I first saw her when her family moved in next door. I was four as was she. Even at four I was atracked to her. Two weeks later we were both enrolled in something call Head Start, I now know it was pre-school.
We were seated beside each other, which made me happy. I learned her name was Lilly Mae. She tended to break her crayons and I would give her mine and take the broken one.
Our mothers became good friends, so we would be together a lot. One day after we had known each other about a month, she kissed me and told me, "We are going to get married". I kissed her back and told her I loved her. Our mothers witnessed the whole exchange and thought we were just so cute.
As we got older our bond grew stronger. When I played sports, she would come and watch me. Guys would tease me, but I didn't care. I felt they were jealous because I had a girlfriend and they didn't.
When I played Pop Warner Football, Lilly became a cheerleader. We walked to school holding hands and go for sodas or candy together after school. In middle school and high school, I was one of the better athletes and Lilly was a star on the cheerleading team.
We both got accepted to the same college, both of us had other options but we wanted to stay together. Freshman year we had to stay in separate dorms. Her roommate was a bitch and wouldn't let me stay over. Mine while he didn't mind was a pervert and openly jerked off while Lilly and I made love. So that was a one and done.
Sophomore year our parents rented us a studio apartment off campus. They knew we were sexually active since we were fifteen. She had an IUD for birth control.
It was during that year that her sexual needs increased. We got sex toys and I would use them to get her off several times before going down on her. Bringing her to several more orgasms. I even went back down on her after I shot my load in her till I got hard again. Most nights I could fuck her three and on occasion four times. Even still many times I would wake up to find her fucking herself with one of the dildos we had.
Junior year she would have me fuck her in the ass while she used a dildo in her pussy. I had an internship at a local company in the afternoon till eight at night. I would come in and find her watching porn and using her sex toys. No matter how many orgasms she had she needed more. I must admit on those occasions I enjoyed watching her.
One night I came home to find her crying. I held her and ask her what was wrong.
Lilly told me: "I called my mother and told her about my need for so much sex. I wanted to know if any of the other women in my family are like me."
I asked: "What did she say."
She said: "My mom told me I have an aunt a didn't know about. My mom's sister she never talked about her because she is a Porn Star and has been one since she turned eighteen. She only does gangbang videos and does them nightly in her personal life.
My grandmother is the same way and has had so many different lover's mom lost count when she was a teenager. Gram would openly entertain several men a night, right in the house with her kids and my granddad there. My Granddad never worked so mom thinks my gramma was a hooker and my granddad was her pimp.
Mom thinks I need to go to my OB/GYN and tell her about my need for sex. To see if there is something to slow down my cravings."
I told her: "Call first thing in the morning and get the first appointment she has."
The next day Lilly called me when I was between classes. The doctor could see her that afternoon.
When I got home that night, she told me: "The doctor told me my condition is more common than I thought. She recommended a therapist that specializes in this. We have an appointment the day after tomorrow at 3 PM."
I asked: "Both of us?"
Lilly said: "Yes, she wants to meet with both of us. She told me my condition affects both of our sex lives."
So, we are sitting in the therapists waiting room for our appointment. I don't know what I was expecting. The two women waiting looked normal, dressed very ordinary. Maybe I thought I would see women looking like they were advertising they were available to fuck. Skimpy tops, no bras, very short skirts without panties.
I don't know why I thought that, Lilly certainly wasn't dress that way. Maybe my girl friend is more normal sexually than I thought. I just hoped this therapist can help us.
The door opened and another couple walked out of the therapist office and left. The woman had a smile on her face and the guy looked like he had a hard-on. We had only been there ten minutes and I was starting to feel hopeful. One of the women got up when the receptionist called her name and told her to go in. Within five minutes we heard what sounded like a woman having an orgasm.
Shortly after the receptionist's phone rang. I heard her say; "yes, I will order it right now."
A short time later the woman came out and went up to the receptionist. Who told her: "Your Sybian should arrive at your home in three days."
As the woman left the other woman left with her. The receptionist told us: "You could go in now."
Taking Lilly's hand, we went to the door and I opened it and allowed Lilly to enter ahead of me. When we were in the room, I was surprised at what I saw. What I was expecting was a middle forties to older woman and an office full of medical books and framed degrees on the walls.
That is not what we walked into. The lighting was soft the therapist was in her thirties with knock-out looks. Instead of a business suit or dress she was in scrubs and obviously not wearing a bra. Her breasts were large and swayed as she approached us to shake our hands.
She said: "Lilly, Kenneth or do you prefer Ken?"
I told her: "Ken my name is not Kenneth."
She said: "Please call me Sandy, I hate Sandra. First, I need to tell you I am not a psychiatrist or phycologist. What I am is a sexologist, my degree is in sexology.
Lilly your OB/GYN has told me about what you told her about your graving for sex. Most women have higher sexual needs than men. Many never know it because they have never enjoyed very powerful orgasms. So, they don't know the joy of complete sexual satisfaction.
Ken, since you have been her only lover my compliments to you for being a man that thinks of his partners needs sexually. But you need to understand Lilly is one of about ten percent of women that need much more sexual stimulation than any one man can give her. I know this is true because I am one of those women it is why I studied Sexology.
So now you both need to make a choice of how you want to go about fulfilling Lilly's sexual needs. There is no one simple answer and we need to find what works for the both of you. Lilly what works for you may not work for Ken. Ken what you feel comfortable with just may not fulfill Lilly's needs.
I presume you intend to get married?"
Lilly told her: "We have been together since we were four years old. I kissed him and he kissed me back. We told each other that we loved each other. But I am afraid I will fuck him to death or he will get tired of trying to satisfy me. Can you cure me?"
Sandy said: "No, I can not cure you, there is no cure. There are drugs that help to some degree but they will leave you not feeling yourself. Most women stop using them. In some cultures when a girl reaches puberty the family has her clitoris removed to lessen her sexual urges. It is barbaric and doesn't work. It only disfigures her and takes away one of her pleasure spots."
I asked: "The woman before us it sounded like she had an orgasm. Did she and how?"
She told us: "I can not tell you anything about her. It would be a violation. But I can tell you and show you how I help some women. Let's say a woman cannot achieve and orgasm with her husband, boyfriend, or girlfriend. Or she just wants more than she is getting or is single and not with someone and not into hook-ups.
There is a wonderful machine that can give her as many orgasms as she wants. It is called a Sybian and has many attachments to sexual please a woman. It is one of the things I was going to suggest you try."
Lilly asked: "Do you have one here and if so, can I try it?"
Sandy told her: "Yes to both of your questions. But first I want to get to know more about what turns each of you on and what each of you is willing to try sexual to fulfill your needs. I will ask questions but don't answer, just think about them.
Lilly do you every masturbate alone or in front of Ken? Ken, do you masturbate alone or in front of Lilly? Lilly, have you every thought about sex with someone other than Ken, male or female? Ken have you ever thought about watching Lilly with someone else male or female?
I will give you five minutes to think about those questions. Then I will ask each of you for your answers. I will do this one on one. So you will feel more comforable giving your answers."
We sat in silents till Sandy asked me to leave the room. It was fifteen minutes before Lilly came out and told me it was my turn. I stood and waked back in to Sandy's office.
She asked me even before I sat down: "Do you masturbate alone?"
I answered: "Yes."
Then she asked: "Have you ever masturbated in front of Lilly?"
I said: "NO."
She said: "No, not even to get hard so you can fuck her?"
Again, I said: "No. she always does it for me."
She next asked: "Have you ever thought about watching Lilly with someone else male or female?"
I told her the truth: "Yes, I have."
She wanted a more detailed answer: "Male, female, more than one other person. If more than one how many and of which sex?"
