I have tried to detail my lust for women from my own experiences. To describe to you what I feel inside. What it's like to go from sexually desiring a divorce attorney, watching lesbian porn, and fingering myself into oblivion to being engaged to a beautiful young woman. I still can't find the words to tell you how absolutely addicted I am to her. Especially sexually. With any of the women I dated. The number of times I have been dripping wet while down on my knees licking a pussy, knowing in time she'd be licking mine, has been sheer excitement. To discover and accept that I no longer wanted to be with men. I didn't need dick. I was lusting for something so different from what I had known.
I call it being pussy crazy. I can't define it any other way. It's like a drug. I couldn't have imagined in my teens or early twenties that I would ever be here. That after sucking cock for almost two decades, getting married, having children, and loving it all. That one divorce, one broken heart, one sexy-ass divorce lawyer, an unexpected single mother, and a host of dreams, fantasies, toys, and videos would have me planning a wedding with a woman. It still blows my mind. And if you think our sex life calmed down after we decided to get married, move in together, and start our lives, you'd be wrong. Like I said in my last story, once we had everyone on our side and we were moving forward, we were like two rabid nymphomaniacs, licking, sucking, fingering, and cumming every chance we could.
After my birthday, we were completely out. Everyone knew. There was no secret lesbian lust going on. No closet love that someone suspected but never could prove. No matter who accepted it, liked it, or supported it, we were moving forward. I held completely firm to the belief that this was our fate. I wasn't pushing for a wedding to be some pink-haired liberal agitator, or be boisterous. I was planning a wedding with her because I was in love. I knew I liked lesbian sex. I loved licking pussy. I was ready to take that step. And so was she.
The day we went dress shopping together was an amazing feeling. Something I never suspected I would ever do again. While changing and trying on different dresses, I got so aroused and wet that I had to take my panties off. Of course, after I slid them off, and with each new dress I tried on, I'd flash Amber when the sales lady wasn't looking, letting her know I was bottomless and horny. I think if we could have had sex right there in the boutique, we would have. She didn't take her panties off, but she would flash me as well. It was like a game. To get each other so aroused while wedding dress shopping.
When our time there was over, we never told each other which dress we were going to wear at the altar. That was going to be a surprise on our wedding day. But we had a shit load of fun trying them on. Minutes after we left the store, still parked in the oversized parking lot of the supercenter that held the dress store, Amber's fingers were in my pants. She was leaning over the center armrest whispering out words of love and excitement as she teased my clit, getting me wetter than I already was. I think somewhere in the mix of our relationship, I turned her into a nymphomaniac, because I have to tell you, she was always ready to fuck. Of course, it wasn't long until we were both leaning towards one another, deeply kissing, while we had our hands down each other's pants. We quickly fingered each other to orgasm in the front seat of my car, licking our fingers when we were done. It's almost customary for us to get each other off at any given moment.
We went through all the rigmarole of planning a wedding--the flowers, the venue, the DJ, the photographer, and all eight bridesmaids. There was no "best man." We found a very open, sexually friendly church and a licensed minister who was willing to marry two women. We put every bit of our time, money, energy, and life into making this a great wedding, and it went off without a hitch.
The night before the wedding, she went home. She still believed in the old adage that "a man doesn't see his bride the night before the ceremony." I tried explaining we were two women, and she lived here. There weren't any secrets, but she felt she needed to go home and spend one last night with her parents. I, on the other hand, took advantage of having no children in a house to myself. I thought about her all night. I prayed to the lord for us to be together always. Thanked him for her. Begged of him to make me never want a dick again. To have her lust after me, the way I lust after her. To be two, pussy loving women who can't get enough. Of course, thinking, all that, saying all that, and visualize all that made me so horny, I had to finger myself.
The next morning, our day had arrived. As tedious as planning this whole thing was, and considering the amount of money we had spent, it was our day. I walked down the aisle first. My dress was white, off-the-shoulder, and had a smaller train than most blushing brides. My bridesmaids stood behind me, and Amber's were on the other side. Since this was her first wedding, I wanted it to go off as perfectly as possible. When the music started playing and the rear doors of the church opened, Amber stood holding a set of flowers in her hands. Her arms were lightly covered in long, silky gloves, and her hair was up. The veil was over her face. The long flowing white dress, with a train a mile long. Her father walked her down the aisle, and as much as I still think he was leery of "giving his daughter to this woman," he said the words he needed to, let me take her and guide her to the altar.
We both repeated the vows the minister asked us to, sliding the rings onto our fingers. We both promised to love and honor each other. When the minister said, "You may kiss the bride," I lifted her veil and softly kissed her lips, whispering, "I love you."
We walked back down the aisle, woman and woman. We cried tears of joy, held hands, and were both covered in sweat from nervousness and the hot day we had chosen to get married. After the bombardment of pictures together, with our family, and a few chugging bottles of water, it was our time to drive to the reception.