Nervously, I stepped into my heels and checked myself one last time in the mirror.
I was carefully preparing myself for a night out with the boys. My husband Tim had invited his new client Richard over for a swim, one thing led to another, a few drinks, a little weed, and all of a sudden the three of us were heading out to the local bar together.
Richard was big, six-foot-four, well over 200 pound and solid muscle. He was very dark skinned, yet very good looking. He spoke with a native (I think) Jamaican accent, and was very well mannered. He seemed quite the gentleman, and seemed qiute the ladies man I might add.
Being a shy little white girl from a small New England hamlet, I had never seen a black man stripped down to only a bathing suit before. I was quite intrigued by his chiseled physique, and had trouble keeping my eyes off of him. He didn’t seem to notice though, and I was surprised.
Where I grew up black men were far and few between. The rumor around town (amongst all the little hometown girls anyway) was that all black men had huge penises and a hunger for little white girls. Being petite, blonde and very pale skinned, I imagined myself to be the perfect target of their wanton desires. I’ve always had an unnatural fear of large black men because of it, and now I get really uptight when I’m forced to be around them..
Something was different about Richard though. Maybe it was his gentle demeanor. He did not make me nervous at all. He was a perfect gentleman to me, nothing like I was expecting. Hell, he hardly even noticed me!
What was wrong?
Was I not sexy enough for him?
Could it be that he truly was not interested?
Could it be that I’d lost that certain something?
Could it be that I never had it?
The thought of getting him to check me out crossed my mind. Before long it was the only thing on my mind. I wanted to feel that anxious feeling in my stomach again. I wanted to feel that I was the object of his manly desires. I needed to feel him undress me with his eyes to satisfy my own needs.
My head was filled with crazy ideas, and although I knew I was too shy to carry out such a bold and deliberate plan, I found myself in the bedroom slipping into my most daring dress.
It was a shear little spaghetti-strap slip dress that up till now I had only worn for private audiences. I tried to wear a bra under it, but it didn’t look good, so I boldly decided to go without. I put on my favorite pair of thigh-high stockings, silk panties and a killer pair of high heels. If he didn’t notice me dressed like this I was going to have to check his pulse. I brushed my long blonde hair until it was silky smooth, and made my way back down stairs.
I was surprised to see Tim sleeping in the recliner. Richard was sitting behind the bar, sipping on a martini.
“I guess you took a little longer that he thought.” he said to me.
“Sorry.” I replied.
“I guess we should wake him so that we can go.”
“Aw, let him sleep,” Richard quickly answered, “I really didn’t want to go anyway.”
“Me neither.” I confided.
“Can I get you a drink?” Richard asked politely.
“Sure, why not. I’ll have a margarita.”
We sat and chatted for about an hour.
“I have a little more weed.” Richard offered.
“Oh, what he hell, I’m not going anywhere.” I responded as I led him to the back deck.
When we returned, Richard tuned the radio to a soft soul station and lowered the lights.
“I’d really hate to see you get all dressed up like that for nothing.” He started. “Let’s dance!”
I guess he noticed the way I was dressed. A knot started to grow in my stomach.
Before I could respond to his request, he took me by the hand and led me to the center of the room, put his hands on my waist and pulled me close.
I was totally intimidated by Richard’s size, he was so big and strong! I felt like a little doll in his arms. He was in full control; he could easily overpower me if he wanted to.
The weed had gone straight to my head, my senses reeled and my mind began to wander. His hold on seemed to strengthen as my thoughts drifted off.
I began to imagine him as one of those bad men who was always leering at me.
I imagined that he pulled my hair back and tried to kiss me. I tried to turn my head away but I couldn’t, he was too strong.
His tongue pushed it’s way through my lips and into my mouth, he kept pushing it in and out of me. I wanted to bite it but I was too afraid.
Then he pushed me down on the floor right in front Tim (who was still sleeping.) I struggled and struggled to get away but it was no use, he was too much for me. I wanted to scream, but nothing came out.
He sat on my legs and pinned both of my arms over my head with one of his big strong hands.
His other hand tore at the top of my dress, exposing my breasts to the cool air.
With my hands still over my head he sucked on both of my nipples, causing them to pucker and stiffen.
My wiggling and writhing had caused my skirt to ride up to my waist. I felt his free hand at my panties.
In one big, strong motion he ripped my panties right off.
Then I heard his zipper drop as he removed his pants. My body tensed up.
He put one of his knees between mine and tried to force my legs apart. I held them as long as I could, but he was strong. I knew that I couldn’t last forever.
While he was pushing at my knees, he pinned the rest of me down with his body. I wiggled to get away, our naked bodies rubbed together furiously, and my nipples stiffened again.
He placed his mouth against mine and pushed his tongue through my lips again. The feeling of his tongue in me caused me to weaken even further, his knee slipped between mine and suddenly he was between my legs.
I tried to call out to Tim for help, but I could not produce a single sound. My body had betrayed my, it did not want him to stop .
I looked down to see his manhood just inches away from me. My breathing became quick and heavy and I could feel my own wetness as I spread my legs and let him closer.
He forced himself into me and then began driving himself in and out of me as hard and deep as he could.
I was nothing but a pleasure tool for him.
He was using me.
He was using me good. Suddenly, I snapped out of my little day dream.
A bead of sweat formed on my upper lip.
Richard held me a little tighter when he felt me trembling and I wondered if he knew what I was thinking. I rested my head against his chest, closed my eyes and swayed my hips along with his lead.
I couldn’t believe that I had imagined that I would succumb to his power. Although I knew nothing would happen, and that I was completely safe, my body began to shake with nervous anticipation. The thought of Tim sleeping just a few feet away while I was thinking such dirty thoughts excited me, causing my body to shake even more. If Tim woke up it would put an end to this naughty little fantasy. Should I find a way to wake him now, or should I remain silent?
Being held in Richard’s arms felt wonderful. He softly caressed my back to calm me down, I quietly purred my approval.
Once he realized that I was enjoying his touch, his hands became more active, spreading over my back and my shoulders. I continued to purr like a little kitten. He must have taken this as a signal, because he brushed my hair to one side and began to nibble on my neck.