Day 6:
I can feel my head pounding before I open my eyes. My mouth is dry from all the alcohol I drank last night. Or from the cum I swallowed.
I moan groggily and sit up. I am in the bed alone trying to figure out how to act this morning. From all the late night shenanigans between Peter, Anthony and I, I don't know how to face either of them. We didn't talk after our blow job threesome, we just slowly got up and went to our respective rooms. Pete and I didn't talk either. He kissed me a few times and then closed his eyes and went to sleep, like it was a normal night.
But now I just feel so...awkward. Did all of that really happen last night?
I get up and put on some comfortable yoga pants and a tank top with no bra. Fuck it now, might as well be comfortable. I start to go downstairs and I hear them talking so I pause halfway and sit down to listen.
Anthony is saying, "....won't change anything about how much she loves you. Because she really does."
Peter says, "But maybe I've changed now. Now that I've opened that door that I never thought would be open. I've always been curious but always feared exploring that part of me."
"Is it just curiosity?" Anthony asks.
"I don't know. Listen, Ant, I love her. I love everything about her, including her body. Our sex is amazing and I know nothing will compare to it. I don't want to stop making love to Jordanne, ever. But maybe she will want to stop making love to me."
"Then you are underestimating our Jordanne," Ant tells him. "She has always accepted me even when I didn't know what I wanted. As long as you are honest with her about what your needs are."
"I don't know what my needs are, that's the thing. And I'm not just going to start exploring with randos to figure out what I want or what I need," Peter says.
Ant takes a moment and says, "It doesn't have to be a random person. It could be someone you know or get to know."
"Someone like you?" I hear Peter say. They are quiet and I am assuming they are looking at each other.
Then Anthony says, "Only if Jordanne agrees to it. And that can only happen if you are honest with her."
I stand up to make my way back upstairs but of course the stairs creak under me. All is quiet; They know I'm here. So I head downstairs instead. They are sitting on the couch looking at me. I don't know what my facial expression is but I'm trying to stay neutral.
"Hi," I say simply to both of them.
"Hi," They say simultaneously.
Anthony clears his throat and says, "I'm going to...go make breakfast or something." He stands up and looks at me. "Are you ok Jordanne?"
"Yeah Ant, I'm ok." I say. He walks over and gives me a hug, and it's not awkward, it's just Ant. Then he leaves the living room area and busies himself on the other side of the room in the kitchen. I sit next to Peter and at first we don't say anything.
I start. "So, are you...bisexual?"
"I don't know." Pete says without looking at me. "I think I'm just curious about what it feels like to be with a man. But it doesn't take away from how much I love and want to be with you. I love you Jordanne." I take his hand and he looks at me finally.
I ask, "But, maybe...you have a crush on my best friend?"
He hesitates, then says, "Maybe I kind of do."
I nod and don't say anything else. He shifts his body to face me and says, "And maybe...you kind of have a crush on your best friend too?"
My mouth opens slightly, then I look down at our entwined fingers. "I don't know if it's that I have a crush on him. More like, curious about him? I don't know. I love Anthony, yes. But it's you that I'm in love with and want to have a future with."
"I want that too, Jordanne. Trust me when I say you're the love of my life."
"And it's the same for me." I say. And then I'm honest. "But Anthony's dick is so...big and...."
"Black?" He finishes for me with his eyebrow raised.
"Oh my god is that terrible for me to say?" I look at him. "It like, hypnotizes me. I know I sound crazy."
Peter laughs, "No, it's kind of mesmerizing so I get it. A big black cock right in front of us for the taking." Now we're both laughing as we're plotting on Anthony's dick. He reaches over and hugs me.
I say, "Peter I need you to know that you satisfy me fully, sexually. This isn't about that."
Pete says, "And I need you to know you do the same for me. I love your body, your tight wet pussy is what I think about when I'm flying in the air, just waiting to get back inside of it."
I smile widely. "Ok so we're in agreement. What we're doing here, for the next couple of days is...experimenting?"I ask him.
He nods and says, "I won't do anything without your permission."
I stand up and hold out his hand. "Well, let's see how much permission we get from Anthony first. He may not want to be used the way we're thinking of using him."
Peter stands up and takes my hand. "Something tells me he isn't going to fight that hard."
We walk over to the kitchen hand in hand and sit at the island facing him. He is mixing eggs and looks at us suspiciously. "What?"
I say, "We have a proposition for you."
He smiled a little and put the bowl down. "I'm listening."
I tell him. "So initially I had planned a good sex filled weekend with Peter and I. And now it's the three of us here for the next week and it just makes sense for the three of us to relax and have fun until we're officially done quarantining ourselves."
"So what are you saying?" Anthony asked. "You want me to be a part of your sex filled plans?"
Peter says, "Only if you want to be, completely your choice."
Anthony looks at me first then looks at Peter. He smiles and looks at me again and says, "Will you let me break your man in?"
My mouth drops. Peter is confused, "Break me in how?" Then it dawned on him. "Ooooh. Oh. Um." He looks at me too. His eyes are a little wide and he's getting flushed with pink.
"That is up to him if he wants to be fucked anally." I start laughing. Now Peter is turning red and I can see he is rethinking this whole throuple thing.
Anthony says, "As long as it's equal footing for all of us, I'm down." He picks back up this bowl and mixes eggs again, watching us.
I look at Peter and say, "It's up to you."
Peter is now completely red but he says without a trace of trepidation in his voice, "Can we break me in, in pieces? Can it not be all in one day?"
I nod, "Yes. We have 8 more days here so it does not have to be all in one day. We can take our time."
I lean over and kiss him, rub his back. Anthony turns around and puts the eggs in the pan, then comes around the island to stand between us. He leans over to me first and kisses my lips. He looks at me and smiles. I glance at Peter whose mouth is slightly parted, then I reach for Anthony and kiss him passionately.
After a minute he leans over to Peter and kisses him softly on the lips. Peter closes his eyes and kisses him back. Soon they are tongue kissing and it's the sexiest thing I have ever seen, watching Peter's pink lips get sucked by Anthony's bigger lips. I look down and Peter is definitely growing a bulge as they touch each other's hair. Then Ant reaches down and rubs Pete through his pants. Pete moans in his mouth and I am definitely wet now.