After a disastrous couple of years at Bay State College in the City of Boston, Massachusetts, I cost my family a ton of money and got into a bit of trouble. When you're a nice young man from the island of Haiti who's lucky enough to have your parents pay for your schooling, you ought to be thankful. Oh, I'm not an ingrate but the reason why I failed is because I wasn't allowed to study what I truly wanted. I have a passion for criminal justice, but my parents pushed me into studying computer science, which I hate. Small wonder my grades tanked, eh?
"Stephen, you're going to stay with your aunt Malvina and your cousins in Ottawa until further notice," said my father, Rupert Antoine. The six-foot-tall, dark-skinned Haitian patriarch looked at me sternly, and I swallowed hard and nodded. We were sitting inside the family living room at our house in the City of Brockton, Massachusetts. I had a 2.1 ( on a four-point scale ) GPA at the end of my first year at Bay State College, and the stench of my abject failure permeated the Antoine household.
"In Ottawa, seriously?" I asked, and shook my head. I barely remembered Ottawa, a town I visited during the family's trip to Canada for my cousin James wedding to a white lady he met at college. Before my father could reply, my mother, Helene Raymond-Antoine, smacked me hard on the back of my head. I should mention that in the Haitian community, they're big on corporal punishment. Oh, and your parents act like dictators regarding your life while you're living under their roof. That's just the way of things in our community.
"Ti gason, don't talk back to your father," Mom said sharply, and I looked at her, hard. I barely bit back a sharp answer. I'm twenty years old and by all rights, I am a grown man. Hell, I'm six-foot-four and weigh two hundred and fifty pounds. Mentally or physically, I'm not a brat anymore. I've voted in a Presidential Election, as is my right as a naturalized U.S. citizen. Dammit, I got a right to be my own man.
All the things I just mentioned, none of them mean dip shit to my folks. They constantly remind me that I am useless without them. All because I've made a few mistakes. If only they didn't push me into computer science, I would have had stellar grades like I did while attending Brockton High School. Oh, well. Sucks to be me, I guess.
"I need some fresh air," I said, and before either of my parents could reply, I walked out of our house on Ash Street, and went for a stroll. When we arrived in the City of Brockton from Cap-Haitien, Republic of Haiti, in the summer of 1999, we were one of two black families in this quaint neighborhood on the west side. Everyone else was either white or Chinese. Now there's a Latino family living in the green house across the street, and I think there's another Haitian family living at the very beginning of Ash Street, right by the Dairy Queen. Cool.
Typically, I like to walk to the south side but this time, since it was already getting dark, I decided to wander deeper into the West. I didn't stop until I reached Hillberg Street, and once there, I paused by the mini-park, and sat on an old wooden bench under a massive tree. I like to come here sometimes, just to relax. We all need someplace to go and just chill when life's stresses get to us. It's part of what makes us human.
"What's up, sexy?" The deep, masculine voice snatching me out of my reverie belonged to my good buddy Jean-Karl Boudreau. I looked at the tall, handsome young Haitian dude I've known since H.S. and gave him a brotherly hug. Jean-Karl looked into my eyes, and I smiled. We've been through a lot, Jean-Karl and I. That's for damn sure.
"Hey, J.K. it's good to see you," I said, and Jean-Karl sat next to me on the bench, shielded from view by the thick foliage and the nearby trees. Impulsively I gave him a peck on the lips, and Jean-Karl kissed me back, then smiled and gently rubbed my face. I like it when he does that. In case you haven't guessed it by now, Jean-Karl and I are more than friends.
"You've got that stressed out look again, Stevie," Jean-Karl said, and he pulled a cigarette out of his pocket and started lighting it when I shot him a look. He rolled his eyes and put the cigarette back in his pocket. I've admired Jean-Karl for as long as I've known him. Dude was the toughest guy in the JROTC club at our old high school, and now he's in the frigging U.S. Army National Guard. They're paying for his engineering studies at Bridgewater State University, how cool is that?
"J.K. my parents want to send me to Ottawa, and I think they're serious this time," I replied, and Jean-Karl sighed deeply. He shot me a disapproving look. Jean-Karl doesn't understand the dilemma I find myself in. Dude has a dorm where he stays at during the school year. His father Laurence Boudreau was in the U.S. Army until his retirement two years ago, so Jean-Karl's family supports his choice of career. I envy him. Seriously.
"Stevie, I think you got to man up and tell them no," Jean-Karl said, and I nodded, wondering if this dude knew what the hell I was dealing with at home. My parents are tyrants. There's simply no other word that describes them accurately. The fact that I'm nineteen years old, an intelligent and thoughtful young brother living in modern day America, means nothing to them. They simply must get their way.
While I do appreciate all they've done for me, I don't like having my parents control my every move. I swear the stuff we see in the news about trigger-happy cops gunning down brothers and getting away with it got them paranoid. Don't get me wrong, I appreciate their concern. I'm not a thug or a hustler. Just a young brother going to college and living my life. I used to work at the local Home Depot until I got laid off. Work, school and church, those are the only places I go. Welcome to my life.
"Man, let's go chill at your house," I said to Jean-Karl, and he smiled. We walked up to his house, which sat a hundred feet from the park. I was pleased to see zero cars in the driveway, meaning that Jean-Karl's father wasn't home. As soon as we got there, I showed my man how much I truly missed him. Seriously, it's been a week since I saw Jean-Karl, he'd gone to some U.S. Army duty thing, and I missed him like crazy.
"I can tell you missed me," Jean-Karl said, and he kissed me full and deep as we reached his living room. Off came my shirt and jeans, and so did Jean-Karl's clothes. I admired the sexy brother's well-muscled body as he undressed before me. Jean-Karl kind of looks like actor Tyrese Gibson, from the Transformers, Fast And The Furious and Four Brothers movies. I love me a dark-skinned, masculine brother. They're sinfully sexy.
"Oh yeah," I said as I kissed Jean-Karl again, and then I grabbed his dick and began stroking it. Jean-Karl's dick is long and thick, and uncut. I fell to my knees and worshipped at my chocolate prince's altar. I sucked Jean-Karl's dick with gusto, and when he came, I chugged down his manly seed like it was the nectar of Mount Olympus. Jean-Karl sighed happily, and I grinned, knowing he was ready to take my ass. I pulled a condom out of my wallet and waved it at Jean-Karl.
"Go for it," I said as I got on all fours, and after a brief hesitation, Jean-Karl got behind me. Dude grabbed the bottle of Aloe cream which conveniently sat on his living room table, and then I felt something cold and slick being applied on my asshole. Moments later, Jean-Karl pushed his dick into my ass, and I sighed happily. I'm a total bottom and love getting fucked. I like the feel of big black dicks in my ass and I cannot lie. Jean-Karl gripped my hips and pumped his dick into me. For a good hour he pounded away at me, and then finally, he pulled out.
Truth be told, I was kind of disappointed that Jean-Karl didn't fuck me a bit longer. I like to go for a ride, if you catch my drift. Have a well-endowed brother lie on the floor or in bed with his dick sticking upward, so I can suck it and then impale myself on it. There's nothing quite like the feel of a thick dick in your ass, folks. I get hard just thinking about it. Jean-Karl is usually better than that. I know exactly what, or rather, who is taking away my man's usual passion...
"That was fun," Jean-Karl said as we lay side by side, naked and sweaty, on his living room carpet. Jean-Karl knows how to fuck, man. A while ago, I was involved with this Italian chick named Brigida Antonelli, whom I met at school. I liked her a lot, and I was actually attracted to her. That's right, ladies and gentlemen, I am a bisexual man. While I do love the black male body, I am not immune to the charms of women.
Five-foot-four, with curly reddish brown hair, alabaster skin and light brown eyes, Brigida Antonelli seemed like a dream come true when we met in the school library. Smart, sexy, tomboyish and as big a football fan as I am, Brigida was something else. I actually fell for her, I think. Too bad Brigida friend-zoned my ass, and then got with Marcus, this Jamaican dude I used to be friends with. Yeah, I've got lousy luck with the ladies.
"Wish we could be together always," I whispered, and Jean-Karl looked at me. Before he could reply, his phone buzzed. Dude picked it up, and then I heard the familiar voice of Rebecca "Becky" Winters, Jean-Karl's girlfriend. I've met the tall, curvy, blonde-haired and blue-eyed gal whom Jean-Karl is so fond of. Even though I'm no fan of Becky, I must admit she's one of a few white girls in Brockton who has a nice, big ass. She's studying Nursing at UMass-Boston and she's friends with Jean-Karl's older sister Nadine.
"What's up, babe? Word? You're coming over?" Jean-Karl said, and I saw panic in those chestnut eyes of his. I looked at Jean-Karl, sighed and nodded. I know the deal. I put my clothes back on, and exited the living room. I was halfway up the street when Becky drove by in her bright red Passat. I kept my head down as I walked the few blocks back to Ash Street. I love Jean-Karl but we're both Haitian males and gayness/bisexuality aren't tolerated in our community. I wish he could be mine, but it's not meant to be.
"Ottawa here I come," I said to myself as I went to bed that night. Oh, and um, before I went to sleep, I got a text message from Jean-Karl. Dude was super excited about the good news that his girlfriend Becky just delivered to him. Apparently, Becky is pregnant. My heart sank when I heard the news even though I forced a laugh and congratulated Jean-Karl. Looks like my man is going to build a future without me. Awesome.