*This chapter is dedicated to a certain ZSB. Thanks a lot*
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Shame
That was the only emotion Sunny felt the next morning...what else was there to feel? What else could she possibly feel after allowing herself to be taken by the same criminal who held her brother hostage- REPEATEDLY!
And damn her body, but she had loved every second of it. That only seemed to worsen her feeling of shame, the fact that she had orgasmed multiple times every time he touched her. At the third time, the orgasm was so intense, she had even shed a tear.
She felt incredibly sore, but the sensations still made her tingle. Another reason to feel shame.
This was not the plan. The plan was to come here and find some way to escape...after finding Steve of course. But when she came in yesterday, she felt...scared. The thought of sleeping with Sergei terrified her so much, she played her card too early and tried to knock him out. Thinking on it now, there was probably no sense in what she tried to do. What would she have achieved knocking him out? How far would she have been able to run before she was caught by Sergei's men? The man had people in every part of the city, it was bound to be a suicide mission.
She lay in the large bed- the bed in which he had taken her virginity and made her body sing to his tune multiple times- staring blankly at the grey wall in front of her. Sergei had awoken at some point early in the morning and left her...the scent of him lingered in the room. What next from here? What was she to do? Could she even go anywhere? Maybe he had left some watchdogs to monitor her. She sat up slowly, wincing a little when she felt the soreness between her legs. Sergei wasn't particularly a gentle lover. He was hard and rough, his thrusts coming in deep. She felt that tingle intensify as her mind replayed their third tryst.
She had been asleep when she felt his hand cup her womanhood. Her eyes were barely opened when a thick digit slid its way inside her, trapped in the haze of sleep, she couldn't stop the soft moan that slipped out her lips.
He had parted her legs further and continued to thrust his finger inside her warmth until she was wet and ready for him. At this point, she was fully awake and her harsh breathing was the only sound she would allow as she stifled every moan and whimper that threatened to leave her throat. A part of her was hoping he would get the drift and leave her be, another part of her was hoping he didn't. Thinking on it now, she had gotten many opportunities to feel the shame that now racked her entire being. That moment was one of them, a moment when she was torn between rebuffing him and welcoming him...when her body wished to be stimulated only by his hands, only by that thick length of him that had forced its way through her and possibly branded her.
He hadn't asked, hadn't even said a word. But when she felt the hot head of his phallus rubbing at her lips, nothing needed to be said. And his deep, quick thrust had brought her silent treatment to an end. The walls of the room taunted her, it felt like she could hear every wanton moan and whispery whimper that tore out of her vocal chords as Sergei sent her rolling into an abyss of pleasure, one firm stroke at a time. He had grabbed her thigh to keep her legs parted and rammed into her like a man possessed and not a word of protest left her lips. Not even a sound. Her back arched, her slick walls sucked him in, if there was a protest to be made, her body ensured it wouldn't be the one making it and her lips had tapped out earlier on.
She wanted so much to hate Sergei Lavrov and to be repulsed by him, but less than twenty-four hours after meeting him, it was clear the repulsion wouldn't be settling in...at least not for Sergei. Maybe for herself.
A light ding drew her attention to her handbag. She looked over at the bag, sitting on the bedside table, undisturbed. She reached for the bag and unzipped it, pulling out her phone.
She had over twenty missed calls, most of which were from Shawnie and even more messages. She looked through the messages. Shawnie was worried about her. her messages had gone from questions on whether she had gone over to see Sergei, to frantic messages begging her to call her and telling her she was worried.
Sunny stared at one of the message a little longer, in sheer shock.
'Babes, why the hell did you send a resignation letter to HR?'
What in the hell? She looked at the time stamp on the message. It had been sent two hours ago, some minutes before 9:00 AM
Consequent messages were
'What the fuck is going on Sunny? Talk to me, please!'
'OMG, did he kidnap you too? If you're not Sunny and you're getting this message, tell me if you have my friend'
Sunny immediately went to her speed dial and called Shawnie.
The phone only rang once before her friend picked up, "Oh my god, Sunny, are you okay?"
"I...yes, I'm fine Shawnie."
"You have your phone, that means he didn't kidnap you, right?"
Sunny allowed that information sink in, along with the realization that he indeed hadn't ransacked her stuff and taken away her means of communication to the outside world. Why not? Then again, had he really kidnapped her? wasn't this more of a blackmail than kidnap. Still, the thought that he didn't think her threatening enough to deprive her of access to her phone sent a chill down her spine. The man was one arrogant motherfucker, if anything. He knew damn well that she wouldn't be calling for help anyway. What could Shawnie do?
"He didn't kidnap me." she replied, the words making her tongue feel heavy. She wanted to tell her friend that she was indeed in danger, but not the conventional type. She was a prisoner of pleasure, held hostage to sate the desires of the biggest crime lord in the city. Indeed, an odd prisoner she was and the greatest danger she faced was one unlike many- the danger of dying by orgasm.
"So, where are you then? Mr. Gilford has been on my neck all morning, he said you sent in a mail telling him you resigned. When did you get some other job that you resigned?"
"Shawnie, I don't understand, I didn't send any such mail." she responded. Was this Sergei as well? why would he send a resignation letter to her boss? How did he know of her boss and her work place? Why the fuck was he trying to ruin her life?
"Well, you might want to call Mr. Gilford and tell him that. Where are you, by the way?"
Her first instinct was to tell Shawnie that she was at Sergei's, but then, she would ask what she was doing there, and what would she say? That she was being held as a sex slave? That she was being fucked repeatedly by the most feared man in all of New York? Not just being fucked, but loving every minute of it. Shit! She had spent twenty-five years of her life staving off male advances, only to end up as the one thing she loathed the most- someone's slut. What would Shawnie think of her?
"I...I'm at his place." she responded hesitantly, in a voice so low, Shawnie probably couldn't hear her