** At the time of writing, I'm currently 48 years old and divorced for maybe 16 or 17 years. I can't quite remember. This is my attempt to string together some of my past experiences that rightly or wrongly have shaped who I am. I hope you enjoy reading this and please don't judge me. I'd love to receive comments from my readers too so feel free to say what you want. **
Post Divorce: First Gang Bang
I was around 35 or so, a few years after my divorce. I was already having a lot of casual sex by now. I was seeing Matt around this time. I knew he was into me but to me he was just a nice guy and I really didn't expect or even want a relationship with him.
We had talked a lot about our fantasies and things we wanted to try. One of those things was a gang bang. I had told Matt I fantasised about being in one, and taking one a few men at a time but really, that just led to sex. Nothing really came out of it and there was never any real interest in exploring it.
One evening we were at a party in the home of one of his friends. There was a lot of alcohol and I had to admit I was a little tipsy. Maybe even a little drunk but not quite. I was wearing a short, tight, black skirt with a beige blouse that was rather low cut. I knew I looked good and I felt even sexier.
The party was fairly fun and initially Matt stayed with me most of the time. At one point some of his friends dragged him off somewhere and I just hung about chatting with different people and drinking some more. Some guys tried to chat me up and I was enjoying the attention. People started dancing and the music was getting loud so I moved out to the kitchen area and was lounging against a wall, drinking my wine. Matt suddenly reappeared again and seemed all excited.
"Babe." He said, sidling up beside me. "I've found two other guys."
"Huh? Two other guys? What are you talking about?" I replied.
"We were talking. Two other guys are interested in a gang bang too. You in?" Matt said.
"What? Here? Who?" I responded. "You told them I wanted a gang bang?"
Matt laughed. "You said you were always interested. There's an opportunity now. I didn't say it was you, we were just talking and I put it out there. Hypothetically you know. So? You want to?"
I looked at Matt who smirked back at me. "Two guys and you?" I smiled back, feeling a little twinge in my pussy. "For real? Here?"
Matt nodded. "Yeah... there's a room upstairs. We could go up if you want. Whaddaya say?" Matt's hands were on my ass now, pulling me closer towards him.
I took another sip of my wine, my mind whirling. I had only ever fantasised about it but the opportunity was now here. I was scared but at the same time excited. I swallowed my wine quickly. Red wine either made me sleepy or horny. And I wasn't feeling sleepy in any way at all.
I smiled nervously at Matt. "Get me a refill while I think about it."
Matt laughed quietly and grabbed my glass. "Don't run off anywhere." He said as he left to fill my glass up again.
My heart was pounding madly in my chest. I thought about 3 cocks, all at my disposal. That familiar flutter in my pussy started radiating again all the way up to my stomach. Matt was back quick in a flash and handed me my glass of wine, filled almost full.
"Who are they?" I asked quietly as I took another sip of the wine.
"Peter and James. You met them briefly earlier. They don't know its you though. I wasn't going to reveal your identity in case you weren't into it." Matt rushed his words. His hand was back on my ass, rubbing it softly.
"Thanks." I nodded. "So Peter and James... and you." I said matter of factly. I leaned in to kiss Matt, my tongue darting into his mouth. I broke the kiss. "You okay with this?"
Matt nodded as he pulled me to him again. His hands reached up under my skirt, playing with my ass again, pulling me tighter to him.
As nervous as I was, I knew this opportunity may never present itself again. As tipsy as I was, I knew I also had to set the rules before going up. With Matt at least.
"We need to talk about it first with the others. Set the rules. And I get to back out if I'm not at all comfortable." I mumbled softly.
Matt nodded. "Of course." He took my hand and led me upstairs and into one of the rooms. Peter and James were already there, looking rather nervous as well. That kind of helped, I guess.
"You guys know Erina." Matt said, introducing me, or rather reintroducing me. I smiled at them and said "Yes, we met earlier." The room had a big king sized bed and a sofa and a chair. I sat on the bed while Matt sat on the chair and the other two were on the sofa.
We made some small talk and to be honest, I can't remember what was said. I remember some bits though. Both Peter and James were married and that didn't bother me. I never asked their ages either but they were both probably around the same age as me. There were a few compliments about how good I looked. There were questions if I had done this before and I replied in the negative. There was some talk about how excited they were about the prospect of the gangbang but no one really made any moves. It was kind of awkward to put it mildly.
At some point, Matt said that condoms were required and I piped up "unless it's in my mouth" which was greeted with approval. Matt came over and started to kiss me. His hands moved to rub my thighs and I kissed him back passionately, keeping one eye on the other two guys. Matt moved his hands higher and then I felt his pushing my thighs apart. "Spread your legs hon, let them see your panties."He whispered in my ears as he did so.
I spread my legs and hiked up my skirt at the same time, displaying my lacy, maroon panties as Matt and I kissed passionately, our dances moving in each other's mouths. I thought I heard a groan and both of the guys got up and made their way to the bed.
Matt continued kissing me and his hands had moved to my top and he started unbuttoning my blouse. I helped him and removed my blouse, displaying my matching lacy, maroon bra. I sat on the bed with my legs open. Peter and James came over and their hands moved across my thighs and breasts. Someone kissed my neck and ears as Matt continued kissing me. The feeling of so many hands on me at the same time lit fires all over me.
Peter and James started unbuckling their belts and pulling down their pants and then taking off their shirts. Peter moved closer, his cock standing firmly just a few inches away from my face. I turned to look at Matt who nodded approvingly. I reached out to Peter's cock. It was long and thick and dripping pre-cum. I leaned forward and I could smell his lust on his cock. I stroked it slowly. "It's so hard and youre dripping already." I said softly.
"That's what you do to me Erina... fuck you look so hot." He grunted.
I leaned forward and licked Peter's cock slowly. Matt reached behind me to unclasp my bra as I took Peter's cock in my mouth and sucked on it. He groaned as my mouth enveloped his hot meat. James came up and moved closer to me, his hands roving all over my breasts. I reached out to hold James' meat as I continued sucking on Peter.
James bent down slightly to take my nipple into his mouth. Almost at the same time, Matt started sucking hard on my other tit. My juices started leaking out of my pussy as two men sucked my breasts while I sucked on another mans cock. The feeling of having 3 men teasing me was just amazing and I wanted more. A hand moved into my panties and started teasing my pussy. I sucked harder on Peter's cock, using my fingers to tease his balls. His moans grew louder and I let go of his balls and used my hands to pull my panties down off my hips. Someone lifted my ass slightly and helped take them off. I was naked now. Sitting naked with a cock in my mouth and hands and mouths teasing my body. I pulled off Peter and started to suck on James now. Then I alternated between both cocks as I felt fingers slide into my pussy and start to finger fuck me.
I looked up at Matt as I sucked both cocks and his eyes were glazed with lust. He had completely undressed and his cock was harder and bigger than I had ever seen it before. He tapped me gently and I took my mouth of the two cocks as he lay on the bed. I straddled his hips and placed his cock at my pussy and slowly slid down onto it, gasping at the first penetration.
Peter and James climbed on to the bed and I turned to James and took his cock into my mouth. I grabbed Peter's cock and slowly jerked on it as I rode Matt. James started pinching my nipples and I shuddered at the feelings running through me.
It was an amazing feeling being fucking one cock and sucking on another at the same time. I had always loved sucking cock and I sometimes came while doing it. I had never really enjoyed 69ing as I felt I wasn't able to concentrate on the cock in my mouth but this was different. I timed the movement of my mouth with my movements up and down Matt's cock. I loved the feelings coursing through me and my orgasm starting to build.
I bounced harder on Matt as I sucked on James. My breathing became ragged and I moaned around the cock in my mouth. I released the cock in my mouth and started jerking on both cocks.