Dana and I met in high school in our teens. Her parents moved to the area when she was 12. And she came from middle school to high school when she was 15 where we met. Two weeks later we were a thing. We were a thing in high school and clear through college.
I am the only boy my wife ever dated in high school or college and I joked with her she could be missing out by not dating others. And she would tease back that she would explore that and find out some day. I in turn would tease back if she ever needed to scratch that itch, I would simply let her do it. Our relationship was always honest and open.
A year out of college the woman I loved and I began to make plans to begin our life as a couple together. We talked long and in depth of the life we desired to build together. Dana was raised in the church and was taught very deeply held morals and serious life lessons. I went to church growing up but was not as devoted as Dana to all the morals maybe I should have been.
I was open to beginning our life together as a couple by just moving in together. But, I knew Dana needed to marry. And I was ready for that move too. My problem was more about the money part. Dana is from a large family and her parents have had their hands full raising and educating She and her siblings. Their money was tight and we didn't feel they could afford the wedding Dana really desired to have, but neither could we.
That in part was why I felt moving in together was maybe best for us? But I knew that just would not work for Dana. We finally decided to have a very small wedding and do what we could afford. Which is finally what we did. I got the job I always desired as the manager of a small consultant company and was paid well for it. My wife took what she could find and went from job to job and never quite being happy with any of them.
As we continued with our life I think we were as happy as any normal married couple and as much in love. Dana is much more than pretty. My wife is a beautiful woman in every way. Her features are as wonderful as the rest of her. I have never seen my wife enter a room when ever man in it didn't look around at her. And then look again. I have watched eyes go up and down her body, front and back both and saw lust in the eyes. I have always had to smile as I know the feelings they have and I have always relished the pride I have felt by men's looks at my wife. Even after our second daughter was born Dana's body returned quickly to the near perfect shape of prior to child birth.
Our youngest was three I think when Dana changed jobs for the ninth time in our five years of marriage and she seemed to settle into something she enjoyed. The job was as secretary for a good size tech company run by a casual friend from college. Actually he was Dana's friend much more than mine. I only knew him casually she'd been in several classes with him.
The funny part of this was I had actually teased Dana about her maybe having a slight crush on him. And they had spent some time together studying together. Oh and she admitted he had ask her out a couple of times. Her job was much more full filling than any she had ever had.
As the months moved past she seemed much more relaxed and content with work. I noticed she quit talking about Mister Roberts and talked about Brad. I knew my beautiful wife had seemed to have a crush on Brad Roberts some years earlier. And we had talked openly about it. She did admit she had felt some exciting interest to him. Even to include a sexual interest.
I let several more months pass without paying more than casual interest to their relationship. As I suspected more interest between them I suddenly found an excitement to this interest. I found I was excited in her interest in Brad. I found an exciting thrill in maybe encouraging her to explore his lust for her. I took a step back to look at it honestly. Did I really want my wife to explore a sexual relationship with others? Did I want them to kiss? Yes! I did. Did I want them to go farther?
The next day I ask Dana how her relationship was with Brad? She took a few minutes to answer me.
"John I am afraid I may need to quit and find another job soon. I am not completely comfortable with Brad's interest in me. And I hate to tell you I also feel some interest in him that bothers me."
"Has he done things with you that ashamed you?"
"Oh, my no nothing of that kind, but he has ask kissed me a few times. And As flattered as I find it he scares me."
"Has he kissed you on the mouth, Dana?"
"My, no only on my cheek, well except once and he turned my head and did kiss me fully on my mouth."
"And Dana did you enjoy it?"
"I need to tell you the truth, John. It was just a few days ago and yes, it excited me much more than I want to admit. I know I need to quit and find another job."
"So there is more to it? He gave you his tong? And you took it and not for just seconds? And it went farther?"
Dana looked shocked.
"How on earth did you know that?"
"I just guessed, but as upset as you are I couldn't help but guess it went far beyond your comfort zone. Did he get you nude? Or fondle you?"
"No I was not nude. Yes, he did fondle me."
"Just on the outside of your clothes?"
"Yes, at first. But it went farther that that."
"How much farther Dana?"
"Brad has seen your wife's breasts bare and kissed them lots. For several minutes. He also fingered me."
"But you didn't make love with him?"
"OH, my no of coarse no."
"But you wanted him to?"
"Brad tried three times to get my panties off. If he had pushed the third time I would have let him."
"And?"
"I would have let him have me ."
"Dana I love you and I am not upset nor surprised by any of this. Please don't quit your job. I think if you let Brad kiss you at times that maybe is expected and fair. I know this likely could lead to more. I am more than slightly flattered another man has seen your beautiful breasts bare. And I will not be upset if you let him have them bare more. I know he has ask you to travel with him on business trips. I think you need to do so. It is part of your job. Yes, I know your sleeping with him in his bed will be a part of it too. I expect that too."
"John are you giving me your blessing to sleep with Brad?"
"Yes, but not yet to become his lover. We need to see how deeply your feelings are for Brad. If it threatens our marriage then maybe we need to move away from this. If you have feeling of sexual attraction and only some emotional feelings then maybe you need to go forward and enjoy them."
"Oh, My God, John are you saying I need to explore this and possibly take a lover? And you can let me do this and it not effect our marriage?"
"Yes, My Love that is what I am saying to you."
"Brad has ask me to go on a trip with him in 3 weeks, for ten days to New York are you saying I can go?"
"Tell him yes, if you want to go? But I won't expect it to happen, unless you know our marriage is safe and you are ready to become his lover."
"John I need to talk with Brad about this too. I need to know his desires of our relationship. I am his secretary and married. So I am safe as his lover too. If he wants more I can't give him that. If all he wants of me is as his lover I am interested."
We left it at that and I can tell you our sex life was much more exciting the next few weeks. As the week came very near to her trip with him to New York as we made love a couple nights before the flight she as me questions.
"John you want me to become Brads lover and to let him have me all he wants for our ten day trip don't you?"
"Yes, as long as it doesn't change our marriage."
