Veronica inhaled and breathed out slowly. "About ten months ago, I worked as a dancer in one of Dante's clubs at night while going to classes during the day. I... had some distractions after high school, and after too many years dealing with them, I was trying to finally get my Associate's Degree in English, and then I planned to eventually move to the university and get my bachelor's degree; I want to work as an elementary school teacher someday, though after everything that I did I'm not sure that's possible anymore... Anyway, Dante's the dealer I told you about, the guy you call 'Ass-Clown,' 'Fucktard,' 'Dirtbag,' and just 'asshole.' You're not wrong with any of those, either..."
"Okay, so you were supporting yourself through college as an exotic dancer, a stripper, right?" He clarified.
"Yes."
He held out his hand again, indicating she should proceed.
"So one night, Dante called me up to his office after closing time, as I was changing and trying to get my share of the tips. He told me to get down on my knees and give him a blowjob, right there in his office with two of his flunkies watching. I told him I wasn't his girlfriend and wouldn't do it, but he laughed and then asked me how much money I wanted to suck his dick. I told him I wasn't a whore, tried to leave his office, but one of his thugs, a fat man with a shaved head and fat rolls on his neck, blocked the door. Dante laughed at me again. He reminded me that I had, in fact, worked as an escort for a month before going to work in the club, when I was trying to work off a debt my youngest sister owed Dante. Because he thought I was good looking and exotically dark, Lamar, my pimp, decided I would only service white clients who would pay extra for a thin woman like me with big breasts and very dark skin; maybe he was right, I had several repeat customers, all middle-aged white guys, who would pay Lamar over $1,500 for a night of my time. And it was strange, most of the time we'd only have sex once or twice, and always with condoms, and the rest of the time it was like they wanted a rent-a-wife, someone to listen to them bitch about work, drink champagne with them, sleep in their beds with them, things like that. I hated it, but there was no other way I knew to help my sister earn the $5,000 in 30 days that she owed Dante for her fucking-dumbass boyfriend's bail bond." Veronica didn't know why she was gushing so much about her background, but it had been a long time since she felt like she could or should let the events of the last year out. Also, Jack was a good listener, and his squinty cat's eyes, crooked smile on his strong jaw and handsome face made her feel relaxed. She saw he was genuinely interested in knowing her, and she was starting to really enjoy feeling his attention...
"Hold on," Jack interjected as Veronica paused to take a breath. "I'm no math major, but if you were getting $1,500 a night to sleep with those guys, why did you have to work as an escort for a month to work off $5,000?" Jack asked. "That's only, what, three nights of work?"
"Because I never touched the money; Lamar setup the appointments and received the cash. I just showed up at the trick's house at the right time, texted Lamar when I was there, and then texted him again before I left. Neither Lamar nor any of my clients paid me very much during that time, and it wasn't as though I was actually working to earn against a target of $5,000; my sister borrowed $5,000 from Dante, and then didn't pay him, so the only way I could protect her from Dante was to work for that full month as an escort, no matter how much money I brought in." Veronica explained.
"Why didn't your sister work off that money instead of you? It wasn't your boyfriend's debt..." Jack observed.
"Because, in Igbo culture, especially after my dad died and my mom moved back to Africa, since we had no male relatives here, I was the only one who could help her. And as the oldest daughter, too old in Igbo culture to still get married to a man from a good family, I had a duty to try and help my younger sister fix her life. In our culture, and after the consequences of some of those distractions in my own life, it was more pragmatic for me to take on even an odious burden like that, if it would help my sister and in doing so, help our family." Veronica told him, the sadness and shame she still felt was palpable to Jack as he listened.
"Anyway," she said, collecting her feelings and moving back into answering Jack's earlier question. "Dante was Lamar's boss, and when Dante actually saw me in person, he told Lamar that I was too good looking to turn tricks, that he wanted me to work at his club so he could bring in more white guys looking for black dancers, so I started working at 'Baby Dolls,' one of Dante's clubs."
"That night when he wanted me to blow him and I didn't want to, after he asked me how much it would cost, someone fired a gun on the main level, which is strange because we'd already closed. Only Dante's loser friends should have been in the club with guns at that time of night. Dante heard the shot, got out his own gun, pushed past me and knocked me on my ass, and then ran out of the office toward the stairs down to the main level. One of his boys, Laquan, the fat and bald guy, yelled at me to get out of the office, kicking me every time I tried to stand up until I gave up on that and just crawled on my hands and knees out the door. Then he pulled the door shut behind him and ran down the stairs. But the door didn't stay shut, it popped back open. When I waited a minute and none of them came back to the office, I went in and in order to get revenge and be done with that part of my life, I took all the cash I could get from Dante's desk. I stuffed it into the garbage can next to his desk, took the bag out of the can, threw on my clothes as fast as I could, and took the garbage and the money and left. The next day I found out he was looking for me, that he knew I took his money. I used about $400 of that money just trying to lay low for about a week or so, trying to get out of the city, but I didn't know anyone who wasn't connected to Dante."
"What about your family?" Jack asked.
"My father died when I was sixteen, and after that, we moved away from East Baltimore, and came here. My mother went back to Nigeria four years ago; she applied for and received a microcredit loan from an NGO looking to attract Western businesswomen to partner with local women and open up a business in developing countries like Nigeria. My mom took advantage of the loosened definitions for what the NGOs defined as "Western businesswomen," and as a former Nigerian citizen coming back with money, easily qualified for a longterm visa. My youngest sister left the city after I agreed to pay off her debt, and I think she's in Las Vegas or Reno now. My middle sister joined a cult ten years ago and is who-knows-where. I figured Dante would find me eventually and probably kill me, and I didn't want him to get back any of that money. So, I sent my mother about $700 of what I had left, but then I had no other way to get money and get out of town, so I started trying to turn tricks on my own to earn some more money..." Jack could tell she was ashamed of what became of her, but he could understand that she had been desperate and saw that was her only way to flee.
"That first night I was out on the street, the first guy who picked me up turned out to be a cop. He showed me his badge right after I got in his car, then he drove to a deserted block of houses, took out his gun and made me suck his dick."
"Mother fucker." Jack said angrily, shaking his head. Veronica smiled sadly and squeezed his hand, acknowledging his empathy for the dirty cop's treatment of her.
"After he came in my mouth, he let me spit it out before he arrested me. When they booked me, a fat detective and a city attorney with a bad suit made me an offer, I could plead guilty and get no jail time, but I would have to agree to give up my citizenship and leave the country."
"Damn. Was this a federal charge?"
"No, but there was some kind of federal grant in this state, your 'Stand-your-ground-state,' to identify immigrants who are arrested, legal or illegal, and offer them no jail time to self-deport and renounce their immigration status or citizenship, for naturalized citizens like me. I told them I wouldn't do it, so they charged me with solicitation, loitering, public nuisance and some kind of vagrancy crime. I waited in the county jail for five months for my trial. At trial, I didn't really have any defense, any way to prove what the cop did, and honestly, I was dejected and depressed. The judge sentenced me to time served, plus ninety days. When they finally released me, I wasn't on parole, but the state was part of another federal grant that meant they had a program to bring female ex-cons to women's shelters instead of just dumping them on the street, if the women didn't have a home to go back to. I agreed to take part in the program, and asked them to bring me to the shelter that's about six blocks from here, because it was the farthest place I could get to, from the Northeast side, where Dante operates."