As I promised, here is a short prologue to the entire story of Roni, and my learning of my love of watching her fuck. It isn't long but gives you an idea of where I came from.
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Hello, my name is Dale...
And I loved to watch my sweet wife Roni fuck.
Fucking me on video... watching her fuck another guy on the sofa... taking three guys on a pool table in an empty bar...
To paraphrase Dr. Seuss; It didn't matter if in a plane, it didn't matter if on a train, it didn't matter in a bus, it did not matter, why bother fuss...
As long as she was happy with whatever cock in her mouth, her pussy, her ass, any or all of the above. Individually or all three at once...
I loved to watch Roni, my little Hotwife fuck. Period. End of statement.
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Did I always know I did, or would, feel this way... with anyone?
No, I don't think so. Maybe I did, deep down, but wouldn't admit it, maybe I had some small, nagging idea.
It was many years in the making, to finally concluding that I really did enjoy it. Thankfully, for both Roni and me, that realization happened before we got met. I knew I would love it if the opportunity ever came. Going through her our early days, her awakening and submission to her feelings, while also trying to sort me out? That would not have worked, and I would have had no clue how to help her.
To follow the whole story, I have to go back... wayyyyy back.
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As you know from my admissions in prior writings, I have an ADHD personality. Once I lock on to something of interest, I go forward... like a bull in a china shop... then, for good measure, I turn around and finish the job.
As a typical male American teen, I loved sports. It didn't matter which, but my passion was baseball... until it was football... until it was golf or whatever it picked next. One summer, because I was very tall for my age and looked older, I hooked up with an older girl... my "sport" of obsession, became sex.
By the time I was 22 and on my way to basic training, I had sex with many girls, several many actually. Just like with sports, my personal make up didn't let me settle on one girl. Whenever I saw something new and shiny present herself in front of me, my attention shifted.
A couple of them cheated on me throughout that time. I'd be angry, but whenever I thought of them actually fucking whomever, actually visualize it, I'd feel... what?... anger?... excitement?... Thrills?...
I thought it had to anger, what else could it be... but why is my damn cock throbbing and ready to burst? It had to be anger adrenaline, yup, that's it!
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During basic training, while on KP duty, I flirted with a girl from the Bronx, who was also a trainee. We got busted by one of the SGT's in charge and dressed down good. "Put your passions back in your pants privates!! You're both camo-colored grasshoppers, and we don't got no time for grasshopper fuckin' in my kitchen!!"... Obviously, this was way before political correctness came in to fashion.
Later, during weapons training, she and I finished our firing near the beginning of our Companies and got selected to go on a "detail". We were told to get in to the back of a big 2.5-ton truck and sit on what I think were folded up tents, by the same SGT from KP duty. He told us we had an hour drive to the sandpit to fill sandbags. It was very hot so he told us to remove our boots and camo tops. He smirked at us and said: Now, don't you two lil 'hoppers get all frisky, like you wanted to do on KP. He closed the canopy flap and we drove off.
She and I obeyed every word he said to us. For about 2 minutes. An hour drive, after 6 weeks of segregation... right!... she sucked my cock until it nearly fell off, while I finger-fucked her silly.
We were back to normal an hour later when the truck stopped. Just two quiet, camo-colored grasshoppers. The SGT got out and came around the truck, opened the flap saying: "I hope you've been good."
We were not at a sand pit. We were on the side of a dirt road. He handed us each a single sandbag and told us to fill them. We were back in the truck in less than 5 minutes. His parting words before going back to the cab to drive back? Remember, be good, you "only" have an hour.
We fucked on the tents for 30 minutes. We were spent.
I saw her ride off on another truck, with the same SGT a few days later, with a different trainee. My first thought wasn't jealousy, it was "how can I hide this raging hard-on I have all of a sudden.
Things like this, the mystery hard-ons, kept happening. Dating girls, hearing from someone that they'd fucked someone else, and all I kept doing was picturing them with other cocks in their mouth and/or pussies and BAM! Instant erection, no need to add water. I still hadn't a clue.
Barely a year in to my first duty assignment at Ft Hood, Texas. I met my first ex-wife. She would turn out to be a true mistake. Sharing was NOT in her vocabulary, along with a slew of other words commonly associated with relationships.
She was gorgeous though. Long light brown hair, tall, 5'9", 120 pounds, huge 36DD tits, 24" waist, 36' hips. A perfect 36-24-36 model type. The closest modern day equivalent I can think of would be former media advisor to President Cheeto Mussolini, Hope Hicks. We fucked the first night she arrived in the unit. We'll call her Donna.
We were both what the "Real" Army types called Admin Pukes, part of a Battalion HQ Company. The barracks building that we lived in, was 4 stories of brothel. Other than the Charge-of-Quarters each night, no-one of consequence ever came in to the building. Guys and girls had friends coming in and out all the time. Even the female's area on the second floor was wild.
We ended up getting married a little more than a year later. After a few months the sex start to slow down. No more blow jobs. I was told "don't even think about putting that thing near my mouth. Then, a month later, it went totally right off the proverbial cliff, complete with screeching tires.
Not long after, a friend called me one day about a new "toy" he got. It was called a PC. At least my ADHD had something new to lock on to. But I still missed the sex. I got laid once a month... mostly.
I was doing my stint at PLDC (Primary Leadership Development Course). The third Friday, we were told we would be able to go home for two days, once everything was cleaned up and in order. I thought I'd surprise her. About 8:30 we got let go. It was dusk as I set off. I walked to my unit, got in my car and drove home. As I stopped at a stop sign before turning the corner I saw a car stop and park by two others on the street, near our house. Nobody ever parked on the street there. Every house had a double garage and a good-sized driveway. I saw the driver guy get out and walk to MY house. It was almost dark so I parked around the next corner, waited 20 minutes for the darkness to set in then started toward the house, cutting across a construction site.
When I came up behind the house, I didn't see any lights on inside, except a dim light by the patio door. I snuck up slowly to peer through the vertical blinds. Holy crap!! There was my "loving" wife, banging three guys in MY Livingroom. What the FUCK!! Why did my cock get instantly hard? Why am I not furious!! I seriously watched the three of them tag team her for nearly two hours while I rubbed out three loads of my own on the patio door.
When they were finishing up, I drove back to the NCO Academy barracks and went to bed. I dreamt they fucked her all night... the dream lasted that long, so I guess the fucking in it did as well.
I saw her do this several times. I once told her one weekend that I was going to San Antonio with three retirees I played golf with, for a two-day, charity scramble tournament. That night, after dark I went back and sure enough, I watched her fuck two of the absolute biggest black cocks I have even seen. When she passed out, finished in every sense of the word, she was covered, hair, face, tits everywhere, with loads of cum. So was the patio door.
I spent months trying to figure myself out... when I wasn't learning everything about my friends PC. What the fuck in going on in my head. To rationalize things, I fucked a couple of her "friends" to "get even"... and I felt bad... wtf?