolescents in a slumber party!") She had found her impromptu lesbian fling with Lindsey and Maryann more stimulating than she was willing to admit publicly (
but what's wrong with being bisexual?âin fact, it's kind of fashionable
), but Melody still seemed a bit resistant.
There was one Sunday in mid-December when, as the two of them were in the comfortable queen-size bed, with Melody on the verge of drifting off to sleep, lying flat on her back, April impudently turned to her and gave her a sloppy kiss on the mouth.
Melody's eyes popped open and she made a strange little choking sound. "April, what are you doing? I'm trying to sleep."
"You looked so cute lying there," she cooed, boldly extending a hand to stroke one of Melody's small breasts over her flannel nightgown.
"Oh, April, stop it! I'm not interested."
"Why not? It'll be fun."
"Not to me."
"Oh, come on! Don't tell me you've never wanted to lick a girl's pussy."
Melody gave her friend a sour look. "It's not exactly been high on my agenda."
"Well, you should try it. As Kumar says, every girl's pussy tastes different."
"Glad to know that, but I don't need any firsthand experience on that point."
"Oh, you party-pooper!"
It was just at that point that some criesâboth male and femaleâcould be heard emerging from the master bedroom. Both the girls smiled at that.
"Gee, wouldn't you like to see what they're doing?" April said.
"
That's
something I might be interested in," Melody said without thinking. Then, shaking her head vigorously, she added: "No, that's terrible. How could we even think of invading their privacy that way?"
"Yeah, you're right," April admitted. "Anyway, we have a pretty good idea what they're doing. I mean, he does pretty much the same things to us, doesn't he?"
"I guess he does."
"You're now good with rear entry?"
"SureâI like it."
"Doesn't hurt?"