Regrets and Fantasies

The next chapter takes place in October 1978. As always it starts with my own experience and stops at the point where I've missed a great opportunity. It will then go from that point to describe what might have happened. And has in fact happened many times in my own fantasies.

I came from work to find WW1 (wicked wife one) and a woman I hadn't met before sitting in the living room and drinking wine.

"Hi Honey. This is Tracy. She works with me at Wáng Labs."

WW1 said.

"Nice to meet you Tracy. What do you do at Wáng." I asked, not being able to think of anything wry, witty, or intelligent to say.

Tracy replied, "I'm a temp working in their test lab. This word processor is pretty amazing. I'd like to get a permanent position at Wáng."

WW1 piped in, "I'm going to see if I know anybody who can help her."

Tracy was an interesting looking woman. Tall and very thin. Her hair was a light auburn color and she wore a fair amount of makeup that gave her an exotic look. She was wearing a dress that kind of wrapped around her. It was a thin silky kind of material. Altogether a pretty sophisticated look.

WW1 said that they were going to go to the Rusty Scupper for dinner and a couple of drinks.

"Would you like to join us, Jared?" Tracy asked.

"That would be nice. Sure, I'd love to."

The Rusty Scupper was one of those restaurants that were so popular in those days. A salad bar, a server who would come to the table and say, "hello, my name is..." and the menu would be presented on anything other than paper. In this case, the menu was printed on an oar that you'd pass around the table.

Dinner was nice. The wine was flowing and the conversation went from staid to lively as the night went on.

"Have you guys ever heard of Plato's Retreat?" Tracy asked.

Neither of us had so she went on.

"It's this place in New York where they basically have orgies every night."

WW1and I were speechless. I'm thinking 'did I really hear that?'

I think Tracy had a pretty good buzz and went on, "You walk in and go to the locker room, take your clothes off and then go into the main area. Everybody is standing around naked until they get an invitation to party. Anyone over 21 can go. If you're a guy you have to be accompanied by a woman. Women can go alone. Jared could get in because he would be with us."

"Whoa, we're getting a little ahead of ourselves aren't we?" I said.

"Oh yeah, I guess I was. I just get so excited talking about this place. I think you guys would love it."

WW1 finally jumped in, "I take it you've been there?"

"I've been there five times now. I love it."

"Wow, this is pretty wild." I told her.

She went on talking all about the place, although she didn't get into any of the sexy details. My dick was erect for the whole night. We told her we'd have to talk about it and get back to her.

I had to push my dick under my belt so I could get up without any embarrassment.

Now expected that after all that talk and wine I could at least expect a threesome when we got home. But no, no threesome, no nothing. After Tracy left WW1 was really horny and we had a quick fuck before we started talking.

"So what do you think?"

She said, "It sounds really sexy but I'm not sure I could do it."

"Why not?"

"Well I think there's a lot of lesbian stuff involved and I don't know if I'm ready for that."

"I don't know," I said, "if I were a girl I'd definitely be a lesbian."

"We're not talking about you. Would you do it if you had to fuck a guy?"

"That's different. Women are soft and gentle and you don't let anybody stick any body part into you."

She replied, "I've thought about it at times. Maybe we should try it with one of my friends first."

"Ok, that's a good idea. Who were you thinking of?"

"I think Amy might be into it. I just don't know how to ask her."

Amy was really hot. I'd been fantasizing about doing a three way with her since the first time I met her. "Maybe we just invite her over and let things take their own course."

Nothing happened right away. We would talk about it once in a while. But before anything ever happened, Amy got a new boyfriend. Tracy left Wáng Labs and we never heard from her. And finally, I divorced WW1.

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So here's where my fantasy takes over.

WW1 never did call Amy. Maybe it was just as well. But, about a week after out dinner with Tracy she told me, "I think I want to go to this place. It sounds incredibly wild and it's sort of anonymous."

"I can't disagree with any of that. Wild is really good for me and what guy wouldn't want a night of wild sex with a bunch of horny women."

"Let's do it!" She said.

"Now you're not gonna get upset if you see me fucking some hot girl?"

"No I think that could get me really horny."

"Ok but what about the lesbian thing?"

"I just don't know. I don't have to do it. I think I'd be ok if some girl wants to eat my pussy. I'm just not sure I could eat someone else's."

"You might have to make that decision or maybe your right. You won't have to do anything you don't want to."

So a week later we were waiting on the street outside of Plato's Retreat. Tracy told us she'd be there around 9:00. We were waiting patiently. Well, actually I wasn't feeling patient at all. I couldn't wait to get inside. Also, remember this is my fantasy so I've got a great body, a big dick and incredible resilience. Especially in terms of being ready for a lot of sex.

Tracy arrived wearing a knock out coat, open enough to see her shirt underneath open to her waist. Her breasts weren't peaking out because they seemed pretty small but it was very sexy. She was wearing heavy eyeliner and dark lipstick. The whole thing was very sexy in a vampiress kind of way. She gave me a big wet kiss and said, "So you're ready?"

"Ready hardly describes it."

We went down a flight of stairs to the entrance and walked in. We were greeted by a sexy women. She asked each of us about our sexual hygiene and attitudes. The rules, she explained, were enforced strictly. No drugs, no alcohol, no male homosexual activity and absolutely nothing that isn't consented on by all parties. We all agreed as she asked me for $150 for admission. $100 for me and $25 each for the ladies.

And in we went. Straight to the locker room. It shouldn't have surprised me that it was male and female. But it did.

We each had a locker and lock. Tracy and I were naked in seconds. WW1 took a little longer. But eventually the three of us were naked and checking each of us out.

There was a minute or two of just checking ourselves out. Tracy was thin. Her arms and legs were very thin. The bones in her in shoulders stuck out a little. Her breasts were small and sagged a little. She had small nipples and tiny areola. WW1 looked pretty good not amazing but good enough, I think, for this crowd.

Tracy walked up to me and brushed my chest hair. "Jared, you are pretty hot. I hope I get a chance to get a hold of that cock before the night is over. Then she handed each of us a Qualude.

She led us into the main room. There were a dozen or so people milling around talking and drinking lemonade. It was very dark. I couldn't see a lot. I could tell that there were several rooms off the main room and I think I could see a swimming pool off to the side.

Tracy left us to go into one of the other rooms. A guy went up to W and asked her if she like a little tour. He was probably late thirties, a little chubby and erect, as were virtually all the men I saw. W went with him with a look of excitement.

I guess I was on my own so I decided to check out the pool. As I was walking I was approached by two black women. In their twenties and looked pretty sexy to me. The introduced themselves.

"I'm Hilary and you are?"

"I'm Jared."

Hilary was a big girl (a secret fantasy). She had a big ass and big round tits. If I had to guess I'd say 5'4" and 160 lbs. in her twenties.

"This is my friend, Anita"

"Well I was headed to the pool. Wanna join me?"

Hilary grabbed my dick as she walked past me.

We got to the pool and it looked pretty clean too despite my speculation of what kinds of things were floating around in their. I jumped right in. Nice and warm. I love skinny dipping.The girls followed me in.

As I looked around I realized that we were not alone and that pool was really big.

Hilary definitely had here sights on me. She was giving me big wet kisses and stroking my dick. Meanwhile, Anita was holding on to Hilary from the back playing with her big tits and her pussy alternately. It goes without saying (but I'll say it any how) we were feeling pretty good. Hilary decided to dive below the water and suck my dick. Anita came over and started kissing me. She was rubbing my butt cheeks but I'm not sure the club allowed her to go any further.

There was a couple fucking standing up pretty close by. The woman in this couple jumped off her lovers dick, pushed Hilary away and jumped my dick. Anita immediately jumped on the guy. Hilary came over and started rubbing the new girls (never did get her name) clit. She was more than ready to cum.

"Fuck me hard. I'm getting close." Hilary was kissing her and rubbing her clit hard.

The girl started cumming. It was a big one!! I decided to hold back - which wasn't easy.

Anita was done fucking the other guy and jumped onto Hilary. The two were into it and the unnamed girl was gone. They were clearly driving each other crazy.

I decided it was time to move on to some other section of this place. I walked into the first room. It was unbelievable. Their were bodies everywhere. Beautiful tits and asses everywhere. Guys were fucking, cumming, eating pussy and a few were just trapped under the pile.

I moved onto the next room. Much smaller group. In the middle of the four guys was Tracy. She was wearing a strap on she used to fuck a guy while she jerked his formidable cock. Behind her were two other guys fucking her from behind. One in her cunt and one in her ass. Meanwhile I was jerking myself off. This scene was making me absolutely crazy. Then the guy Tracy was pegging said he was about to cum and as if by magic all five of us came together.

Wow! That was great. Even if I was just jerking off.

The Qualude was really working now. I was really buzzed. I went to the next room. Nothing going on here on to the next room. There were a few couples in here. Off to the side I saw WW1 in 69 with a chubby blonde girl. The couple in the middle of room were taking a break. Just sitting on the floor. The woman was drop dead gorgeous in every way. Big beautiful tits. Round firm ass. Absolutely fabulous legs and a movie star face with long flowing blonde hair. She looked over at me and smiled. I came a little closer. She stood up and kissed me hard as she pressed that big tits against my chest.

The next thing I knew she was on her knees sucking my dick. She was sucking real hard and alternating strokes with her hands. The only problem was that in this position I couldn't get a good look at her breasts. That didn't seem to matter because I was cumming within a few minutes. She spit the cum into her hands and rubbed it all over her breasts. And then she left. Probably looking for another cock to suck.

I started to feel as this whole thing was too impersonal. Just anonymous fucking and sucking.

Wait a minute! This is my fantasy. I'm supposed to be enjoying this. I love sex as much, or more, than the next guy but I think I need a little intimacy. A threesome at home would be great but fucking two women with no introduction, no small talk, no foreplay was not really doing it for me.

I went into the "lounge area". A bunch of couches and ottomans and some dim lights. There were several guys there. Sitting and talking. All naked and most of them had boners.

It turns out that these guys weren't getting any action.

"I hired a hooker to come with me so I could get in. I paid her $200 bucks and she just disappeared after we arrived." Said the guy closest to me. He was pretty, how can I say this, rotund. Big belly, covered with curly black hair. He had a small dick. I could tell it was erect but it couldn't have been more than four inches.

Another rotund guy piped in. "They say that swans swim with swans and ducks swim with ducks here. "He added, "but it seems to me the female ducks are swimming with swans as well."

"Yeah, I figured I find a bunch of ducks and have a great time." Added a third guy.

Well this is pretty depressing, I thought to myself. I'm gonna move on.

I strolled back towards the pool area. At this point my dick was not hard anymore. In fact it was pretty shriveled. My dick doesn't look very impressive unless it's hard,

Before I got to the pool I was approached by a beautiful black women. Her face was "movie star" beautiful. Huge eyes with dark pupils. Full lips and a small nose. Her body was big. Not fat at all, just big. Pretty big tits sagging a little over her chest. Big black areola at the end of boobs with the nipples pointing slightly downward. Her waist was very narrow and spread out as it got to her hips. Her hips were wide and her, fairly, big butt was sticking straight out. She had the quintessential hourglass figure.

"Hi my name is Cilla," she said, "you look kind bored. Is everything all right?"

"I guess I am sort of bored," I replied. "I thought I would love this but it's so impersonal. You just walk around sticking your dick in random holes. I'm not a prude or anything. I just enjoy sex a lot more when there's something intimate about it."

"Exactly!" She replied "I've been trying to put my finger on it. That's it exactly."

"So who did you come with?" I asked,

"My husband," she said, "He loves this place. He's black and has a really big dick. The white women can't get enough of him. And he loves it because he doesn't have to 'waste time' with foreplay."

"So what do you do?"

"Well I usually hang in the pool and fuck a couple of guys. Sometimes I meet a girl who wants to eat my pussy. And by the way, that's the only way a girl can get any oral here. The guys just walk around sticking their dick in every pussy they see."

We went over to the pool and jumped in. She asked me if it would be ok to kiss me. And we kissed for a little while. Really nice, slow, deep, passionate kissing. After a while she grabbed my dick, which was already getting hard.

"Wow! Your dick got really big."

"Yeah, they say I'm a grower not a shower."

I turned her around so I could get a hold on those big tits. My cock was pressing against the crack in her ass. I started by just holding these magnificent orbs. Big and heavy and full. I was a little fixated on her breasts but eventually I got to her nipples. She was responding to that so I just kept playing with them. Meanwhile I was kissing her neck. Front, side and back. I lifted her Afro and kissed on the back of her neck. She really liked that.

My hands started slowly down the rest of her body. Spending time to focus on every part I came across. Finally I got to her big, full bush (remember this is the seventies and nobody shaved. Many men, including myself, were turned on by women's bushes). I moved very gently across all the parts of her vagina. Even in the water I could feel that she was pretty wet. Slowly I moved her to the edge of the pool and got her sitting up on the side. Standing between her wide open legs, I could see that beautiful flower.

Then I started eating her pussy. She was really wet but I wasn't going to hurry this. She was going to get my best. I licked her outer lips and gently insert one finger into her vagina. I got to her inner lips and located her G-spot and started rubbing while licking the hard edges of her lips. Every once in a while I'd flick my tongue on her clit. Pushing on her G-spot really had her going. With my right hand I carefully pulled her clitoris away from its hood. Her clit was big and hard. I was sucking on her clit when she said.

"No, don't suck it. Just lick it from underneath."

I absolutely loved that. So few women ever tell you what they like, it really turns me on when they do. I can give them what they want,

So I started licking and flicking at the underside of her clit. She loved it. Eventually I got into a rhythm of really fast tonguing and hard pushes on her g-spot. It didn't take long before she was cumming. And squirting. I've seen women releasing extra fluids but I've never seen them actually squirt. It came out all over my face. I wasn't really sure what it was. It wasn't thick like cum and it didn't have much odor (other than the smell of chlorine from the pool). Whatever it was, she loved it and I did too.

She jumped into the pool as soon as she caught her breath. And mounted my dick immediately.

"Oh yeah, that feels real good." Said Cilla as she started rhythmically bouncing up and down on me.

"Just going around jumping on every dick you see." I was joking but I didn't know if she'd get it.

"Only the hard ones." Laughing, "and they have to be big."

I lifted her off and asked if there was anyplace that might be a little more romantic (?). Well, I was feeling something with Cilla and I wanted it to be better than a quick fuck, which it surely would've been in the pool. She said there were a couple of rooms that were kind of small and didn't attract a lot of people.

We walked over to one of the rooms. It was small but it was full of people fucking. And even though it was against the rules I could see men fucking men. I'd never actually seen that before and hung around to watch a little. I have to admit, it did turn me on a little.

The third room we got to looked abandoned. It was dark and there were soft foam mats on the floor.

"Perfect!" I said but as my eyes adjusted to the darkness I saw another couple off in the corner. "Oh well, in this place, just one other couple is pretty private."

Cilla remarked,"and they're pretty quiet. "Come over here."

We both got down on the mat and just hugged softly. Feeling her big breasts pushing against my chest felt very nice. I tried to keep from impaling her with my very erect penis. As I wasn't too successful at that, Cilla pushed it against her belly, where it would do the least damage. We kissed and hugged as if we were in our own bed. Not like we were in a building where a hundred people were fucking like mad men and women.

This was really feeling very nice. I think is what I really wanted. After a while she rolled to her side and we were just spooning. Eventually my libido took over and I slid my dick into her wet pussy. It was a perfect fit. Her big butt pushing against me as I penetrated her more fully. It occurred to me that I was lucky to have a decent size dick or else it might be hard to reach her vagina with that big butt in the way.

After a while I rolled her over on her back and entered her from the front. Good old missionary sex. It felt really nice. Just slowly fucking back and forth. Cilla told me she was going to need to tease her clit if I wanted her to come. She pushed her hand in as I kept thrusting in slow motion. She was starting to breathe deeper and I could feel her pussy tensing up. It was time to pick up the pace. It wasn't long before we were both climaxing. That was just a great old fashion fuck.

I lay on top of her for quite a while. She assured me that my weight on her felt good. So I just stayed there enjoying her body and the soft parts pushing against me.

Some time later we realized it was time to go. As I got up I was just amazed at the pool of fluids and secretions we had created. I had forgotten about her ejaculation or whatever it was.

We said goodbye and Cilla disappeared into the darkness. I took a quick shower and got dressed. WWI and Tracy were waiting for me. They were both euphoric and couldn't stop talking. I'm not sure what I was feeling. Sexually very satisfied but I was also feeling melancholy. Quite a night.