In a past life, my name was Christine McCain. I was born in the City of London, England, to a family that didn't really practice any religion. My mother Abigail Rosenberg comes from a Jewish background and my father James McCain comes from a Christian background. By the time they had me, they were both Atheists. I attended Cambridge College for Business Administration studies, and that's when I met Aziz Muhammad, a tall and good-looking young Black man originally from the City of Jeddah in the Kingdom of Saudi Arabia. This handsome Muslim man changed my life and I fell madly in love with him. Aziz was born in Jeddah to a Saudi father and Senegalese mother. He's biracial, though like many people of partial African descent, he's a Black man in the eyes of the world.
Aziz Muhammad changed my life by introducing me to religion and to love. To him, Atheism was a truly vile concept. Even though he was raised in the most conservative society within the Muslim world, he told me he had much more respect for Christians and Jews than for Atheists because at least they believed in something. I didn't believe in God or Jesus Christ, nor did I believe in the prophet Mohammed or Allah. I didn't believe in Jehovah or Buddha either because to me, all religion seemed like nonsense. I looked down on all faiths, especially Christianity, Judaism and Islam. At the time that I met Aziz, I was dating a young woman named Kristin Dawson. I met Kristin at Cambridge College, where she was the President of the Gays, Lesbians and Bisexual Students Association on campus. This five-foot-ten, stocky woman with short red hair, piercing blue eyes and tattoos took my breath away.
Before I met Kristin Dawson, I dated this guy named Joel Sanchez, a handsome Mexican-born American student who came to Cambridge College from the University of Brandeis in the State of Massachusetts. My sexy Latin lover thrilled me sexually but I was curious about women and he wouldn't understand that. In Joel's eyes, homosexuality and lesbianism were wrong because of his strict Catholic upbringing. That's why I left him for Kristin Dawson. The first time I had sex with Kristin, the butch lesbian from Liverpool made me feel more alive than anyone ever has. We became an item, and I publicly dated her. I came out to my parents, and fully embraced my new identity as a lesbian. I became passionate about gay and lesbian politics. Whenever a gay or bisexual person on campus felt harassed or mistreated in some way, I was there to speak up for their rights. As a GLBT advocate, that was my job. Yup, I was passionate about my cause, my sexuality and the wonderful woman who changed my life.
They say that life can take some funny twists and turns, and you can never know for sure where you're going to end up. My third year at Cambridge College I met someone who changed my life forever. A six-foot-four, lean and athletic man with light brown skin, curly Black hair and golden brown eyes. Aziz Muhammad, the son of Saudi multi-millionaire Mustafa Muhammad and Senegalese-born Black British singer, lecturer and author Marina Camarra. The tall, dark and handsome young Black man was treated like royalty by all the Muslim students at Cambridge College. Now, as an openly gay female student who advocated for the rights of gays and lesbians as well as the cause of Atheism, I often clashed with the Muslim students on campus. Christian students will back down if an Atheist opposes putting up a Christmas tree on certain parts of campus, and Jewish students will back down if other students oppose the Israel Lobby, but Muslim students won't back down before anyone if you offend their religion. They'll come after you and in all likelihood, they'll get you. Trust me when I tell you that as a gay White female Atheist, I was terrified of Muslims. They had no respect for women's rights, or for any religion other than Islam, and they saw gays and lesbians as abominations in need of extermination. Yeah, we did not see eye to eye.
I was walking through the university center one morning when Aziz Muhammad walked up to me and offered me a flyer. It had to do with Islamic Awareness Week at Cambridge College, one of the most secular institutions of higher education in the City of London, England. I don't know what made me take the flyer. I looked into Aziz Muhammad's eyes, and what I saw there amazed me. I expected this tall dark-skinned Muslim guy from the Kingdom of Saudi Arabia to be cold, mean and condescending. He was polite and friendly, and he had kind eyes. When I asked him why he was giving me this, since I wore a button that said "challenge homophobia" on my shirt and I was clearly a gay woman, the Muslim guy smiled and told me that Allah loved all human beings, including the gays and lesbians of the world. Looking upward, he told me that we were all the offspring of the Most High. With a beautiful smile, he nodded and wished me a good day before walking away.
When I went home, I had a good look at the flyer and went online to look at the website listed on the paper. It showed a lot of interesting stuff. Tales of westerners who came to embrace Islam. A sixty-year-old White American woman who identified as a feminist left the feminist movement to embrace Islam. A Jewish woman who was once a captain in the Israeli Defense Forces embraced Islam. A bisexual White policeman from the City of Galway, Ireland, who once identified as a pro-LGBT, Atheist Irishman converted to Islam, married a woman from Yemen and was now studying to become an Imam. Wow. I wasn't expecting that. When Kristin came home, she found me on the website, still reading the testimonies left by Western reverts to Islam. My butch lesbian girlfriend wasn't amused, and she told me to get off the web. I did, because in our relationship, Kristin pretty much ran things.
I logged off the web, and that night, Kristin and I made love. As I lay on the bed, naked, with my legs spread, Kristin licked my pussy and thrust her fingers inside of me. I moaned, running my hands through her short, spiky red hair. I admired our reflections in the full-length mirror on the wall. We're so different, Kristin and I. she's tall and stocky, kind of masculine-looking in spite of having big tits, wide hips and a large behind. Me? I'm five-foot-four, slender, with long blonde hair and pale blue eyes. People say that I remind them of that blonde actress from the American TV show Smallville. The one who played Superman's best friend. Yeah, people always stare when they see us together. I loved her, though. And she was really good to me, and terrific in bed too. Kristin finished pleasuring me, then donned her strap-on dildo. Winking at me, she told me to assume the position. Happily I did, getting on all fours.
Kristin spanked my arse for a bit before pushing her strap-on dildo into me, grabbing my hair as she did. I admired our reflections in the mirror, watching her as she fucked me. Kristin is loud and outspoken both in and out of the bedroom. In the lesbian community, she's what's known as a stone butch. Since we've been together, Kristin has explored every part of my body. She's fisted my cunt while buggering me in the ass with a dildo. She's hung me upside down while flogging me and sucking on my tits. However, she doesn't let me touch her pussy. I am not allowed to lick her pussy, or touch her. All she lets me do is hug and kiss her. However, I let her do anything she wants with me. She brings me enormous pleasure but lately, our relationship has hit a few snags. She fucked me really hard that night, making me squeal and cry tears of joy and pain as I came violently. Afterwards, Kristin wrapped her arms around me. She kissed me before falling asleep. As I lay in her arms, I thought of Aziz Muhammad...I wanted to see him again.
When I went to school the next day, as luck would have it, I ran into Aziz Muhammad. The handsome Afro-Arabian stud smiled at me and wished me a good day. I stopped him and told him that what I saw on the website amazed me. He grinned, and asked me to join him for breakfast. We grabbed sandwiches and coffee together at a small restaurant located right here on campus. As we ate and talked, I got to know Aziz a bit better. He told me that he had lived all over the world, from New York City in the U.S. to the Manaus region of Brazil. He loved life in Western societies, partly because he found life in Saudi Arabia too restrictive. I was amazed to hear a Muslim man say that, and Aziz told me that Saudi Arabia had to change, as did all things eventually. A dark look passed on his face as he told me of the racism he endured as the son of a Black mother and Arab father. Even his father's wealth couldn't shield him from that.
Aziz fixed me with that intense stare I would come to know and he told me that if he never saw Saudi Arabia again, it would be too soon. His whole life he felt trapped there. He never went a single day without being called "Abd" by an Arab guy or Arab lady. The word "abd" meant in Arabic what the N-word meant in the English language. Wow. That poor man! His words surprised me. He was definitely not what I expected. When I asked him why he felt that way, he told me that he was a young Muslim man who was tired of seeing his fellow Muslims do terrible things in the name of a God who was supposed to be loving and wholesome. Living in western society contaminated me, he told me with a laugh. I smiled at that. When he asked me if I wanted to be Facebook friends, I did him one better. I gave him my number. Then I gave him a brief hug as I had to leave for my next class. Aziz smiled and wished me well, then he departed. And that's how it all began. Over the next few weeks, Aziz and I would meet at school or at spots near school and we'd have dinner together and talk. We had a mutual fascination thing going on.