David learns he has no choice but to tell Diana his fiancee about what happened in Vegas and when he tells her, she's not going to be happy. She's going to want heads to roll and people to pay.
CHAPTER 2
'Please, just leave me alone. I know what happened between us wasn't your fault, but I'm not handling it too well, if you try to talk to me, or apologize for what happened, I'll lose it right here, right now, and I don't want that to happen. So please just go.'
Arlene's words invaded David's mind, the frail tone of her voice and the way she looked when she said them stung his heart.
It was now three weeks after their trip to Vegas and David was home preparing for his upcoming marriage in a week to Diana Weston.
This should be a very happy time for David, but it wasn't because his mind was filled with what happened between him and Arlene and the possible ramifications. The fact that she understood that what happened between them wasn't his fault made the guilt he felt an even heavier burden for him to bear. He had to tell Diana about what happened; he couldn't and wouldn't start his marriage to her with a lie hanging over it.
David and Diana have known each other all their lives, their families are close. They started dating their junior year of high school. They went through all the normal things every romantically involved couple went through while dating. They would argue and break up, but always managed to find their way back to each other after a while.
However, after graduating from high school, they broke up because they would be attending different colleges, in different states and neither of them felt they could nor wanted to maintain a long-distance relationship.
It was after they graduated from college, and they were both attending their families' annual combined Fourth of July barbeque that they once again became a couple. Because they were more mature, their relationship was going a lot smoother this time around.
They'd been seeing each other for about two years when Diana brought up the subject of marriage. David was caught off guard and didn't know what to think or how to react when she brought it up. He never thought about it, at least not when it came to Diana. He considered their relationship to be fine the way it was and saw no need to change it.
That was his response to Diana every time she mentioned the subject of marriage to him. She responded by getting angry and threatening to end things between them, saying that if he felt that way, there was no reason for them to continue seeing each other. She asked David if he loved her. That wasn't a question David could say yes or no to. He cared about Diana, and he wanted her to be happy, but he couldn't say that what he felt for her was love. He didn't know what label to put on his feelings for her.
After giving the idea of marrying Diana some thought David finally gave in one night, years later when he and Diana were having dinner one evening at his parents' home. He surprised her by taking her for a walk out in the garden after dinner where he got down on one knee and asked her to marry him.
Diana was so happy and surprised; she started crying, but she told David she had to think about it, (which surprised David) a week later she said yes. That was six months ago.
Now he was standing in his living room, three weeks after returning from his bachelor party in Vegas, trying to decide if he should tell Diana about what happened between him and Arlene. He tried to do as his brother and friends suggested and put the event behind him. However, he couldn't because he was having flashes of memories about that night that if they were true, had possible consequences that he wouldn't be able to forget about nor live with.
When they returned home from Vegas his relationship with his brother, Franklin Jr. and his friends had changed. David was so angry that he distanced himself from them, cutting off all contact. He wouldn't communicate with them either in person, on the phone, or through emails.
His parents and Diana noticed the change in his attitude towards his brother and his friends since the Vegas trip and wanted to know what had happened between them, but because he didn't want to get his brother into trouble with his parents, David didn't tell them. He simply told them that it was something they would eventually work out.
It was only when his parents grew tired of the distance and tension between David, Franklin Jr., and their friends and they tricked him into seeing his brother and his friends, forcing them to talk about what happened that David started to rebuild his relationship with them.
David needed someone to talk to; he took out his cell phone and started dialing a number. He didn't know why he called Raymond over to talk about how he was feeling, especially when he already knew Raymond's opinion on, he how he should handle what happened in Vegas. Maybe that was the reason why he called Raymond. He wanted him to convince him one more time that not telling Diana was the right thing to do.
When Raymond arrived at the Fitzgerald's home, their butler, Carter led him to the living room where he found David pacing back and forth in front of the fireplace.
"Hey, man," Raymond said, letting David know that he was in the room.
"Hey," David replied, walking over to Raymond, and greeting him with a buddy handshake and a chest bump, the male version of a hug. "Thanks for coming over."
"No, problem," Raymond replied. "What do you want to talk about?"
"Sit down," David said, offering Raymond a seat on the couch. David sat down next to him.
"What's wrong?" Raymond asked, noticing the worried look on David's face.
"Raymond, I'm still not comfortable marrying Diana and she doesn't know about..."
"Please tell me you're not thinking about telling Diana, you slept with that black girl," Raymond said not believing what he knew David was about to say to him. "I thought we settled this before we left Vegas."
"Her name is Arlene, and yes, I am still thinking of telling Diana about me sleeping with her," David said. "I really think I should tell her."
"Why would you want to tell Diana about a one-time, one-night stand," Raymond asked, growing frustrated with his friend?
"I didn't use a condom, Raymond," David declared, "and there are two big things that could come from that, two very big things. And the consequences of those two very big things could alter my life and change my relationship with Diana."
"Have you heard from this woman?" Raymond asked, wondering if that was why David was changing his mind about not telling Diana.
"No, Arlene hasn't contacted me," David said. "She wouldn't know how to contact me. I didn't give her any information about me besides my name, and I don't have any information about her besides her name and the fact that she lives in Atlanta."
"Is the fact that you can't be sure she doesn't have A.I.D.S., a sexually transmitted disease, or that she might be pregnant the only reasons why you want to tell Diana?" Raymond asked.
"I want to tell her because of those possibilities, and because I think she should know," David said. "I can't and won't marry Diana with this secret hanging over me like a boulder dangling on a thin thread ready to drop on my marriage at any moment and destroy it. I don't want to live like that, I can't live like that."
"She's going to be very hurt and very upset if you tell her," Raymond remarked. "She might call off the wedding."
"Maybe you, Franklin, William, Jonathan, and Arlene's friends should've thought about that before deciding to pull your little joke!" David groused.
Raymond hung his head.
"Diana may be hurt and upset with me when she hears about what I've done," David said, regaining control of his temper, "but I feel it's something she should know, and hear about from me. I think I should prepare her for the possibility of what happened between Arlene, and me possibly bringing Arlene back into our lives."
"I wish you would think about this a little longer before you say anything to Diana," Raymond said. "I'm sure you'll realize that I'm right. You'll see that not telling her is the best thing you can do for everyone."