Even though he knew she was married, he asked her straight out if she'd have sex with him. She answered that she'd have to have her husband's permission. She didn't say, 'You cad, No way, or How dare you,' but she came to me and told me what he'd said and she'd said back. I told her it was not my decision to make. I asked if she wanted to, she said she might. "Then you should," I said. "It is up to you."
"But we are married," she said. Â "I am a married lady," she said and grinned.
"But I don't own you. Your body belongs to you. Are you attracted to him? Do you get wet for him?"
"Oh, yes," she said honestly. "I guess I do."
"Then it is up to you," I said again. "Go ahead."
"You wouldn't mind?" she asked.
"That's not important," I said. "What's important is that you do what you decide to do, even sex. If you can still love me and have sex with him, that is all I can ask. Could you?" I asked. "Could you still love me after having sex with him?"
"Yes," she said.
"If you went on a trip, should I not want you to have a good time?" I said.
"Of course not."
Would it be heartless of me to resent that you had fun doing something without me?" I asked.
"I guess," she said.
"Sex is a pleasure I cannot deny you of just because it isn't with me," I said.
So hearing that she went off with her friend and had sex, then she came back and excitedly told me all about it, every detail. I loved the excitement in her voice. I was experiencing it with her. I was glad she had enjoyed herself. Amazingly, I enjoyed her experience of sex with her friend. I loved seeing the look on her face, the excitement in her voice, and the joy in her eyes.
Then she came home one day with a friend she'd met at a meeting of parents at our son's school. He was tall, with a voice heavy and deep and peppered with West Indian phrases and rhythm, and he was friendly and easy to like. His name was Marcos and he shook my hand warmly and with impressive strength in his grip.
Somehow I knew the minute she introduced him that she would be having sex with him before we had breakfast the next morning.  It was in her eyes, her voice when she said his name, and the way she looked at him when he spoke. I could almost smell the arousal in the room, the pheromones seeping from her pores, the wetness between her legs.  Her attraction to him was obvious, and her excitement was contagious. I watched them as they talked about the project, and I understood the heat that was generating between them.
It was like watching two animals prepare to rut and mate, and I couldn't deny it, even if I wanted to, and I didn't. It was the first time I had seen her fall in lust with another person. He was so manly, so virile, so full of sexual potency. By six o'clock I wanted it for her, by seven I saw it coming, by eight I watched it happening, even though they were at the table fully dressed, but the erotic sparks were flying between them.
I almost hoped he would undress her right there in the kitchen, take ahold of her, and slide himself into her right there on the dining room table. It was the most sexually potent moment I had ever witnessed without there being penetration or panting, and I wanted to see it like a virtuoso performance conducted just for me to watch.
My heart beat fast as I watched them. My arousal level matched what I knew must be theirs. They were only talking, but in truth they were nearly making love at the table, aroused by the sexual intensity of the other person. It was like delicious porn, and their arousal excited me. Their desire heated my own passion, and I wanted to see the consummation of their coupling. I wanted, for the first time in my life, to see my wife get fucked by someone else. I yearned to see him enter her, to fill her, and to drive an orgasm from her core like an explosion.
The dynamic sexual energy was so intense in the room it had me shaking with desire. Not only did I feel the heat, I wanted to see my wife get the heat, and be thoroughly fucked and I wanted to watch the fire burn. For the first time in my life someone else's passion was transferred to me, and I yearned to see these two people fornicate. I ached to watch them mate like animals in heat in a Disney film.
I could not explain it in ten thousand words, or understand it in a year of reflecting, and I didn't want the feeling to evaporate or diminish one degree. I wanted to see it out, to see it happen, and to savor the delicious flavor of their sex. For the first time I can remember, I understood the spirit of the cuckold.
The two individuals before me were so carnal their sexuality shook the room. They were in full rut, like two elk in heat. They were being intimate without touching. His body seemed to need to be inside of her. I could see that. She seemed to want him to slide into her wetness. It would have been a crime to keep this from happening.
I watched them kiss without touching. I saw them nearly fuck without contact. I could no longer deny that I wanted it to occur and to be able to see it.  I longed to watch them. I yearned to see his cock sliding into her pussy, pushing her labia apart, opening her up, filling her secret space.
She had obviously believed what I had told her about it being up to her, because at the table she was courting this guest in our house, seducing him, actually inviting him to ravish her, even as her husband sat across the table. I had said it is her choice, and she was making that choice right in front of me, with my permission and my wanting to watch it. I had seen them toy with desire and was enchanted by the sight of it happening. Finally, I could not wait any longer.
"Why don't the two of you go to the bedroom," I said.
Understanding, wanting it before she even knew it herself, aroused to the point of pre orgasmic bliss, she took his hand and led him up the stairs to our bed.  They undressed slowly, savoring the task, loving the moment, then they crawled in bed and he entered her without a moment's delay, as if it had been planned all evening, as if it was the most natural thing in the world to fuck the host's wife. I stood in the doorway, as I had followed them up, and I watched what I had wanted to see more than anything all evening. It surprised me that I wanted to see them fuck, but I truly did, more than I could believe.
She arched her body towards him, pulling him inside of her, pushing against his weight. Unable to resist, I stood at the door and watched them fuck like newlyweds, bucking and fucking, sighing and groaning, kissing and caressing, panting and playing, and I loved it all. I was simply mesmerized by what I was witnessing, thrilled at being able to watch them and liking it. I was doing what I never expected I would.