I put Charlotte to bed and stayed up knowing I needed to think through the events of the evening and be prepared for her reaction the following morning. Would she be embarrassed? Would she blame me? I wasn't sure but I was smart enough to realize it was going to be an emotional and sensitive moment that I needed to have thought through.
I was up at 7:00 AM having only gotten five hours of sleep, sipped coffee and kept the kids busy for the next four and a half hours before Charlotte finally stirred. She shuffled into the kitchen in her robe with red eyes and poured herself a cup of coffee silently then sat down.
"I'm sorry." She said looking into her cup.
"You have nothing to be sorry for. Whatever happened we did together." I answered her honestly.
"That wasn't me. I'm so ashamed." She replied then began sobbing.
I quickly stood and went to her kneeling and hugging her.
"Don't do this to yourself Charlotte. Like I said, we were in it together." I said trying to relieve her psyche.
"Do you still love me?" She asked looking at me with her beautiful brown eyes.
When she gave me that look she could have murdered someone and I would still have forgiven her. In this case, I felt like I was the one that had let things get out of hand.
"Sweetheart. Of course I love you. I will always love you." I said with complete sincerity pulling her closer.
For the next few days, Charlotte was emotionally fragile and I had to make sure I went out of my way to make her feel my love and show that I was not angry for what had occurred. We discussed STD's and decided it was best that she be tested. Fortunately, the tests came back negative but it did block our lovemaking for a week. After that, I made sure we made love every couple days and slowly things got back to normal. After a several weeks, between work and kids Charlotte seemed to be back in a good routine.
While I knew that I needed to be careful with Charlotte's emotions, I couldn't deny that the experience had been extremely arousing. Seeing my innocent wife give herself lustfully to this strange black man was something I couldn't get out of my head. I relived it over and over seeing her face and her hands pulling him into her body.
It was several months later that I had the courage to bring it up. It was late at night and we were making love in a slow comfortable rhythm when I began talking.
"Charlotte, can we talk." I said softly to her as I ground myself slowly but deliberately into her.
"About what?" She asked in a hesitant voice suspecting, I think, where I was going.
"About the night with Sam." I answered getting it in the open and feeling her body tense beneath me.
"Okay." She replied in a whisper.
Her reaction caused me hesitation and I continued making love to her for several minutes before I spoke again.
"Did you enjoy it?" I finally forced out in a croaking voice.
"Honey, I love you." She replied deflecting the question.
"Charlotte it's okay. Don't be defensive. Just tell me the truth." I pushed her.
"It was different." She said after a long pause.
"Did you enjoy it?" I asked again.
"I'm in love with you." She replied.
I knew I was in dangerous territory pushing the subject but I wanted to know the details and I felt she was being evasive.
"Charlotte, tell me. I won't be mad." I said almost demanding.
"It was okay." She squeaked out. Then immediately followed with "Why are you doing this just make love to me."
"I want to know baby. Did you enjoy it?" I said as I forced my cock deeply into her and licked her neck.
"Yes, he was good." She answered then said trying to rationalize "But I was drunk remember that."
Her admission seemed to break down some walls that had been around us since that night. After that, our previous easy going interaction returned and Charlotte seemed much more relaxed. I started to bring up Sam and that night sometimes during our love making and over time Charlotte lost her defensiveness about my queries. I would even describe how excited I had been watching her with him and tease her which seemed to excite her as well.
I love my wife desperately but the vision of Sam driving his cock inside her was something I couldn't get out of my head. I masturbated often thinking about it and had various scenarios in my head about how the next time would go. Of course, every time I ejaculated I would immediately lose interest in the idea. It seemed it would just remain a fantasy based on that night. At least it seemed that way until events presented an opportunity.
The Christmas season was approaching and we had a Christmas party set in the ballroom of a downtown hotel. I had recently been promoted and because of this the company was providing transportation to and from the party. The company had arranged a deal with a car service but after thinking about it I asked the person arranging the event if I could make my own car plans and put it on my expenses. Feeling completely guilty and transparent, I felt that she must know what I had in mind. Fortunately, she was so busy with other things she only shrugged and said "Up to you."
That night on the way home I called Sam. After getting him on the phone and telling him who I was he started.
"Knew you would call." He stated.
"Okay, well we need a car for Friday, December 14th probably from 8:00 PM until after midnight." I said trying to act professionally and keep some level of dignity.
"That's no problem. I'll be there." He replied sensing my discomfort. We made plans to touch base as the date approached and I hung up.
I didn't tell Charlotte about Sam and the car but I did encourage her to splurge on a nice outfit. She got excited about the event and called several of the other wives about what they were planning to wear and to coordinate shopping.
One of the couples we were close with had decided to have a pre-party at their place. So we arranged for the same elderly sitter to arrive at 6:30 PM and told her to that we would likely be back around 1:00 PM. Charlotte had selected a long but slinky dress that reached her knees but fitted her tightly and showed every curve. The collar was high and showed no cleavage but the material accentuated her well formed breasts. She looked about as sexy as a woman could without showing any skin.
The kids were the first to announce the car was out front and we kissed them and said our good bye. As we walked outside in the semi-darkness we could see that that the car in front of our house was a black stretch limo.
"Damn, baby." Charlotte said as she squeezed my hand.
"Only the best for you." I said as I tensed wondering how she would respond when Sam emerged from the vehicle.
We were almost to the car when I heard the door open and saw Sam emerge from the driver's door.
Charlotte stopped immediately.
"Oh no." she said softly so Sam couldn't hear.