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Authors notes:
- The following erotic story deals with the usage of heavy drugs and a sexual encounter between consenting adults.
- This is a true account of a crazy night in my night. I do not personally condemn nor endorse the use of drugs and neither is the point of this story.
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"What a great party! I love everything and I love everyone! I love this music, I love all my friends and I love to dance!" I shouted at my friend as I tried to time my words between the pounding beats at this thing known as a rave.
I had just been introduced to this strange event and also just introduced to something called ecstasy and something else called meth-amphetamine. It's hard to even think now that this was the person I was about 17 years ago. Now I'm married with two kids and live in the suburbs, back then it was a different life time when things seemed to stand still in the music.
The first time I went I didn't know what to expect, my friend was going to this all night party and that was enough to peak my interest. At first it was just a lot of waiting as I nearly froze to death in the park next to the statue. People were all holding their flyers like some sort of golden ticket of hope that something, anything would happen soon. I wasn't so full of hope as the cold weather had moved me to total bitch mode.
"What the fuck are we doing here?" I bitched in my most ill tempered of all voices.
"Don't worry Michelle, it will be worth it once we get inside.", came the reply from Sharon who was my new best friend.
My inner-monologue told me to bitch her out and find a subway and find my parents house and find my bed. At least there I wouldn't risk death by hypothermia. Here just seemed to be a bunch of oddly dressed people almost huddled together like penguins waiting for some sort of sign that everything would be ok. After what seemed like an eternity, it must have almost been mid-night, words started to filter through the crowds. Mostly in whispers that went over my head but one thing was clear and that was that the heard was moving.
That's the only way to describe this gathering at this point: a heard and a large heard at that. The muddled voices seemed vaguely elated that this wasn't the end but simply the beginning, and the unpleasantness would soon be forgotten.
"This will change your life." said Sharon who seemed to believe in every syllable she uttered.
My rolling eyes must have indicated my level of belief at this point.
We were both in third year university at the time, the university was about two hours out of the city but we took a bus all the way here. I was from the big city but never spent any time going out downtown; I was as much a foreigner to this scene as if I came from a cowpatch on the moon. That's another thing, just what was this scene? We arrived at the place where we were going and a line sort of formed. I was there with my previously mentioned friend Sharon, her boyfriend Charles and two of his Josh and Sean. We were at what looked like a rundown building that had the sound of almost tribal music emanating from the walls. It sounded like muffled beats that looped without end.
"We better take some of this now, it will take a while to hit and it's better that it does when we get in." Charles said to the still freezing group.
Out of his pocket came this slightly yellow pills and he passed them out like candy.
"What is this?" I asked truly naive to what the answer would be.
"Mitsubishi," he whispered in my ear, "it will give you everything you need to go the night."
"Just take it, it will warm you up." said my trusted friend Sharon
I looked at the pill and sure enough it was stamped with the Mitsubishi symbol but it didn't look like anything they would make I deliberated about as long as it would take a paid off jury and the pill hit the back of my throat, I tasted nothing as it hit my stomach. The rest of the line didn't seem as long as I was coming to the realization that I had just taken drugs, there wasn't any turning back but there was plenty of time for questions. My inquiries were met with smug retorts as I'm sure I seemed like a little kid who just wants to know what happened in the rated R movie. Still I was able to find out just what I had taken from my line of questioning; it was a drug called ecstasy.
One thing was for sure I wasn't feeling any ecstasy, really I wasn't feeling anything. We stepped into the party and all I felt was a reserved shyness and sort of regret for what I had done. The music was loud and the people seemed to walk without purpose in the deceptively large area. There must have been more than 2000 people there and more kept filing in. There is no doubt this was an illegal party and that was the need for the covert meeting place. Sharon grabbed me by the hand and led me to the dance floor. "Just dance ballerina." she encouraged me while poking fun at my skill.
She whispered something to Josh and I had to get close to ask him what it was as she was pointing at me.
"She said that you're a ballerina, so let's see your moves!" was his reply.
I was far too embarrassed to break into a ballet but I did feel myself starting to dance. That's when it started to hit me, that being the drug. I started feeling this uncontrollable happiness and each movement seemed to fuel the feeling. It was a euphoria that started the pit of my stomach and moved through me all the way out my mouth. I was dancing and I was having the time of my life.
The music transformed into lovely sounds of timed precision that seemed to be an extension of myself. An extension of myself in every way, from my thought to my feelings to my body.
It wasn't long before I lost my friends in the mess of people but even then I didn't feel afraid. I was dancing and pretty much zoned into my own world. When I took a break I would talk to strangers and feel like I knew them forever it felt great, like they had no expectations of me except to talk. Then it was back to the dance floor. It seemed almost natural when I bumped into my friend Sharon again and she gave me another pill to make sure nothing wore off. I followed her orders as if she was a doctor and consumed my next hit.
We sat on the floor with the guys and it was like I didn't even know what relaxation was until then. Sharon told me to get a massage from Charles. The fact that he was her boyfriend didn't even come up as an issue as he got behind me and started rubbing my shoulders. It felt so good, like every touch was something I had never felt before, his hands were soft and his hands were rough and they relieved every part of my bones. In the middle of this euphoria his hand got under my butt and he was rubbing my pussy with one hand as the other moved all over my back. Moans escaped my mouth but the music was too loud for anyone to notice. He spoke into my ear urging me to be quiet as he nibbled on my ear. There wasn't enough direct contact to make me orgasm or anything but the feeling was intense nevertheless. When he broke contact it was over and he never indicated that he wanted anything more.