Angel sat at her dressing table and gazed into the mirror. She was preparing herself for tonight's visit to Igwe Orizu and his philosophy circle. Philosophy, however, was not on her mind. Even now she could feel her body tingling in anticipation, and guilt was on the forefront of her mind.
She was safely and happily married. Her husband loved her, and she loved him. They had three fun filled children, and she should be setting an example to them.
Instead all she could think about was Igwe's cock and how good it had felt inside her! A black man! Her father would have a fit if he knew. His inbuilt racism would be appalled if he knew his beloved daughter was sitting here mooning over a black cock and the pleasure it was capable of giving her.
But she was married. She shouldn't be thinking like this.
Movement in the garden caught her eye. A pair of bee-eaters seemed to be competing with a pair of sunbirds to enjoy one of the gardens many water filled stone bird-baths.
She paused for a moment to watch the fluttering birds swoop and swirl in the bright sunlight. Admiring their bright cheerful plumage. Then as if reminded she turned back to the mirror. She had her own plumage to prepare.
She looked at herself in the mirror. A beautiful woman met her gaze and stared back to her. Was she lucky to be beautiful, or cursed? She did not need many touch's to enhance her perfection. Knowing she was beautiful, and men desired her had never provided her with any confidence or security.
Differentiating between who loved her, and who lusted after her had been a confusing period in her younger years and she had been happy to attach herself to Mark. Mark was rock solid, dependable and adored her, qualities that reminded her of her father. It had been easy to cling on to Mark.
She loved him. Which made the behaviour of her body unaccountable. She sat before her mirror looking into her calm eyes. Eyes that did not reflect the treacherous nature of her body, which was tingling in anticipation of what might happen after the philosophy circle finished, but before her husband arrived to take her home.
What might happen when Igwe Orizu turned his attention on her alone and took hold of her? A spasm rippled through her pussy as she sat there, and she bit her lip. A spasm of guilt overwhelmed at her body's treacherous reaction.
She loved Mark, but Igwe was going to take hold of her tonight and when he did she would melt.
The answer was not to go.
To not see him again.
Her marriage was important. Her children were important. Her faith in her god was important, and god's laws stated that you did not break your marriage vows.
Angel nibbled her lip.
The idea of not going was a torment....a torment that tore her soul, writhed her heart, and filled her with fear.
She would go, she wanted to go, she wanted...and she hung her head in her hands. She was confused. What did she want?
She knew what Igwe wanted. He was despite all his remarkable charm, intellect, and wealth, just like all the other black men in Africa. He wanted to put his hands on her white curvy body, to touch and caress, to strip away her clothes and mount her in a frenzy of lust and desire.
She cursed. She had just soaked her panties! She would have to change them before she left.
To allow him to do so would be to break her marriage vows! If she went to his villa tonight she would not be able to resist him. She knew that. She also new that the thought of not going tonight was a torment she could not bear.
The first time had been an accident. The second time she had resisted him, and he had taken her anyway. To see him again, would have only one result. She could not kid herself that if she went to him again then the third time would be anything other than a willing submission. A conscious a deliberate betrayal of her husband and the vows she made before God all those years before.
Those vows still counted. They still meant something.
But it was black! A tremor ran through her. The local white community ostracised white women who took African lovers. They were still traumatised by the guerrilla war. By fear of what the new Black African government might do.
They had been right to fear. Certain Africans were the new elite. With political power, and legislative power, they were increasing their control of the previously white dominated economy. There was now a growing core of extremely rich African businessman and Igwe was one of those.
These men had seized the country. Gained political power, then economic power. All taken from an aggrieved white community. They were now taking the next step. They had set their sights on taking the white women away from the remaining white men.
Not that Angela thought along those lines,
Angel had no great ties to the local white community. She was English, and the wife of a professional Englishman. They had been in Zimbabwe six months. In six months she had seen a new world.
A world were white women broke with convention. In which they took African men as lovers.
She had not seen Igwe's cock. She had not touched it. She had felt it push up inside her. She had felt its hot length pulse and throb inside her. Had been held in place while it thrust and surged up and down inside her. Had felt that extra-ordinary experience of Igwe's orgasm and that shooting hot rush sperm fountain up inside her. Something she had not particularly experienced with Mark.
She wanted to experience that cock again. It was big and thick and long and she wanted it! She wanted to be stretched and pummeled. She wanted to be fucked by him!
The bedroom door opened and Mark walked in.
'Hi honey. Sorry I'm late.'
Flustered Angel flapped, but Mark did not notice. Throwing his suitcase down by the door, he went through to the en-suite bathroom.
Angel gathered her thought and looked back into the mirror, a few touches were all that was needed.
When Mark re-appears Angel was standing and facing him. He stopped dead in his tracks.
"Wow, honey, you look absolutely gorgeous."
A pang of doubt and fear overwhelmed Angel. After all these years her husband could still confound her. The love and admiration in his voice was so heartfelt. How could she do this to him?
She couldn't!
She was resolved.
All her musing and pondering evaporated in an intense feeling of love for her husband. She could feel the warmth of his heart, and her lust for Igwe evaporated in a warm glow.