No-one is here to listening to my story, so I thought I would write it down for you to read later. It is strange how truth and reminiscence diffract through time and recreate themselves in a story that itself helps us to reconstruct our memories. I hope it does so in a way that will give you that inner warmth you have so often given me over the years.
We all went on holiday to France that first summer. By all I mean Ben and me, Ben's sister Case, his mum and dad and, finally, my sister Sam and her friend James. It was one of my ambitions to experience this more public form of naturism, staying in a large log cabin type chalet within a naturist complex not far from a beach on the French Atlantic coast, south of Bordeaux. As Ben had helped me understand my desires, my desires themselves had broadened and I was now interested in and ready to explore other types of sexual behaviour. Ben's family had already given me a heightened awareness of my own sexuality and I wanted to be instructed further. One of the most erotic activities for me was always when Ben told me what to do or signalled his acquiescence in my participation, as he had with Matt and Kirsty.
Sam and I came down by train with James to Norwich the day before we were due to depart. It was all pretty hectic once we arrived, packing for departure early next morning. Sam and James would use my room for the night and I hoped to have Ben to myself again, although I wouldn't mind if Case joined us a little later. There seemed to have been a decision to remain fully clothed whilst James and Sam got used to how the family lived. It struck me that they wouldn't have long once we reached Les Sables d'Antan. After an early meal we were going to turn in. I said I was going for a shower.
'Me too,' said Gail. We left the room together and went upstairs to her bedroom. Gail took me in her arms and we kissed. I started to undress her, touching her in places that I knew aroused her as I slowly restored her to her customary nudity.
'That's better,' she said as she began to undress me. I smiled at her and fondled both her nipples. Soon Gail had stripped me and she began to push fingers up into me.
'Let's do this in the shower,' I said. Once we were enjoying the contact of warm water on our willing bodies, I sucked and nibbled on Gail's breasts as we satisfied our desires together. We both had fingers in each other's cunts and Gail had started to finger my clitoris.
The shower curtain was not closed. It never was and neither of us would have minded if any of the others had passed or lingered to watch. Suddenly I felt Gail's hand go still and something made me turn my head.
My sister, Sam, was standing at the bathroom door, naked, with a towel in her hand. She was watching us and her other hand was very gently rubbing her cunt lips.
'Would you like to join us, Sam?' said Gail. 'There's room for three.'
Sam put the towel over the heated towel rail and came forwards. I reached out a hand and she stepped in. I kissed her and told Gail to carry on. As Gail continued to thrust her fingers inside me I turned my head and kissed Sam, pushing my tongue inside her mouth. I moved a hand to her breast and rolled her nipple between my fingertips. She moaned and tensed. Her nipple was erect and beautiful.
'Whatever you think you might like to do now, Sam, just do it, that's the secret. We will help you enjoy.'
Sam's hand moved to my cunt and met Gail's. Gail moved her hand away and Sam's fingers inquiringly touched my entry.
'Go on, as you wish,' I said.
She pushed a finger into me and moved it in and out.
'More,' I said. 'More, Sam.'
Sam pushed three or four fingers into me and began to grope me more urgently. I felt she had done this to herself before but this was her first time with another woman.
'Are you ready to share, too?' I asked.
'Yes, oh yes,' she whimpered. I looked at Gail and said: 'Go on.'
Gail's expert fingers pushed into my sister who responded instinctively. She was building to a strong climax and I wanted her to enjoy its full release. I pulled on her breasts as Gail used her strength to push up into Sam and almost lift her at the same time. This hurt just enough to drive Sam to fever pitch in her excitement.
'Nooooo,' she cried as she began to enjoy a long quivering orgasm, collapsing eventually into Gail's arms.
We dried each other off and before Sam went off to her room I said: 'Go now and practise with your James!'
'We've been practising!' Sam flushed.
'It's all right Sam: it's meant to be fun, you know. Will you let me find out how much he's learnt from you sometime?'
She nodded. 'Will you let Ben...?'
'Of course, but let's take things slowly. James may need time.'
'He's worth the wait, Lyn,' Sam said as she went off to bed. I found Ben and we made love before we fell asleep in each other's arms.
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Although we had talked a lot about what we were taking away with us before we left home, Sam came to see me in the morning.
'Are you taking, you know err, bras, underwear and stuff with you, Lyn?' Sam asked.
'No,' I replied. 'I won't wear any. Ben prefers me not to and I have got so used to not wearing any I didn't bring any anyway.'
'Right,' she said, leaving the room.
We got away by nine o'clock. I could tell Sam wasn't wearing a bra as her figure showed nicely through her quite tight-fitting t-shirt. After what she had said this morning I guessed she had no panties on either under her very brief shorts. I hadn't seen them before. As we followed Sam and Case into the Holiday Inn on the waterfront in Southampton, where we were to spend the first night, Ben said; 'They're nice,' staring at Sam's pretty behind and at her legs and those shorts.
'You mean you'd like to see her taking them off more like!' I spanked his backside playfully.
'He took my hand and said: 'Yes, I would like to take them off. Is there anything you'd like, Lyn?'
'Yes, I want Dave to fuck me while you all watch, but specially while Sam watches me.' I reddened and turned and kissed him roughly on the mouth.
'It's all right,' he said. 'I understand.'
I wondered if he did. Perhaps he did; few knew me better than Ben did. I looked at him. 'I'd like to watch you with my sister, Ben,' I said simply. 'It'll turn me on.'
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We had booked three double rooms for the seven of us. Admittedly one of the double rooms had a single bed in it too, but it seemed a bit harsh that Case should have to be with her parents whilst James and Sam and Ben and I had our own rooms.
At dinner I made a proposal. I suggested that we should draw lots for the person who would be the spare seventh person. The other six would then pair off and the person whose name was drawn could then choose which couple he or she would spend the night with.
'That sounds like fun,' said Case.
'Yes,' said Gail, 'but remember no-one is forced to play.'
Dave put all our names on tiny folded pieces of paper into a fruit bowl and asked Gail to draw out a name.
'Sam,' she said. 'Sam, you don't have to play, you know.'
'No, I want to. It's all right.'
Dave spoke next: 'If Lyn's with Ben and I'm with Gail, then James could sleep with Case and Sam can then decide if she still wants to play. And we can play again tomorrow night and pick someone else.'
'Yes, we won't put your name in the draw tomorrow, OK?
Sam was clearly unsure.
'Do you want to change your mind, Sam?' I asked gently, touching her arm.
'No, no, I'm just deciding. It's not easy.'
After another minute she said: 'I will sleep in Ben and Lyn's room, please.'
'Fine,' said Dave. It was decided.
We were all ready for bed. James was much more confident than when I first met him and didn't seem at all hesitant at the idea of sharing a room with Case. I was sure they would be lovers before morning.
I heard Sam go over to James and say: 'I may be unfaithful to you tonight, so you do the same if you get the chance. I think she's very nice, so have fun together, like I hope to.' She kissed him fleetingly.
James nodded and pulled her into his arms, holding her tight as they kissed. As they parted Sam winked at me. I took her hand, said 'Goodnight all!' and left for our room. I wasn't sure where Ben had got to so when I closed the door I took my chance to say: 'I want to watch you if you want Ben to fuck you again. Then you can watch him use me. Let's take everything off except our shorts and wait for him.
Ben came in. 'Wow, you both look ultra!'
He came to me and pulling me to my feet, he then unfastened the button and lowered the zip of my shorts. He pushed them down and rubbed his hand into my crutch. This will be for you, Lyn,' he murmured in my ear.