Dear reader, this is the sequel to Amy's Awakening, a true story relating the experience of a couple as they discover and explore interracial sex.
Amy's Story Part 2: Amy's Surrender
I woke up still glowing from the previous night even though my vagina and jaw were sore from James' huge cock.
I had the fantasy for such a long time; it was hard to believe that I actually got to live it out! Best yet, my husband Mark was elated, and I was so glad to have such a great and understanding husband!
Actually the previous night was even better than my fantasies could have allowed. The sex was incredible! It was so much more intense than I ever imagined it could be. When James was fucking me, it was sensory overload. I had no idea what would happen. I also had to admit there were some definite thoughts and emotions that were very confusing and at the same time very exciting! I felt so much pleasure and ecstasy when he was fucking me that I would have agreed to just about anything just so he wouldn't stop!
I just remembered cumming so much, loving the feel of his black cock in my mouth and pussy. When he first entered me, it hurt because he is so thick. I didn't think I was a black cock slut yet, but I certainly behaved like one the previous night!
It was like I had no inhibitions and yes, the orgasms were very intense. I think it was the thickness of his cock. He was longer than Mark, I even felt him near my cervix; no one had ever been so deep before! But it was how thick he was that made me cum so hard and feel so full! It was amazing!
I also loved how he spoke dirty to me as he fucked me, asking me how I liked his big black cock, making me say that I was a white slut for nigger cock, telling me that I was his bitch! I was proud that I was his bitch and wanted him to fuck me harder and I begged him to. I felt I needed to be submissive to James. It made me feel sexy, and there was something about giving myself to him that made me feel something amazing I just couldn't explain.
It's funny, for the longest time I looked down on women who dressed or acted slutty, but after being with James I understood why they do it! It is fun to be bad! I was kind of surprised when the white girlfriend of James' friend met us wearing that "Bitch" t-shirt. After a night with James, I understood. I no longer regarded the terms "bitch" or "slut" to be negative anymore. A week before I never even uttered the word "nigger", but after being with James, he and his friend used it so frequently, it just rolled off the tongue. I loved the idea that he brought out the slut in me. Isn't that bad? I had become his white bitch!
Oh, and what a specimen of a man James was. I figured that if you are going to have a black man for a lover, you might as well have one that is built like a god. James was muscular, but not overly so, tall, handsome and dark. I got wet just thinking about it! It was driving me crazy. Nobody had any idea how badly I wanted James again; I was starting to think that I was addicted, because all I could think about was being a slut for a big black cock!
Yes, that was it; he was my black Adonis.
I felt that we were meant to be together. I think most women are wired to be submissive to a dominant alpha male, but many are afraid to admit that to themselves because society has said that they shouldn't. Who is more dominant than a large, powerful black man? They just have this presence about them that is amazing. And while I love Markβhe is my husband and, along with my children, the most important thing in my lifeβI realized that after my experience of the previous night, there was a special bond between James and me that I could not deny. While I knew I'd always enjoy lovemaking with Mark, with James it was different. He carried me to a level of sexual ecstasy that Mark simple was not physically capable of matching. James unleashed in me something totally different. I just needed him so badly; I wanted to please him so much!
I couldn't stop thinking about James. It hurt not to be near him, and I was thinking about calling him just to hear the mellow, baritone sound of his voice. I really wanted to get together with him again that weekend. It wasn't just the amazing sex; it was how I felt when I was with him, dressing sexy for him, dancing with him, being held in his strong black arms, having others see me with him. I know that sounds like a silly teenage girl, but I couldn't help it. I didn't think I could say that I was in love with James, but certainly I was in lust with him!
When I was getting fucked by James last Friday night I was in a state of so much pleasure and ecstasy that I would have agreed to just about anything just so he would keep fucking me! I was so confused at that point, but on the other hand, it was all good! I forced myself to let things settle down and discuss my feeling with Mark before I called.
Mark and I had a very frank discussion that Monday night. I told him, "Mark I think I'm in lust with James. I can't get Friday night out of my mind. The whole thing was so erotic. I loved the hot sex between James and me and that I loved everything about it. I loved being James' bitch! He made me feel so sexy and desirable."
Mark responded, "I am amazed that it ever happened. I was also surprised how much you enjoyed it. It was incredibly erotic. I loved watching you, and I'm proud of you for having the courage to go through with it. I'm just happy that you enjoyed it as much as you did. I think you're incredibly sexy just for doing it. It is so hot to have a sexy wife who is becoming more sexually uninhibited!"
I asked him, "Is it alright with you if I continued to see James?"
He replied, "Hell yes, if that is what you want."
I added, "I might get together with James by myself sometime, if that is OK with you?"
His answer was, "I'm OK with that, as long as we keep things honest and in the open, and you never lie to me about your relationship with him."
I felt so lucky; I had a great husband whom I loved and a big black stud to give me incredible sex. What more could a girl ask for? Mark enjoyed seeing me be submissive to a black man; it is such a turn on for him. I planned be the best slut I could be for James, because I figured if I did that, it will please both my men.
I did have to admit to myself that I also felt a little insecure. James could have any woman he wanted, but it was with me he chose to spend last Friday night. I'm six years older than he, and my body wasn't what it was when I was in my twenties and before two children.
I know he finds it attractive to be fucking another man's white wife. It also pleased him, that for him, I'm a wanton slut. I realized that if I was to keep his interest, I would have to be the best white bitch and slut I could be. By doing that, I hoped that he would crave more! I knew I wouldn't know what the boundaries would be until I came to them, but I'd had already crossed ones that I never thought I would! I wondered where this would lead.
After my serious discussion with Mark, I called James and he agreed to meet me at the mall for lunch to talk about where we might be going with this thing.
We met at the food court and had a quick bite to eat. We talked and we agreed that we had a great time together on Friday, that the sex was amazing. I told him that I definitely wanted to see him again and that I wanted to be his bitch. He smiled when I said that and he said that he would like that too.
I also told him that Mark was my husband and that he couldn't ask me to betray him or lie to him in any way. I said that there would be times that Mark would be there, and if he didn't like that then the whole thing was off, and he was OK with that. I asked him if he had any girlfriends and he smiled again and said that there were a few women he saw from time to time. I told him that he couldn't fuck me without a condom until he was tested, and he said we would figure something out.
We didn't have that much time because we both had to get back after about one hour, but we did a little shopping which was very great. We found a store that had some sexy outfits and he picked out a small white t-shirt for me that said "porn star" on it, and I found a little black mini-skirt to go with it. I didn't find a pair of shoes that I liked, but I had found a website that has some really slutty shoes, so I figured I could pick something from there.
We did get a few looks from some people at the mall which made me feel naughty! People had no trouble seeing my wedding ring and that James wasn't wearing one. On top of that, there we were buying slutty clothing.
Anyway, before we left, I was so wet and horny that I walked back to James' car with him. As I got in with him, he questioned, "You here to suck some nigga cock, bitch?"
"I'm here to suck my nigger's cock," I replied as I fished his penis out of his pants.