I lost my partner -- well, we weren't connecting any more - and I was alone again for the first time in seven years. At the age of forty I wasn't prepared to abandon the sexual part of my life; in fact I saw an opportunity to re-start it after a period when, in any event, my girlfriend and I had barely touched each other for months. I also thought the plan I had in mind might be financially beneficial too.
I used a machine at the train station to print 500 cards. "Close Up & Intimate Photography -- discreet guy with video cam and Nokia takes still and moving pictures to your specification and supplies results on CD or prints. Reasonable rates -- email/call Jeremy for details."
I then distributed the cards under cover of evening darkness to the streets around my home and waited to see if any call would come -- I had no idea whether I'd get ten or none.
In fact I received two emails the next day -- looked like there was a market! I got back in contact by phone to the first responder -- a girl in her twenties, who openly told me she wanted a video of her and her boyfriend having sex in their house. We arranged a date, my heart beating fast, and got in touch with the next customer. This was a guy in his thirties, who wanted something potentially more tricky -- to spring me as a surprise on his new girlfriend and persuade her to let me take high quality stills of their fucking. I made a deal with the guy for a reduced rate if she didn't play, and fixed a date for a few days after the first date.
I knew there was an element of risk in all this -- but I didn't let it worry me too much. I proposed carrying a small weapon with me to help me deal with any situation that might turn violent -- the rest I would deal with as it arose.
My libido was in a state of constant excitement as the first day approached, and I was sporting an almost permanent hard-on. I intended to look and sound like a professional when I arrived, and dressed in smart informal clothes -- pressed black jeans, casual jacket, white shirt and loosened black tie. I aimed to inspire confidence and allow my clients to perform to their best advantage. I knew I was in this for various reasons, and was in no doubt that if an attractive woman offered me sex during the shoot, I would accept in lieu of payment. If not -- cash!